Chapter 61: Rule (3)

Chapter 61: Rule (3)

Arwin freely explored around the area where the camp was set up.

Everything in her field of vision was new to her.

Even though she had been to the outside world once before, her feelings about it were different now.

A quiet sense of wonder swept over her as she looked at landscapes she hadnt properly appreciated before.

The chains that had held her back all her life were now undone.

There would be no more entanglements with the World Tree.

She was finally face to face with the vast world she had so longed to see.

...Of course, there were still some limitations.

She had to continue her married life with Berg.

Sixty years... A period that was short if viewed as short, and long if viewed as long.

Only after this period would complete freedom come her way.

Unconsciously, Arwin found herself thinking about the back of Berg, who had fought for her.

It was hard to believe they had spent just a single day together.

Because this was the longest day in her 170-year of life.

The density of the time spent with him felt different, somehow.

She shook her head from side to side, casting off her thoughts.

Then she looked at the stream flowing before her.

She couldnt take her eyes off the water, the one constant in its flow.

Had she ever imagined a stream could look like this?

She became even more curious about the many wonders the world held.

Forgive me for asking so abruptly... but how do you feel about being in the outside world?

Someone behind her posed the question.

Turning around, she saw it was Ner approaching her.

Arwin responded with a voice that was uncharacteristically steady.

...Its good. Everything is new.

Ner offered a light smile.

You seem happier than before. That makes me glad.

Yes. Its the moment Ive been dreaming of.

Arwin took in all the scenery that approached her.

A brief silence followed.

Finally, Ner broke it.

...I heard from Berg.

What?

...That you havent been intimate. Thats a relief.

Arwin nodded.

Yes, thanks to you, Ner. Just as you said, a conversation made all the difference.

I told you, didnt I? Thats how Berg is.

Ner responded lightly, as if she knew everything about Berg.

Being in Ners presence cleared Arwins mind.

It happened at a time when she was having mixed feelings towards Berg.

When there was nothing else to gaze at, her eyes always followed him. And yet, making eye contact was a different story. Whenever their eyes met, she always found herself looking away.

She found herself checking on his wounds, recalling his vowseach thought adding another layer of complexity.

But she decided to put all of those thoughts aside in the presence of Ner.

Being with Ner gave her a clear understanding of the situation.

Of course, Ner didnt have romantic feelings for Berg either, but the relationship between her and Berg seemed more natural than Arwins.

The short-lived species must easily form bonds with other short-lived species.

Arwin had no intention of deepening her relationship with Berg.

If she ever saw a violent side to Berg that he might be hiding, she planned to use the poison if necessary and flee.

...

Of course, in this situation where she saw Berg in the morning... she didnt have any intention of using poison at all.

Putting all the thoughts aside, Arwin broached the subject of the near future.

Ah, Ner?

Yes?

Whats the sleeping arrangement going to be?

...

Are you going to continue sleeping with Berg?

...

Ner was silent for a moment, then asked as if resolving something within herself.

...Would you like to sleep beside him, Arwin-nim?

Arwin reacted reflexively.

Huh? ...No. Like I said, theres no point in getting close to a short-lived one.

...As you know, I dont love Berg either.

I could only hope that these feelings would change over time.

As expected, both Ner and Arwin nodded at my suggestion.

On a strange impulse, I asked a question.

Or would either of you like to continue sharing a bed with me?

...

...

However, Ner and Arwin simply exchanged cautious glances at my words.

A prolonged silence hung in the air inside the tent.

While waiting for an answer, I changed the subject.

...Lets go eat.

It was half-hearted even on my part.

If I favored one over the other, the remaining one would feel left out.

I couldnt even understand why Id asked the question.

I wasnt particularly surprised by their reactions, as they were already as expected.

Ner had said it would take a long time for her to fall in love, and Arwin had no intention of loving me.

For that to change, time was needed.

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Or would either of you like to continue sharing a bed with me?

Ner had to suppress the urge to answer Bergs question.

...

In truth, sharing a bed with Berg recently hadnt been all that uncomfortable.

Throughout her long life, Berg had been the first person Ner had ever slept beside.

Her siblings had always huddled together to sleep until they each found their soul bonds.

Ner had always been alone.

That changed when she began sharing a bed with Berg.

At first, she was filled with aversion to the idea, but gradually, her discomfort waned.

It somehow felt reassuring to open her eyes from a deep sleep to find Berg there, and the warmth they occasionally shared was comforting.

It was as if she instinctively craved those shared moments with someone.

She felt this more acutely than ever on the day Berg married Arwin.

The bed she had to herself for the first time in a long while felt strangely expansive and uncomfortable.

Had sharing a bed with Berg become so familiar to her? She found herself staying awake for long hours.

The mild disappointment she felt at seeing the divided beds in this makeshift tent was part of that sentiment.

He had shared the bed with Arwin the night before, so she secretly hoped it would be her turn tonight.

In that sense, she actually wanted to answer Bergs question.

That it would be alright if they continued to sleep together.

But the words never left her lips.

She kept thinking about the distant future.

She was afraid of the emotions that might develop if they continued to be so close.

There was also the anxiety of what would happen if Berg, who poured out so much affection, wouldnt let go of her.

At that time, there might come a situation where shed have to betray him by leaking information about Stockpin, the headquarters of the Red Flames.

Ner wanted to be prepared for that beforehand.

For her own future, it would be more convenient if Berg loved Arwin more.

It was an uncomfortable realization, but only then would Berg let her go when Blackwood provided a suitable compensation.

Reason and emotion continued to wrestle within her.

Reason said to remain silent since it was better for Berg to love Arwin.

Emotion urged her to respond, as she wanted to sleep beside Berg.

It was a conflict that had been recurring more and more lately.

...Lets go eat, he finally said.

Berg didnt wait that long.

Casually changing the subject, he stood up from his seat.

With a tinge of regret, Ner quietly sighed.

Once they returned to Stockpin, she would have the chance to sleep beside him again.

...

That time, she wanted to sneak deeper into his arms and try to sleep.

Perhaps she could hear him compliment her tail as being pretty once more.

These thoughts slightly alleviated her pent-up emotions.

Whatever the case, they had time.

Their marriage was real.

The ring on her finger attested to that fact.

The End of The Chapter

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