Chapter 1130

She sat up, and the height turned on the light.

Elevation looked at Chu Ying's face full of sweat, "what's wrong, have a nightmare?"

Chu shadow suddenly looked at the man in front of her, she inhaled nose, and then tilted in the height of the arms.

Since her mother-in-law came, Chu Ying felt relaxed a lot. Because her milk was not enough, she still had to eat milk powder when she was happy. For example, in the evening, if she was happy, she would have to eat milk powder. Otherwise, the milk would not be enough.

My mother-in-law likes her grandson. She thinks that after such a long separation, she also needs to cultivate the relationship between husband and wife. After all, it is not convenient to have a little guy around.

As for the child, the old couple took it with them and wanted her to have a good night's sleep.

"Elevation..."

"Well?" He should, wrapped up in a quilt, holding her in his arms, he leaned on the head of the bed, and Chu Ying was leaning on his arms, with a man's hand around his waist, which made Chu Ying feel very secure.

"I want to see the children."

"This time?" Gao Li looks at the wall clock. It's already early in the morning. Her parents have already gone to bed at this point. She just looks at Chu Ying, and she doesn't say much. She thinks that if she wants to see her children, she should look at it.

Elevation is about to get out of bed, Chu Ying looks at him, then hugs her from behind, "forget it, parents can bring happiness very well, I don't want to see it."

Elevation looked back at him. Under the dim yellow light, he saw that her hair was wet, and she felt a little distressed.

"If you can't sleep, talk to me."

Chu Ying sniffed, "I dare not to you, I am afraid you will blame me."

"Why, you don't know. As long as you come back, it will be a great surprise to me." He is not so greedy, as long as she comes back, this no, she comes back, his heart is also filled with.

"Elevation, you know, happiness is premature." Chu Ying said.

"I know, you said it." Elevation nodded, looked at her, looked at her so uncomfortable, but he could not do anything about it. This feeling was really bad.

"I was very happy when I knew that I was pregnant, because I was pregnant with your child. You know me, since you took me back to your home, I especially want you to give me a home, and I just want to give you a child. Compared with the ordinary father, you are not a young father. I think after that mission, I will With a new identity to marry you back, we start a new life

I was fine. Do you know why? "

"You're wearing that bulletproof vest I gave you?"

"Yes, I'm wearing the bulletproof vest you gave me."

"The bullet proof vest didn't penetrate my body, but you know the force of the bullet. No, I was pregnant at that time, which also led to the early signs of miscarriage when I was pregnant."

Elevation suddenly did not want to hear, he did not dare, he could not believe that when she was alone, she was how helpless, how desperate, did not dare to tell him.

"At that time, I was always protecting my baby. I didn't know what would happen to me. I just wanted to keep the baby. When I heard about hospey, my situation was much better." Chu Ying said.

"It's just that later, it's not so good. I'm not in a good mood. I vomit a lot during pregnancy. It's because of that incident that I don't dare to move. I can't exercise like other pregnant women and look forward to having a natural birth. The doctor said that it's very good for me that these two children were born successfully."

"What are you talking about?" he said

"You heard me right. It's two children But now there is only one happy. " Chu Ying said, suddenly red eyes.

"Elevation, I really tried my best. For a period of time, I didn't dare to move. I didn't dare to move, but..." Fate did not favor me. "Before the due date, one of the children had a very serious umbilical cord around the neck. When I finished my Caesarean section and took the baby out, he had no breath."

Elevation does not speak, he can't speak, he feels his mouth is too bitter, bitter let him say nothing.

"I'm sorry." He said.

However, Chu Ying suddenly laughed, "elevation, why don't you blame me? It's all because of me, I didn't take care of our children."

Gao's eyes were slightly red, "I think you should be ashamed to die. If it wasn't for me, how could you have been wronged more?"

Sometimes, a man's promise is too easy to fulfill.

Just like before, he said to Chu Ying that he would give her a home and treat her well.

Although he didn't mean to break his promise, he never kept his promise.

Late in the night, the conversation between husband and wife made Gao's heart more painful.

He held her in his arms and didn't know how to comfort her, because he was also miserable. He could not calm him down and tell her that their relationship with the child was too shallow, and that was his child."I dare not tell you, I am afraid you blame me." Chu Ying said.

Gao Gao hugs her, "I won't blame you..." He would only blame her, how could he not cherish her well. If he had not made a wrong decision on Yu Qing at that time, how could Chu Ying be like this?

How could she have withstood the child's departure on her own?

Although, he is a novice father, the joy of being a father can't be described in words. Although he has not seen how it is produced, he has seen it.

Knowing that the child is born is bearing the love and expectation of parents.

If the child leaves when she is not in shape, the pain is not the same as the one she gave birth to. The latter will suffer thousands of times

However, such pain Chu shadow himself suffered, now told him so lightly.

"Sorry, Chu Ying..."

Chu Ying turned around and hugged him. "I knew you wouldn't blame me. I'd come back to find you right away. You don't know how tangled I was at that time."

Gao Li hugged her, "if you can come back, I will be grateful to God. Now, you come back with such a small one, Chu Ying. For the first time, I feel poor in words. I don't know how to say those grateful words. I appreciate you..." Really, thank you for coming back.

Chu Ying closed her eyes and circled her neck. "Do you think that baby will blame me?"

"You've done very well as a mother, really." Gao Li said that he felt that there was something stuck in the head of the throat. He could not get up or down. The taste was particularly uncomfortable. "The relationship between the baby and us is too shallow, so we can only give all our love to happiness, but the child is still in our heart and will always be in our heart. As long as he exists, it will not disappear!"

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