Chapter 362 my woman

Embarrassment is Lei Xinlei's biggest feeling when she is alone in a room with Su nuoyan.

She didn't even dare to look at Su nuoyan directly, because of the guilt in her heart, and because of the special situation that they might face together in the future.

Su nuoyan is far more prepared than Lei Xinlei. Otherwise, she will not send Zhang Yunfeng a text message when he goes to Mal to find Lei Xinlei. So when Su nuoyan sees Lei Xinlei standing in front of her, she smiles and whispers, "don't stand all the time. What can you drink? I'll get it for you. "

Lei Xinlei reluctantly smiled and said, "soda, thank you."

Su nuoyan nodded, went to the freezer at the head of the bed, took out two bottles of soda, handed one to Lei Xinlei, and then she took Lei Xinlei and sat down on the soft sofa. Lei Xinlei was very embarrassed, but Su nuoyan said very generously, "you and I are not so polite and outsider."

Lei Xinlei nodded slightly, but this sentence did not improve her current psychological condition.

Su nuoyan smiled quietly at this time. She sighed and said, "Yunfeng is really excellent, isn't she?"

Lei Xinlei nodded and said softly: "it's true The best is hard to imagine. "

"Yes." Su nuoyan smiled and said: "as a woman, he is a man of all abilities. He has done so many things that ordinary people can't even imagine. If his identity is exposed, I'm afraid that no matter which woman he is with, the world will think that the woman is too different from him. Apart from him, I can't think of anyone who can achieve what he is now The height reached, so it was very stressful for me at one time. "

Lei Xinlei asked curiously, "pressure? Why? Yunfeng likes you so much. You two deserve each other. You should be happy to have such a good boyfriend. "

"Happiness is only one thing." Su nuoyan smiled and said: "it's like you get a perfect dress. As a woman, you are naturally excited, but you dare not wear it to go out, because you are afraid that your own conditions can't control the dress, and that the original perfect dress is not so perfect on you, you This is not inferiority, but wearing it, you feel an indescribable sense of inferiority all the time. Can you understand this pressure? "

Lei Xinlei nodded thoughtfully and said: "it's understandable that when I was a child, I looked like a boy and played with a large group of boys every day. I was lively and even overzealous. When I finally found out that I should behave more like a girl, I began to try the dress that other girls often use. To be honest, that's true It makes me look more like a cute and shy girl, but I always think I'm weird. Walking on the street, I'm afraid that other people will laugh at me when they see my dress. I always have to look in a mirror unconsciously. That's probably what you mean by the pressure? "

"That's right." Su nuoyan sighed helplessly and said: "now my relationship with Yunfeng hasn't been really disclosed, because the identity of Yunfeng hasn't been really disclosed. I'm with Yunfeng, and the extra attention I've received is limited to our family and friends. But if one day, Yunfeng's identity can't be concealed, then I will be affected Extra attention will expand the whole world in an instant. I dare not even think about it now. Every time I think about it, I feel a sense of inexplicable fear. Maybe Yunfeng and I will choose to hide our relationship in front of the public, but this feeling also makes me feel very strange. As I said before, you have such a skirt, but you can only do it in yourself In front of the fitting mirror in the bedroom, always live indoors. "

Speaking of this, Su nuoyan smiled and said: "what I want to say is not how much pressure Yunfeng brings to me, but that I feel that I can't control this feeling alone. It feels like a helpless war. I feel that I also need a person who can stand beside me and fight with me. The most suitable person is You. "

Lei Xinlei understood the meaning of Su nuoyan's words and asked tentatively, "don't you really hate me?"

"I don't hate it." Su nuoyan said with a smile: "I would like to have a person who can share my feelings with me in the future. You are more suitable. Because you are interested in Yunfeng, and Yunfeng is interested in you. Although we haven't been in touch with each other for a long time, we have known each other since junior high school. We know our roots and know our background. Besides, the relationship between your family and Yunfeng's family is not the same Generally, if we both stand on the same side, it will be a good thing for us, Yunfeng and our relationship. "

Speaking of this, Su said: "in fact, I'm not as conservative and disciplined as you think. Although I used to be so right, I found a boyfriend who has been violating the established routine, which means that the relationship between him and me can't continue to develop in accordance with the rules. I've always been worried about the feelings of Yunfeng and me It's going to get more and more unbalanced, but if you're there, I'll be more relieved. "

Leixinlei nodded gently and said thanks sincerely, but she was worried about it. She said: "although I am willing to make this choice, I don't know how to talk to my parents. I don't know whether they will agree or what I should do if they disagree."

Su nuoyan chuckled: "I don't think they will object, because they know what you really want, and they also know that Yunfeng can give you what everyone can't give you. Besides, we are destined not to deal with the secular too much. If Yunfeng decides to fade out of Dongchen's stage in the future, he can buy an island for us anywhere A residence far away from the secular world, the only thing we worry about is the conflict between the common life and the secular ideas. In this way, we don't need to worry about this. We can even let Yunfeng start to do this now. When you and I graduate from college, we can move to the island to live together. Even if Yunfeng can't get rid of the secular for a while, how about we only live on the island To live together, leave the island, Yunfeng has its own work and responsibility, we have our own family and family, also have their own circle of friends, as long as the three of us don't live together in public in the eyes of the world, what's the pressure? In this era, there are many people who stay together and never marry. When they get married, there are many people who have their own partners. Our relationship will not bring secular pressure to our relatives, and this is the life we really want. How can they disagree? "

Lei Xinlei was suddenly brightened by Su nuoyan's words, and then she took off her mouth and said, "yes! If there is such a place far away from the secular world, where we live together, there will be no extra pressure. Back home, back to society, we have our own relatives and friends. "

Su nuoyan nodded and smiled, gently grasped Lei Xinlei's hand, and said sincerely: "leave the world's vision, you and I are Yunfeng's women, enter the world's vision, we can be very good friends, daughters of different parents. Even if we two go shopping hand in hand, who will know the real relationship between us and Yunfeng? You and I can not even appear in public as Yunfeng's woman, so that, for both of us, we will live more easily. "

Lei Xinlei's heart suddenly opened up and asked with a smile, "now buy an island or something. Is that a problem?"

"No trouble." Su nuoyan said with a smile: "when you didn't come back, I also used Google to search for places like Maldives, which may be a bit troublesome to operate. The main reason is that it's a tourist resort. The economic value of the island is too high. It's like the vale island where we are now. One month's rent and all kinds of service fees add up to 10 million dollars. Isn't it necessary to buy it They slaughtered us, but if we avoid such places as Queensland, Australia, which is about the same size as the island of Valerie and has the same environment as the island of sevale, the most is millions to tens of millions of dollars. After buying it, we will spend some money on reconstruction and construction, and the most is tens of millions of dollars. The famous island of safila dura in Spain The price is only 40 million dollars, and the area of this island is about 60000 square meters, which is enough to build an absolute paradise. "

Speaking of this, Su nuoyan sat up excitedly and said with a little excitement: "think about it, you are on an island where no one will disturb you at all. You can pay the sovereign government to do a perfect security work for you. No one can touch your privacy. You can build everything on the island into the model you want most What's more, the transportation is so convenient now. When you return to China or go to other places, you can take a helicopter or a seaplane to the nearest airport, and then transfer to China. No matter where you are in the world, you can return to China for no more than 24 hours at most. You can also take your own yacht to go back to China, and experience all kinds of countries along the way. I'm afraid this kind of life Is it really perfect? "

At this time, Zhang Yunfeng, who was lying on the bed of a water house, did not know that the two women next door had begun to figure out how to manage an island of their own in the future.

The next day, Zhang Yunfeng got up early in the morning. After swimming for half an hour in the sea, he lay on the chair on the beach, basking in the early sunshine. Qian Yingning and Lin also lay next to Zhang Yunfeng in their pajamas. They had already regarded themselves as Zhang Yunfeng's private armed forces. Even when they went out for vacation, they put Zhang Yunfeng's safety first, that is to say Zhang Yunfeng's strength is already so strong that ordinary people can't catch up.

Seeing the door of the water house being opened, Su nuoyan and Lei Xinlei came out hand in hand, laughing and talking. Zhang Yunfeng was even more curious. What did the two women talk about last night?

Qian Yingning, on the other hand, was also surprised to see it. He couldn't help saying, "Yunfeng, can you give us a chance to popularize science? What's the situation?"

Qian Yingning has been a qualified professional killer for most of her life. She has an extremely keen observation ability. She has seen the slightly awkward relationship between Zhang Yunfeng, Su nuoyan and Lei Xinlei for a long time. Now, two women are like sisters