Chapter 49:

Chapter 49

After Daisy left, we finished the remaining music video shoot.

While the staff were preparing to leave.

We were staring endlessly at the sunset sea.

Wow.

It was a peaceful scenery that healed just by looking at it.

The sound of the waves echoed in our ears, and the red-tinted seawater was swaying in the distance.

It was a time when I felt like old memories came to mind.

Hyung.

I heard the youngests faint voice. I answered with my eyes still fixed on the far horizon.

Why?

Who will you give your songs to when we go solo later?

Yeah, who will you give them to?

I know everything, hyung. Youre not saying it out loud because youre worried about hurting the other hyungs feelings, right?

I smiled at the youngest who was fidgeting next to me.

Ill never give them to you. To you.

Wow, thats so mean.

Yeah, Wang Ji-ho, you should have listened to me better. After all, the main vocal can digest the songs the best, right?

Youre even worse.

Lees face, who was drinking the soup, crumpled.

Hyung, I can write rap, so I dont need much help.

Youre not either

The rapper who was trying hard to appeal turned into a gloomy rock, and the last one left smiled gracefully.

I knew it, hyung.

No everyone says no why are you guys doing this to me?

The kids laughed at my distressed expression.

Theyre saying that because of what Nayooni noona said earlier. They said other groups are eyeing you because your songs are good. What if someone comes and takes you away with candy?

Am I some kind of object?

Hey, thats not it. Hyung, youre that. What was it? That as our dad would say, a goose that lays golden eggs?

Im really not giving you my songs, to you.

Ji-ho pretended to cry, and me and the members laughed.

Of course it was a joke.

It was a topic that could get heavy if we werent careful, so we were all deliberately talking lightly.

Well, I understand that youre worried because there are so many people who change after they get popular. But Ive always hated that kind of thing.

I had plenty of that experience at TJ Enter.

If there was a kid who had good monthly evaluation scores and seemed to debut soon, they would go and act friendly and fart around.

I hated that kind of thing.

I should have practiced singing one more time instead of doing that, why did they do that?

Its all pointless. In the end, you have to work hard and do well for yourself. I dont understand people who try to use others to get ahead. Well, Ive seen all kinds of things at the company I used to work for.

The kids who used to ask me how I was doing every day when I was picked for the TNT debut team cut off contact with me the day I was dropped.

Come to think of it.

Bi-ju said as if he remembered something.

I remember what you said back then. When we ran into Girls on Top at the Hwai Enter hallway.

Oh, when they ignored us because we were trainees?

I was really upset then.

Yeah, especially Gil Chaekyung.

Thats when you said it, hyung. Lets not be like that.

I just smiled silently. Bi-ju was saying what I wanted to say for me.

To reassure the kids, I opened my mouth.

Yeah, dont worry about changing or anything after you get popular. Honestly, Im having a hard time taking care of our family, let alone someone elses.

Did you hear that? Woojoo hyung called us family.

Hey, Ji-ho.

I put my hand on the youngests head, who was smiling innocently.

Can you please not look at the trees when someone talks, but look at the forest? Youre trying to hear what you want to hear Wait, why are you guys making those faces?

Was the word family that good?

I was speechless at the sight of the siblings who looked like they were holding hot steamed potatoes in the winter.

When was it that they said Are you going to leave us if you do well?.

Now theyre suddenly smiling brightly.

Look at Ri-hyuk hyung and Bi-ju hyung. They must be touched.

Werent you the one who left the fandom when you saw the bikini?

Theres no such thing as leaving the fandom, only taking a break.

I was listening to my younger brother Lines incomprehensible conversation when I heard Min-ki hyung shout from afar.

Hey, guys! Lets get ready to go back!

Okay!

We looked around at the members and sighed regretfully at the beach.

Its a shame we couldnt even dip our feet in the water.

Well, lets go to the beach again when we have time.

Oh, that sounds good. How about we make a promise to go on a trip as a celebration of becoming a family?

The youngest clung to me with his arms around my neck and asked excitedly.

Our teams rapper looked indignant, as if he was wronged.

I said its not a feeling, its a vibe.

Anyway, its not allowed.

Thats right. Well add vibe to the list of forbidden words.

I smiled inwardly as I watched them make a fuss.

They reminded me of my grandmother.

She had a lot of superstitions, like dont break an egg on the first day of the month, dont do this or that when you go to the temple,

I was used to that.

But they were young kids, and they were acting like that, so it was kind of cute.

Dont laugh like its someone elses problem.

Ri-hyuk said with a pouty expression.

You dont know how scary it is, even though youve experienced it once.

I dont believe in superstitions.

Why are you looking at me like that?

It reminds me of myself in the past. I used to be logical and not believe in any superstitions.

Well, Im still logical, he muttered, and I kept smiling as I looked at him.

Nonsense.

When Jung-hyun first said he had a good feeling, and then the article about Street Boys came out, I didnt care.

It was a coincidence.

Jinxes are just jinxes, they have no effect.

Thats ridiculous.

I thought so and shook my head.

What could possibly happen?

And then, a little later.

Unbelievably, it actually happened.

***

On June 11th, a week before our showcase.

Street Boys, a nine-member boy group from DNS Media, finally had their debut showcase.

They said they would broadcast it live on the internet on K-Net.

We turned on the laptop on the studio table and gathered around. It was to monitor our competitors.

Wow, theyre doing a live on K-Net? We dont have anything like that.

DNS and that broadcasting station are close, you know.

Na Yoon said that last time, Scarlet also got a lot of help from there when they debuted.

K-Net, a music channel, usually had a music show on Thursdays, and it was a show that singers usually went on before they went on the terrestrial channels on Fridays.

For idols, it had more influence than the terrestrial channels in some aspects.

According to the kids, the director of that station and the CEO of DNS were close friends.

On the other hand, I dont know why, but I have a bad relationship with Lemon. Its awkward and uncomfortable between us.

Im not sure how much of it is true, but it seems like K-Net is pushing for Street Boys.

They had a reality show before their debut, and now theyre doing a live broadcast on the internet the day before their debut.

Oh? Theyre coming out.

Wow, theyve lost a lot of weight since last year.

Amid the flashes of cameras, the members of Street Boys appeared on the low-quality screen.

They were wearing hip-hop style outfits.

Ooh, they look cool.

They have swag, right? Should we try hip-hop later?

Shh, be quiet. I think theyre about to start the song.

The lights went out and the first stage began.

We watched the screen with anticipation. Even though they were our competitors, we were curious as fellow musicians.

What kind of song would it be?

Soon, a powerful guitar riff sounded and the nine members started their choreography from the edges.

Finally, when the hand gesture reached the leader in the center,

All the lights turned on and the song officially started.

Wow, this is good.

We were enjoying the song and giving positive feedback, but our smiles didnt last long.

It was because of the self-written rap by the leader, Hanjo, in the middle of the first verse.

People say

You dont have Something cool

Something nice

But I think differently (differently)

Whats so special about that

We dont lack anything

We have hunger and ambition

We all have a hunger

From then on, the chorus of We all have a hunger kept flowing on the stage of Hunger with the group dance.

But we were frozen stiff.

It was because of the nuance of Something in the rap that Hanjo spat out. It was subtle, but anyone who wasnt a fool could notice it.

Did he just

Ri-hyuk couldnt finish his sentence, and I took over.

Yeah. He just dissed us.