520 How to come and end (medium)

Lyelpham-Sudra was originally the second brother of the Sudra main house.

He is my second brother and my youngest brother. There was no brother beneath him, and his sister had returned her soul in the sickness at an early age.

But his elder brother was a powerful hunter. My eldest brother was raised to protect the family's blood muscles. Especially since his second brother, Lyelpham-Sudra, was a small, powerless man of his body, he would have had extra expectations. Even when Giva was suffering from hunger without being able to hunt, only her eldest brother was given as much food as possible.

Afterwards, even when the brothers were older, the lesson would not be broken. Because of the lack of satisfactory food, Lyelpham-Sudra couldn't get any bigger, so she was increasingly expected only by her eldest brother.

As soon as he was fifteen, his eldest brother was to marry the most beautiful women in his lineage.

of Meema, a family member, the eldest sister of the main house. At the same age as her eldest brother, she was a slender, tall, full-bodied woman. The women were also raised with care, entrusted with the fate of the blood clan.

Sudra's blood tribe continued to be unhappy, and her family was no longer left only with Meema. Of the lean and thin bloodline, only those two emitted radiant power and beauty, and everyone believed that they were the ones who should show the bloodline a new way.

But Sudra's misfortune was not over.

A few years after Meema's eldest sister joined her daughter-in-law, she never had a child.

In the first year, no one cared much either.

Two years later, the voice of anxiety was to be whispered.

So after three, four and a day passed, my eldest brother first lost his peace of mind.

How could you not have a child and curse your partner with defilement? He even took out a small amount of storage on his own, drank fruit liquor as if it were frightening, and sifted to violence. His elderly father was furious with his eldest brother, but his eyes were clouded by deeper despair.

And in the fifth year - the father and the eldest brother were to give their souls back on the same day.

In the middle of the hunt, a starving Gibba attacked me and I was supposed to scatter my life.

Lyelpham-Sudra, who was hunting elsewhere with the hunters of the branch, heard the news from the surviving hunters and did not speak for some time.

Her mother had died a few years earlier.

Left in the main house were the two daughter-in-law of Lyelpham-Sudra and his eldest brother.

And his eldest brother's daughter-in-law also returned his soul with the sickness to follow after his partner.

That's how Lyelpham-Sudra quickly became one of the last of Sudra's main houses.

Lyelpham-Sudra was seventeen at the time.

However, his back length had not wandered at all since he was about thirteen years old, and he was about smaller than the coarse women. He also has a gloomy indentation under his eyes, a slightly crushed nose, and wrinkles all over his face. He was so ugly that he would say to a mean human being, "Even the wildlings of Morga would have more human faces," that he had not been able to find a companion in that year.

Such a Lyelpham-Sudra has had to lead the blood family as head of the main family.

To make matters worse, his family mema was starting to resent Sudra.

Because the eldest sister of the main house, who had made her dowry into Sudra's house with hope, was to be abused by her partner.

Lyelpham-Sudra made one decision after much trouble.

To convey it to the bloodline, Lyelpham-Sudra proclaimed, calling all human beings before the main house.

"For my father and brother to return their souls, I will lead Sudra and Meema in the future. A lot of people would be unhappy with that, but I can't connect with a Forestside lesson because I'm the one who can't. I want you to keep your thoughts in your chest and live correctly as a Morga child"

There was not one human being listening to the words with a bright look.

The divided humans are struck by despair, and the Meema humans are glaring at each other with disgust.

Before such blood tribes, Lyelpham-Sudra spoke the words.

"I just make one promise here. I will not marry my partner, nor will I have children. After me, the head of the main house is the head of the closest bloody branch. But your parents are also injured by a hunting job, and the child is still young. Until the young boy grows up to be a fine hunter, I'd like to lead everyone as head of the main house."

The bloodlines looked surprised to everyone.

Perhaps the forestside people who tell such absurd stories never existed.

But Lyelpham-Sudra was just showing me the path that seemed most right for me.

"And I want everyone here to apologize that my father and my brothers were going the wrong way. My father entrusted all his expectations to his eldest brother to feed him more than any other family member. He also told Meema's parents that it was the right thing to do and made them follow the same path. Because it was wrong, my brother and his partner suffered for a long time, and I think it also caused the same suffering to the blood clan. Just because your elder brother or elder sister cares about you, it's definitely wrong to keep other family members company."

That's what Lyelpham-Sudra said to the bloodlines who stood up with a surprise look on their face.

"Don't weigh the upper child over the lower child, don't weigh the main house over the division, and don't weigh the parental muscles over the family, is a Forestside lesson. I guess that's the right thing to do, but if degrees pass, you'll go the wrong way. Not to mention that we only have this kind of number of people, so it's a parent house. It's worth compartmentalizing as a branch. So, at least while I'm a parent, I don't get too caught up in such a lesson, and I want all my blood families to be considered family and merciful.... When this path I point out was wrong, I'm sure the judgment of the woods will summon my soul as well. Just like my father and my brothers."

So, everything Lyelpham-Sudra wanted to tell me.

That is how Lyelpham-Sudra was to lead his blood family at the age of seventeen.

Then again, the path followed by Sudra and Meema was rugged.

Infants often return their souls as young as they are, and the number of blood clans shrinks. Even though it did not connect the blood of other families, it was a day when every day was muddy, scorned by the Sung family of the chieftaincy muscles as a weak family.

Eventually, after about ten years, the elder brother of the branch, who was considered the next generation of chiefs, was old enough to go out into the woods.

But the eldest brother was to return his soul in about half a month out in the woods.

There were no other children in the house.

"Then the next child in the bloody branch is the next generation of parents. Let me protect Sudra until she grows up fine."

Lyelpham-Sudra let him proclaim it that way.

By then he was already nearly thirty years old, but as promised, he had not married his partner. For what it was worth, the blood tribes seemed to keep the words of Lyelpham-Sudra and take care of their feelings of mercy.

But no matter how righteous your heart is, there will never be a copper coin left.

Without power they also had difficulty hunting the required number of givahs and were always poor. When the knife broke, he hunted Giva with only a bow, and even if he was sick, he couldn't buy medicine in town, and sometimes it was difficult to even buy aria or poitan or salt. Even after eating Gibba's flesh to his torso and managing to fill his stomach on the spot, his strength felt increasingly weak.

So, another seven years later.

When Lyelpham-Sudra, who was seventeen years old, lived the same age as his parents, a young people who regarded him as the next chief was to decay again into the woods.

"... mourning doesn't start. Then only consider the next person close to blood as the next parent."

And gathered all the blood families before the main house, and Lyelpham-Sudra declared so.

It was Lyelpham-Sudra herself who was more in mourning than anyone else, but she could not expose such weaknesses to the blood clans.

"The man's kid's gone, but you still got a young eldest sister over there, right?

When Lyelpham-Sudra asked, one young lady advanced to "yes".

It was a slender, tall, beautiful crowd.

"Then the men who will be your son-in-law will be your next parents. In addition, the child will inherit the head of the main family, so choose a son-in-law with the intention of giving birth to a strong child."

"Roger that. … I already have a man in my heart"

Young, unmarried people were limited, so that wasn't a strange story either.

"Then I'll give you the man and the wedding as soon as possible. I assume you're already fifteen?

"Yes, it was fifteen years last month"

"So why don't you just hope to get your son-in-law on this occasion? If it's a bunch of women like you, sometimes they refuse to marry you."

"I'm glad to hear that, but how about something"

That said, the daughter smiled fluffily.

"I, Li-Sudra, the eldest sister of Sudra's branch, wish to be the daughter-in-law of Lyelpham-Sudra, the head of the main family....... can you make this wish?

"What?", Lyelpham-Sudra decided to peel her eyes off.

"What are you talking about? You weren't listening to me?

"Yes, I know that you swore not to marry your companion before my birth. But I don't feel comfortable welcoming other men than you."

"What a fool......," Lyelpham-Sudra exclaimed.

There, a man advances in as old as Lyelpham-Sudra. Li-Sudra's, is his father.

"Since the previous month, Li and I have been talking about it. Since it was decided at the end of the day, could you please accept it?

"Oh, what are you talking about? You didn't forget what I said seventeen years ago?

"Of course, I haven't forgotten. But to get to this stage, there must be no single blood family who can't think of you."

Thus the man looked around at the blood families gathered on the spot.

"Ask all Sudra and Meema families. Is there anyone who disagrees that Lyelpham-Sudra, the head of the main house, marries his partner and gives birth to a child? And who is unhappy that the child will lead us as the next parent?

Those who disagreed, were not alone.

After seeing the results satisfactorily, Li-Sudra's father turns to Lyelpham-Sudra.

"As you can see. Over the past seventeen years, you have continued to show strength as a parent. Your father and brother stepped off the road, but you're on the right path. Everyone in the bloodline admitted it."

"No, but..."

"Me and you, even if the blood is close, I'm just saying that your grandfather was a brother. As sad as it is that the number of blood clans has decreased by so much... but with so much blood, it would be inconvenient for my child and you to give a wedding"

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"So later, it depends on how you feel. If you think Li is the man your partner deserves, please welcome him as his wife."

Lyelpham-Sudra, much confused, was to look back at Li-Sudra.

Li-Sudra is smiling with the same expression.

"... Are you serious and saying you want to be my daughter-in-law or something?

"Yes, of course."

"But I look so ugly."

"It doesn't matter, such as the ugliness of your face. Aren't you the best hunter in the bloodline?"

But I'm smaller than you.

"There are many other men who are smaller than me. Sudra and Meema don't have very big people either."

"But I'm... I'm 34 years old now, right?

Li-Sudra combined her hands in a prayerful manner.

"Lyelpham-Sudra, I have been distracted like your soul. If I can't be your partner, it's not worth being born in this world. Would you please forgive me for dowry?

So Lyelpham-Sudra was to have a wedding with Li-Sudra.

Nineteen years old, taller than half his head, and brilliant and beautiful Li-Sudra, were to be welcomed as his companion.

It was happiness like a fluke.

Lyelpham-Sudra couldn't even believe it for a while, wondering if this was really about reality.

And also, the fact that all blood clans blessed that wedding gave Lyelpham-Sudra a further sense of shock and happiness.

Lyelpham-Sudra did not put his presence in its boundaries while guiding the blood family to mercy.

All you have to do is remove a little of the pain that my father and brother have caused, and then entrust it to the next generation of parents, and you will decay into solitude. The thoughts of Lyelpham-Sudra, who had thought of it that way, were brilliantly connected by the love of the blood clans.

But...

Still, it should be noted that Sudra's tribal ordeal did not end.

Merciful to you and believing you were on the right path, Sudra's blood was nevertheless set to follow the path of doom loosely.

The number of families was still decreasing.

Li-Sudra was also to conceive her child about twice, but both were to be young and give her back her soul. The young children, who lacked food and could not satisfy themselves with milk, were blown out of the fire of life by Nokimi's Breath of Ameshorn.

The grief then is still eroding Lyelpham-Sudra's heart.

The toddlers, born blessed by all, returned their souls without ever growing up again.

The only time Lyelpham-Sudra raised her voice and cried was those two times since she was raw in the world.

Li-Sudra was also spilling tears without a voice on the side of it being done.

Thus, four years after I gave Li-Sudra my wedding - 21 years after Lyelfam-Sudra became head of the family, the year I turned 38.

Since Meema's family has been reduced to the extreme, he finally abandoned Mr. to the point of merging with Sudra's house.

There were six members of Meema's family, half of whom were young children under the age of thirteen.

Sudra's house, which welcomes it, had also reduced its family to twelve, including a division.

"Now we're just waiting for doom, too. Shouldn't we consider not only Meema, but also Mr. Sudra's so far?"

Gathering together seventeen blood clans, Lyelpham-Sudra let them say so.

Then he stared at Lyelpham-Sudra so that the men, who were the heads of Meema's main house, could eat in.

"Are you going to abandon your parent, Lyelpham, Mr. Sudra, and become a family member of another family?

"Other than that, is there a way? As it is, we must not entrust the children with their fate."

"But... there are no other families, except Sung and Lu, who can accept as many as eighteen families. I don't think they will accept us for power, and where they have been accepted, they will just be treated crudely. in other smaller clans may lead poorer lives than ever"

"I know that too. But you can't just wait for doom without hitting anything."

"Is it? We believe we should perish as long as we lose our pride."

The man said so with tears in his eyes.

"I don't even think other families have parents as good as you. Even if I abandon Mr. Meema, I wish to be Sudra's blood until then, when I will return my soul."

"But..."

"As you taught me, I have mercy on all the human beings who are here as parents and sons. No matter how poor I am, I am happy and proud of myself today. I do not want to live forever until I have broken down my present joy and pride."

The other bloodlines were also nodding for their extraordinary determination.

So Lyelpham-Sudra, too, was able to define his mind.

"Okay. While I'm a parent, I promise I'll lead the bloodline the way I've always been. If I have decayed into the woods, the next parent will look for the right path for the blood family."

Then, three years later, the number of families was reduced to nine in half.

But Lyelpham-Sudra is still alive and forever, on the seat of his parents.

I wonder if Sudra's house has been doomed because I have survived this long.

Not a day went by when Lyelpham-Sudra didn't think so.

Four of the nine are young people who haven't even given them a wedding, but they can't even marry their spouses. There was no one to try to give her a wedding among her family, thinking that she was so poor that she could not raise her children satisfactorily.

Lyelpham-Sudra herself hasn't tried to give birth to a child in the last few years.

Because now I think that if I grow up and lose my child again, I'm going to be crushed by despair, myself and my wife.

Sudra's house was secretly following the path of doom.

He hunts Giva with just four hunters and doesn't eat them in detail. This kind of life won't last for years either. Spinning love with a handful of families, and taking pride in their breasts, they too will soon return their souls to their mother's woods.

I lived in such a renunciation, in that year - they were to tour with Asta in Fa's house.