Chapter 397: Zach and Kri
Understanding
It was too much, Naha insisted.
Zach agreed, but he still protested. We knew that they teach differently than we do. We brought Hiro here because our way of teaching was not bearing fruit. You know that.
Naha twitched, her fingers tightened on the dagger in her hand.
He lost an arm, Naha whispered. He couldve died.
Zach wasnt about to protest, he had asked Ryun and Anatalien point blank. They had told him that death was always a possibility, that doing what they had done without that risk was pointless. Zach wouldve probably felt better if he hadnt felt like he was tricked. If he had known why they wanted to seal Hiros Class But the past was in the past, it was already etched into the banks of the River of Time. It was pointless to dwell on it.
He didnt, Zach said instead. You saw his eyes, he he is proud of surviving it. Perhaps we have been too stifling.
Naha rounded on him. We protected him.
He had confessed to me the feelings of inadequacy. He feels like he isnt doing enough. This no matter what we feel about it, is good for him.
Naha grimaced and turned away, after a moment her dagger vanished in her storage.
He is going to be all right, Zach said as he approached and put his hands around her. They will push him harder than we could, it will make him stronger.
She leaned back into him. I hope so.
They remained like that for a while, before she stepped away and broke the silence again. So, she started. How is your little pupil doing.
Naha, Zach said.
What? She asked, but he knew her well enough to see through it.
Zach didnt answer, instead he kept a steady gaze on her.
Fine, she threw her hands up in the air.
For the most people this was a good thing, but Kri knew the cost of it. It was not sustainable, at least not as the things were going now. They were burning Essence to help so many advance, though there was a surplus of it available. The war had brought a lot of wealth to the Sect, they had gotten the spoils from the territories they had liberated, and the monster bodies were being sold for a fortune. A lot of the crafters in the sect were even refining them, creating new and powerful concoctions.
But that her mother had told her that it would run out eventually. It was why they were helping people advance so much, why they were expanding so aggressively. The basics werent that expensive, teaching someone cost only as much as you had to pay the teacher. But the resources for a solid and grounded foundation of millions of people were significant.
Kri pushed her mind away from such matters, it was not a problem that was hers to solve. She had enough of her own. She glanced back at her teacher, standing respectfully in silence.
She quite liked his style of instruction, a lot more than Ryuns and Talis if she was being honest. They did try to offer insights, but ultimately they left her to fumble in the dark on her own.
Zacharia spoke about the basics, he explained his own development and offered advice. And he knew a lot more about Aspects. He prepared her for the future better, where Ryun and Tali offered the power that came from knowing that you can survive the unexpected.
And she had started to plan a lot more. Trying to follow in Ryuns footsteps of discovering new things about Cultivation on her own. A lot of what Zacharia and she talked about was ideas, things that werent tested. She might not be as good at Cultivating as Ryun was, but she did feel drawn to her Aspect, and the idea of what it could become. It was why she had waited to advance to Peak Heavenly until she improved her skills. She wasnt just preparing for Immortal Realm, she was building the steps that would take her to crafting her own Way of Aspect.
Is it enough, do you think? Kri asked finally.
Her teacher looked around the small clearing, at the several formations fitted with Essence Crystals. Most had the Essence of Absolute Cold, but a few had Stillness which she had gotten from Ryun. Her plan for her second Aspect had never changed, only the way in which she wanted to manifest it. The more she talked with her teacher, the more they both believed that guiding how two Aspects interact and what result comes from their merging was possible.
I know little about Cultivation, he answered. But what I do know is that feeling your Aspect deeply is easier when surrounded by its Essence.
Kri nodded. She had achieved the Glimpse of Absolute Cold in a situation that wasnt something that she could repeat, not without great risk anyway. Pushing forward and trying to get the Grasp of Absolute Cold had occurred to her, but ultimately she felt like it would be far harder for her. Perhaps for the same reason that Ryun had never gotten the Glimpse of Void. It just didnt fit completely. She wondered if that was the main reason why so few people gained those insights. She knew firsthand that most people werent able to gain such a deep insight of themselves that matched up with their Aspect. For most, their Aspect was just another tool.
What she did feel like was that she understood the Absolute Cold enough that it would help her connect to what she was feeling inside of herself. It was why she had evolved her skills to be tied to the Aspect of Winter. Because inside she felt like her life was analogous to it.
She had spent such a long period of it alone, isolated from her peers. Watching them advance, while she remained stagnant. Then she surpassed them, and found herself alone again. Often times, it felt like time stood still for her, as if she existed in her own separate world where everyone was cold to her. She knew that it wasnt the truth, but it was how she felt nevertheless.
Yet she could always hear the whispers, the expectations of others put on her. Everything that surrounded her was filled with so much noise. Enough that sometimes she just wanted it all to stop. That she wanted the peace that she found when she had glimpsed the Absolute Cold.
The more time she spent with her teacher, the more she felt drawn to the aspects of his power. His mastery of Time was alluring, though she also saw a deep conviction within him that had imposed his will on Time itself, forced it to move always onward.
Kri sometimes wanted the opposite, for Time to slow to a crawl, for everything to just still.
I think that Im ready, Kri said finally.
Zacharia nodded. Then start.