Even if his eyes are deceived, his heart is subconsciously rejecting her...
The accumulated reality weighed on her heart like an insurmountable mountain, crushing her completely.
Lu Qiao only felt that breathing was painful, she bit her lower lip in embarrassment, and barely stopped her urge to cry out loud.
Since no one in this world cares about her anymore, who will she cry her tears for?
Just like those miserable and helpless nights on Alcatraz when I was a child.
When she was young, she was tired and hungry, with scars all over her body, but she was still stubborn and refused to shed a drop of tears.
Knowing that no one would feel sorry for her, she would not do such a stupid crying move!
Lu Qiao warned herself fiercely in her heart, her lips were bleeding but she didn't realize it.
Even so, she exhausted all her self-control, but she still couldn't stop the soreness at the tip of her nose.
The teardrops that she thought were useless rolled down disobediently.
She looked desperately at Dongfang Ke Yu on the stairs, and after a long time she let out a low voice, "Did you really...have you never loved me for a second?"
Even though she had asked this question before, she still did not give up, and still tried her best to hear the answer she was looking forward to.
But this time, Dongfang Ke Yu didn't make any response.
He didn't even bother to give her half of his eyes.
He just stood there, as if he didn't hear anything.
Or I heard it clearly long ago, and I don't bother to reply half a word...
Dongfang Keyu's decisiveness made Luqiao laugh even more awkwardly, she thought that she had already made her posture humble enough.
But in the end, he found that even if he gave up all his dignity and reserve, even if she was humbled in the dust, he still couldn't get back his gaze.
It turns out that things that don't belong to her, even if she desperately pursues them and racks her brains to design them.
In the end, those things will leave again, and there will be nothing left...
The greatest pain in this world is beyond heart death.
The sight in front of her made Luqiao's originally bright eyes finally completely dimmed.
She originally thought that she had to grit her teeth and persist in living. Only in this way could she have a chance to return to Dongfang Ke Yu's side again.
But now, she has completely given up on this idea.
Even if she persevered through this calamity and successfully turned the situation around again, there was nothing she could do to warm Dongfang Ke Yu's heart.
In this case, what's the use of her desperate efforts?
All my obsessions are just Dongfang Ke Yu.
Now that she truly understands his dislike, Luqiao feels that even her life is superfluous.
Looking back at her life, she was abandoned by her family since she was born, and lived in the dangerous environment on Alcatraz Island.
After finally growing up tragically, I met the light in my life.
But after many deliberations, she found nothing in the end.
God has always been so cruel to her. In the past thirteen years, she has not even been able to give birth to a boy or a girl for Dongfang Ke Yu.
All that remains now is the loathing and hatred in his eyes.
He regarded her as a poison, and he didn't even bother to look at her more.
So she probably did too many harmful things in her previous life, and no matter how hard she tried in this life, she was never accepted by anyone.
Even if she gave everything she had, she couldn't warm the heart of the man in front of her...
Lu Qiao lowered her eyes weakly, her originally black hair quietly turned white because of her inner breakdown.
Lingxi looked up at Luqiao, whose hair had turned white silently, without any pity for her.
She knew that although the woman in front of her was in a miserable situation, she deserved what she deserved.
If it wasn't for Luqiao's conspiracy, how could her mother, Chu Fengyi, have been forced to live on Alcatraz Island, where she has been crazy for thirteen years?
If it weren't for Luqiao's cruelty, her Aunt Lan would not still have scars on her arms, and she still hasn't been able to stay and fly with the general Ke Jia.
Even if it wasn't for Luqiao's viciousness, he should have been raised in the deep palace instead of living with Aunt Lan in the misty valley forest.
Not enough for the last point, but Lingxi didn't have much resentment in her heart, on the contrary, there was a little bit of luck.
If it wasn't for this, I probably wouldn't have met Ping Shun by such a coincidence, right?
Compared with meeting her predestined marriage, Lingxi suddenly felt that the sufferings she had suffered before were nothing but floating clouds.
She stabilized her mind, and asked Luqiao softly, "What kind of poison did you plant for my father? If you really love someone in your heart, you will do everything possible to want his happiness instead of selfish possession."
"I'm selfish?" Luqiao's voice was as thin as a thread, every word seemed to be squeezed out of a hole in her chest, and it sounded rough and dry, "Yeah, I'm such a selfish person. Before, I thought If you die, you must take him down. Even if he hates me, or hates me, I will haunt him and never let go."
"But it doesn't make much sense, does it?" Lingxi's voice was ethereal, and she patiently persuaded Luqiao, "If you really love my father, please tell me what kind of Gu you planted in his body .Only if he is alive, you may still be remembered..."
Lingxi's words made Luqiao's gloomy eyes light up suddenly, her cracked lips due to severe lack of water moved weakly a few times, and she squeezed out a few words from her throat, "Yes, no matter how much he despises you I, I still want him to live..."
"Then tell me, or tell me how to detoxify that poison." Lingxi said eagerly, for fear that Luqiao would suddenly regret it.
Luqiao recalled blankly, "Thirteen years ago, what I planted in his body was not the same-named Gu I mentioned before. Because I was afraid that I would take the first step one day, and I was not willing to let him follow. That kind of Gu is just an ordinary heart-biting Gu, which will interfere with people's memory and thoughts, making people confused and not so smart."
Lingxi frowned slightly, and continued to ask, "Heart-eating Gu? How to cure this kind of Gu poison?"
Lu Qiao shook her head slowly, "This kind of Gu poison is very common, probably Feng Xizi can undo it, I was afraid that he would find out my lies, so I never asked for the antidote at all."
As she said that, Luqiao looked at Dongfang Ke Yu with a begging look, and asked with the last luck, "Is it because I used the Heart-eating Gu on you, which affected your thinking, so you have been able to do this for the past thirteen years?" Didn't fall in love with me? Is it because of this?"
Luqiao's eyes flickered, and her heart jumped wildly because of this guess.
Why didn't she think of this before?
Obviously, for the past thirteen years, I have taken care of Dongfang Ke Yu with all my heart, even if it is a stone, she should have been warmed up long ago!