He hadn't felt this feeling for many years.
Even though he falls asleep with "Chu Fengyi" in his arms every night, he feels that what he holds in his arms is a soulless dummy.
No matter how intimate they were doing, he couldn't devote himself wholeheartedly to the love and joy under his knees.
Her grace no longer made him crazy, more, she just succumbed to instinct.
The initial throbbing that originated from the heart, no matter how hard he searched, he couldn't find it...
That connection of souls, that kind of complete trust that only needs one look, has disappeared without a trace since I don't know when.
"Father, what are you thinking?" Lingxi looked at Dongfang Ke Yu with lonely eyes, and felt for the first time that the man in front of him was also old.
Even though his back was straight and his face was tight and shiny, he still couldn't hide the few gray hairs under his temples.
Dongfang Ke Yu came back to his senses, looked at Lingxi who was very similar to Chu Fengyi, and shook his head quickly, "Oh, it's nothing. By the way, Lingxi, why did you come to find me so early?"
Lingxi stretched out his hand to hold Dongfang Ke Yu's hand, with a particularly bright smile on his face, "Father, I suddenly want you to accompany me to a place, is it possible?"
"Of course, you are my favorite little princess, you can go anywhere." Dongfang Ke Yu nodded lovingly, letting Lingxi drag him out, "Tell me, where are you going?"
Lingxi kept walking, just dragging Dongfang Keyu forward, "Go to the place where I have lived for thirteen years, okay?"
"Okay." Dongfang Ke Yu nodded happily, waved away the guards who followed, "I'm going out with the princess, you just follow from a distance, don't stick too close."
"Yes." The guards nodded respectfully, keeping a sufficient distance, secretly protecting the safety of Dongfang Ke Yu and Lingxi.
According to the location agreed by Chu Fengyi, Lingxi and Dongfang Ke Yu drove out of the palace and headed west.
It was rare for Dongfang Ke Yu to drive in person, and he was in a very good mood, laughing from time to time along the way.
Under the guidance of Lingxi, Dongfang Keyu gradually drove the car up the mountain, and arrived at the cliff where Chu Fengyi was pushed off.
After stopping the car, Dongfang Ke Yu looked at the cliff not far in front of him, and frowned, "Lingxi, you won't tell me that you have lived in this kind of place all these years, right?"
"Of course not." Lingxi shook his head with a smile, his eyes quietly revealing a bit of alienation and questioning that was so faint that it was almost invisible.
She strode to the edge of the cliff, pointed to the bottomless abyss, and looked back at Dongfang Ke Yu who was full of confusion, "Father, do you know that Aunt Lan carried me on her back and jumped down from here?" .If it wasn’t for luck, I’m afraid I would have already turned into a bone.”
Dongfang Ke Yu's eyes widened in shock, and his expression was extremely shaken, "How...how is this possible? The tsunami separated you back then, how did you become a cliff jumper?"
Lingxi stared fixedly at Dongfang Ke Yu, wanting to see all his expressions clearly, "Not only that, father, I also want to tell you one thing. The queen beside you is not my biological mother at all, she is a face changer." Afterwards, the green warts."
"Hiss..." Dongfang Ke Yu gasped, and took two steps back in shock, with an extremely panicked expression on his face, he waved his hands repeatedly and said, "This is even more impossible! Lingxi, what happened to you today? Suddenly talking nonsense? Is there something wrong with your body?"
"Father, in fact, you have already discovered the clue, but you just dare not face it?"
Lingxi's sharp eyes stared at Dongfang Ke Yu without blinking, and there was a hint of sadness in his tone, "Or is it that you are the one who caused everything that happened back then, as Mommy said?"
Dongfang Keyu became even more confused when he heard it, and his brows were directly frowned, "Lingxi, what are you talking about? Why can't I understand a word? How can you doubt Feng'er? She is your biological mother! "
"No, she's not my biological mother, but Lu Qiao who is pretending to be someone else's face!" Lingxi clenched her fists angrily, and asked Dongfang Ke Yu loudly, "If you really love my mommy, why don't you?" Maybe you can't recognize the counterfeit?! Could it be that she can completely hide from your eyes just because she puts on Mommy's face? Can't you find any flaws?"
Lingxi's accusation was like summer thunder, shaking Dongfang Ke Yu's scalp and back.
He staggered back two steps, slumped on the ground weakly, and hugged his head that was about to explode.
The scenes of getting along with "Chu Fengyi" in these years flashed across his mind like a movie, like a sap, hitting his head heavily.
Yes, for more than ten years, he always felt that the woman he hugged was like a puppet without a soul, but he never investigated the underlying reason.
Countless times of questioning were blocked by his countless times of self-comfort.
He always felt that he was too suspicious, thinking that love would fade quietly and gradually decay with the passage of time.
However, facing Lingxi's questioning now, his heart trembled, and he was so panicked that he almost jumped out of his chest.
Dongfang Ke Yu knew that he was afraid, afraid that things would really be as Lingxi said...
Do not!
It won't be like that!
How could he be duped by an imposter?
This is simply impossible!
Dongfang Ke Yu took a deep breath, trying to calm down his flustered mood.
He tried several times before he finally clenched his trembling hands into fists, and looked at Lingxi in the dark, "Lingxi, what happened to you today? Don't talk nonsense here, come here quickly, come back with me! "
Looking at Dongfang Ke Yu with a sudden and severe tone, Lingxi's vision was finally blurred by tears.
Just now she clearly saw the doubts and doubts in Dongfang Ke Yu's eyes, but he suppressed them all!
He is simply deceiving himself and others, living in a world that refuses to face reality!
"Father, you have disappointed me so much!"
Lingxi choked with sobs and shook her head, her blue eyes accusingly stared at Dongfang Ke Yu, "Back then, Luqiao said that she would kill us because of you. Now it seems that what she said was not wrong, even if You don't know, and you are already an accomplice! It is your refusal to face the reality, your blind evasion, that made Lu Qiao succeed for so many years, and caused my mommy to suffer for so many years!"
Dongfang Ke Yu didn't want to continue to listen to a word, he felt that Lingxi's words were very dangerous, and he couldn't continue to say a word.
"Shut up! You've lost your composure today. This is not how a princess should behave!" Dongfang Ke Yu said loudly, walking towards Lingxi, trying to stop her from continuing.