46 ⑥ Half-service culinary path (below)

And that night, again, we were to spend the night in an empty house just outside the Lou family.

Rutim's main house is a short distance away, and three of his guests are going to stay in another house, Rutim's house and the nephew's house of Donda-Lou, which is deep on the edge.

but now he is still in the middle of a feast at the main house of Luu.

After the meal, three guests and the men of the Lew family, plus only Meer Ray and Sati Ray, stayed and the liquor started serving.

Me and I-Fa cleaned up after dinner, and then we joined Limi-Lu to talk a little in Grandma Ziva's bedroom, and then finally settled down in this empty house.

If you can calm your hips, I'll be a big letter on the cloth and say, "Wow!" and make him shout.

"The meat is stiff and makes me make a big speech, and it's been a tiring day for my mouth! I don't feel like talking another word tonight!

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"Then don't turn to yourself out loud!... or don't you say?

When I spun my neck around and wondered how Ey-Fa was, my mistress had a strange look on one knee around the wall.

"What's the matter with you? Are you worried because Donda-Lou didn't say what he thought?

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"You're gonna be okay! If you're not convinced, you'll say it on that occasion. In the first place, the Rutim family seemed so satisfied that they would insulate the fa."

"... I wasn't thinking of that"

I had a lot of calm eyes in the dining room and in Grandma Ziva's bedroom, but somehow now that time has passed, I even look like I'm sinking in.

For me, it's the least I can look at.

"What is it? So what are you thinking? Don't think of it alone, say anything."

And I crawl over the throat.

If this were the usual again, I'd say, "Don't make a disgusting move!" and so on, but it is a no-reaction.

Now I look like an idiot.

Well, I'm an idiot.

"You..."

"Yeah?"

"Are you leaving this woodland?

Ai-Fa said that abruptly.

I'm really surprised.

"Why are you saying that all of a sudden? I have no idea."

"Sometimes it seemed like you were kind of saying goodbye to everyone when you spoke at that feast for so long. Before I disappeared, he wanted to at least leave the pills, not the poison - that's what he seemed to say."

Ey-Fa's face, half-sided by a beast fat candle, looks at me slowly.

"No?

"No.... but well, is that a fake thing?

I can't dress up while I'm asleep, so I decided to wear an agua on the front of I-Fa, too.

"My heart is exactly what I've been telling you for a long time. It's a world left out without knowing what it means, but if there's human life there too, I want to be involved in a good way. I'd rather be useful than harmful. I'm just being honest with you right now."

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"But, well, this is what I've been saying. If you don't know what it means and they let you go, they might pull you back without knowing what it means. If they pull me back, I'll probably be a round-baked pepper. Then I want to live without remorse whenever that happens.... Is that how you feel spilled? I don't know."

"... are you always living with that in mind?

"No, no, no way! Then you don't have the spirit! But it's not something I can forget. Sometimes that kind of feeling just pops up."

Ai-Fa tilted her neck just a little as she stared at me with her rather shady eyes.

"... I wasn't thinking"

"Hmm?"

"I never thought you might disappear by accident one day, etc."

The words of Ai-Fa were very quiet.

It wasn't touchless, it wasn't emotionless - it was just, it was quiet.

"... well, in the first place, you don't really feel like I'm from another world. You can't imagine a human being like that disappearing or showing up, can you? I mean, I can't even imagine that."

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"Ma, he said he wouldn't go anywhere on his own unless even such a verbal supernatural phenomenon broke out! Rather terrified of war so that you won't abandon me, this way.... so if all of a sudden I'm gone, it's God or the devil, so pray for my blessings."

In the shape of "I," Ai-Fa's mouth nearly moved.

But I couldn't hear the rest of it.

Because the door of the house was knocked from the outside.

Tons, tons, and twice.

Ai-Fa rose loosely and stood in front of the door.

"Who is it?

"... it's Donda-Lou, the head of Lou's house"

Coming.

The big boss came all the way over.

Well, I thought there might be a few possibilities for that, but when I try to make it happen, I'm still surprised.

Ai-Fa silently unkempts and opens the door.

Ugh - and a black, giant shadow slipped indoors like a large carnivore.

"Get out of my way," he begins to take off his footwear.

In the meantime, we only confirmed beforehand that we were not wearing a knife on that hip.

I'm just hanging a bottle of fruit liquor in my left hand instead of a knife.

I've been asking for a meeting amicably - is this a good interpretation?

Come before me and sink the giant by the window near the candlestick.

Those tiny eyes looked indoors like they weren't even funny.

"What the hell did you do until late in the night without a drink, you guys?

"No, I was just thinking about going to bed."

"Hmm," grasp the lid and open only one bite of fruit liquor.

You should have been drinking before now, but you're really all wow, this dad is.

The face is hard to discern because, well, it originally looked vicious, but it hasn't given rise to any great emotions.

Beastly eyes, too, gleam without alarm, but I doubt this man will weaken his eyes any further.

More than usual, you look exceptionally calm.

but don't say goodbye, the distance is close.

If this big man, who is always in the upper seat, sits around long enough to be illuminated by the same candlestick, that's not half the pressure anymore.

Eye-Fa, who rekindled, lowered his back to the position of drawing a square triangle with me and Donda-Lou.

That's the perfect distance for the phrase, "keep your knees together," this is...

Donda-Lou poked a bottle of fruit liquor at the tip of Ai-Fa's nose and said, "Drink."

"Drink, swear.... I don't want to throw up any falsehoods in this room right now."

Ai-Fa silently mouthed the fruit liquor without hesitation.

With all this luxury, grunting throat.

And he's gonna give me that bottle.

Well, it's not even an atmosphere where minors can say anything about it. I poured the bottle carefully and tasted the fruit liquor only with the pepper and tip of my tongue.

Oh, it's so sweet.

"... kid, what are you up to?

That's how Donda-Lou started talking.

"How could you let the bond of Lew's house be so ungrateful?" What are you up to?

Even if he is calm or quiet, he is a man who was originally the incarnation of Gibba. Its eyes gleam in thin darkness, and from its giant is naturally imbued with compression.

I'm not planning anything.

And I just wanted to say. I don't think there's anything I haven't planned.

He said no falsehood or anything, and it would be best to speak honestly.

"There's only one thing I've been thinking about, whether I'm going to plan it or what. I wanted to convince you, Donda-Lou."

"... you say you're convinced?

"Yes. Whatever dish I cook, it's overnight. I'm Fa's house, and even Lew's house can't keep my beard with me all the time. But then -- I'm starting to wonder if you can find value or meaning in being sifted through delicious meals for just one night."

I didn't expect to be forced to speak long and wide again by the end of the night.

But this is what we're here for today, so there's no other way.

"For example, if I could cook dishes that are unscrupulous and unscrupulous, would you be satisfied or at rest? If I were a restaurant owner and you were a guest, that might do the talking. I went out of my way to ride into a human house and behave like a cook with no delicious or unpleasant meals. Well, I just served a delicious meal, and I thought," Well, it tasted lame, but if you stop thinking about it, you're done. "

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"But you are the head of the Lew family. If eating a delicious meal could be a joy for the whole family to share - if it could be a dish for the family, not a dish for the abundant leftovers - and if you found the meal delicious yourself, then for the first time, I wondered if your heart would be more satisfied and at rest than ever."

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"So well, yeah, it's part of that that I did and prepared three different kinds of meat. If it's just steak and hamburgers, hamburgers are better inside! Because some people will make the decision that That makes me unhappy that I can't eat a hamburger. Then I turned it into four bars of three kinds of meat and hamburger, and I thought. That would make it easier to realize what Ziba-Lou and you said, 'What's right and what's delicious for each person'."

"For what... what the hell do I owe you for doing that? You put yourself and your husband's life at risk for that?

With a voice at the bottom, Donda-Lou said so.

I'll take a sigh of relief.

"Aren't you the one who said something about insulation? It's just that I and I-Fa hated losing more than you thought.... because we don't even lend our ears to Ziba-Lou's persuasion, you must have had a cold sawdust liver too. Then the Rimi-Lou people will hate you."

Tingly, Donda-Lou's knee moved.

That was enough to make me feel life-threatening, but I couldn't stand on my stomach just about the matter, so let me keep going.

"I don't know how your heart went and I'm not going to ask, but don't put your bond with your family too comfortable. Did you think that if you took Rutim's house or something and made the conversation bigger, we'd wind up our tails and run back? Wouldn't it matter if we hit badly now, insulated Fa's house, and then even cracked into Limi-Lew's relationship with your other family? I can't insist on taking care of leftovers like me, but it's ridiculous to sacrifice a family bond for a little thought or mean or harassing."

"Kid, you..."

"Am I wrong? If you don't care about me or the presence of I-Fa, that's fine. But just remember the fact that Rimi-Lou or Ziba-Lou admire this Ai-Fa thing like a family. … if you are truly the head of Luu"

I'm gonna say the right thing.

If there had been any slight strays or whims there - perhaps, getting piss or crying, I would have rubbed my head on the ground.

About that time, Donda-Lou's eyes were strong, fierce, rounding off the tranquillity he had ever had, and he was starting to burn like a beast.

Um, I saw it three days ago, the hunter's on his way to the woods, the warrior's eye.

"To me - I haven't quite figured out the woodland yet"

Half unconsciously I follow my words as my soul is seared by that light.

"You guys are so far from my well-known people that... in a true sense, you probably won't be able to understand or empathize with them in the future. But still - I want to be a drug, not a poison. That's what I thought, I meant it. And I want to live in the woods without killing myself like that because all I have to do is cook."

I don't know what I'm doing.

Probably burning those eyes no less than Donda-Lou - I can't distract myself from the big man in front of me.

"The rest is already, as I just mentioned. I don't need a cook for home cooking. What you are looking for is not cook's cooking. The only time your heart can truly be satisfied is when you know your family and your happiness - if this conclusion I made was wrong, this blessing necklace from your family will be returned to the house of Lou"

Yuri - and the black shadow rose.

Ey-fa just walks into me and that shadow.

"... ask again. Why would you even risk your life for something like that?

A voice so emotionally lost that it can even be felt too angry or inorganic sounds like a ground beep.

"That's because I'm a cook. Like you're a hunter, I'm a cook. I'm half immature."

With the utmost light-heartedness, I made him respond that way.

After a few seconds that seemed infinite...

Eventually, Donda-Lou turned his back on us.

"I'm a hunter. I don't understand what people like you think."

Crunch with a voice that remains emotionless and turn your foot toward the front door.

Then, without wearing the footwear, grasp it with your right arm, remove the candle from the door, and crunch it with a bump.

"... if you say you don't understand, Rutim's shitty father gave me a message"

"Huh?"

"He wants to ask you for the wedding number that will take place in seven days.... a man who skips his sleep like that. Parents, then Rutim's house may not have a long way to go."

The open mouth didn't block.

That old man, what are you really thinking?

Something rolled at my feet in the blind.

Donda-Lou threw something out the front door.

It was - white, very ambitiously reversed, two horns and fangs.

"It's a blessing," he says, and Donda-Lou's giant disappears into darkness.

"... managed to settle one case, huh?

I picked him up and handed him one of them to Ai-Fa.

Sadly, my fingertips are shaking a little.

Ai-Fa silently received it and stood again to cast a candle.

"Oh... my life expectancy has shrunk for a few years, really"

As I followed him with my eyes, I slowly brought him to the wall.

Like now, cold sweat sprays up.

But somehow... it seemed like I could end my fight.

It all started with my own, a generation of big fights.

"But what kind of joke is that about the wedding date? Whatever it is, it's too much responsibility! We have to refuse all this at all costs."

Ai-Fa does not answer and comes back with a calluse.

Isn't it something that has been silent for a long time now?

I mean, did you say a word while Donda-Lou was here, what about this guy?

Ai-fa returned to me with an unparalleled foothold, turning a suspicious eye.

And.

Sit in front of me.

Its cherry-colored lips slowly created the shape of "I" again.

"... no"

"Hey, what?

"I hate it when you're gone."

The voice remains quiet, not even loud.

There were no tears coming out of those bobcat-like eyes.

That finger never touched me.

without that shoulder trembling.

I = fa just kept quietly staring into my eyes forever.