It was Huo Tianlang who accidentally dropped the cup on the ground.
"Huo..." LAN Ning Shu saw Huo Tianlang covering his hand and asked: "are you ok?"
"It's OK," Huo Tianlang raised his head and gave LAN Ningshu a pale smile: "I don't have strength at the moment, I'm not careful It didn't hurt very much
It doesn't hurt very much, it still hurts.
LAN Ningshu frowned and turned to Huo Tianlang's smile and hot eyes: "OK Well, be careful yourself With that, she lay down again, with her back to Huo Tianlang, but her hands quietly covered her heart, and her heart beat very fast.
"Shu'er..." Huo Tianlang knew that LAN Ningshu couldn't sleep for a while, so he wanted to take this opportunity to talk to her again: "do you remember what I said to you before?"
LAN Ning Shu did not answer, Huo Tianlang did not care, continued to say.
"To tell you the truth, when my mother told me for the first time that a matchmaker would come to my house and tell me which lady would marry me, my mother and I refused, but at that time, I began to think about what kind of person my future wife would be. I was only 16 years old at that time.
Although I'm the second young master of the Huo family, I came to this world by accident. My mother used to be the girl beside the eldest lady. My father was drunk once and gave my mother to My mother panicked and quickly found an excuse to leave the Huo family. Later, my father didn't know my existence until long after I was born. When my mother and I were formally taken back by the Huo family, my mother became the fifth lady, and I became the second young master of the Huo family.
My mother was gentle and didn't want to fight with others. When I was a child, in order to live in Huofu, I could never fight back or scold her. It was like a soft cotton without a spleen. It was just like a grievance.
When I was not sensible, I was rebellious and thought my mother was too easy to bully. Later, I learned that my mother's painstaking efforts, no matter the eldest brother, the fourth brother, or even Meng Minghao, were born under the expectation of my father. My father always had some feelings for them. Unlike me, it was just a mistake born in an accident. My mother wanted me to grow up safely We can only reduce our mother and son's sense of existence in the Huo family as much as possible. So as not to be harmed by people who think we are a threat.
I remember one time when my father made some wooden guns and asked our brothers to play with them. Otherwise, the messenger told me the news. I ran over excitedly to find out that my father only made three guns, one of which was my elder brother's, one of which was Meng Minghao's and the other of which was my fourth brother's. In fact, he forgot about my son.
I was very embarrassed when I stood beside him. Later, my fourth brother said that he didn't like wooden guns. If he wanted to play, he would play with real guns. He gave the gun to me and went to my father's waist to get the real guns.
At that moment, I knew where I was.
I can't be as unscrupulous in front of my father as my fourth brother. I want what I want, and I can't be treated by my father like my elder brother. But after all, since I was born in this world, I always have the value of my existence. I'm a wild child in the countryside, or the second young master of the Huo family, which is just something outside.
I'm still me, as long as I can make my mother and myself have a safe and happy life, that's enough.
Therefore, my eldest brother likes to be in the limelight when he was young, so I just stand by and watch. My fourth brother is extremely intelligent when he was young, so I just stand by and learn. Meng Minghao is careful and thoughtful, and occasionally wants to take advantage of me, so I deliberately pretend to be a fool and do things wrong, or pretend I don't understand Gradually, I also less appear in front of them, gradually, I also formed to what things do not care about the temperament.
So, later, I thought that the wife I'm going to marry should be a gentle and gentle woman, but you gave me the impression that you didn't obey the rules from the beginning. Later, I asked again, you are the favorite little daughter of the LAN family. Your identity and character determine that if I am with you, I will break the peace that my mother and I have been keeping for so many years ...
It is precisely because of this that I have been deliberately avoiding you. When you say you like me, I think you are just playing me as a toy because of the freshness of the moment I admit that this idea is a bit self-conscious. In your opinion, you like me and I like you. This is a very simple thing.
But what kind of family is the LAN family and what kind of family is the Huo family? What kind of storm will my second young master, who has never had any sense of existence, cause when he marries the most beloved little daughter of the LAN family? These things are not simple things.
I refuse you all the time, I don't admit you in my heart, but I am attracted by you all the time.
As Ouyang Jingran said, people like us who have been in a big family for too long and are too lifeless don't like being beautiful and fresh? You don't like being free? Even unscrupulous?
Whose heart is not warm?
But it's because of timidity and fear that after the old way of life has been changed, they can't accept the new life with great changes.
I'm more self-conscious. Huo Tianlang is just a person who is still living in decay. If he is greedy for your brilliance and brings you in again, how long can you persist?If you finally change, change really in line with my imagination of gentle and gentle, it may not be you.
I always think about it again and again, and then tell myself how incompatible it is with you. However, when you really decide to abandon me, I find that compared with these things that may or may not happen, without you, I feel more scared and panicked than anything else.
And this kind of fear and panic makes me mean, mean to take you back in an extreme way Shu'er, you must think that I am a terrible person now, but if you let me choose again, I will still do so! "
"You..." LAN Ning Shu there finally had a little movement, but only said a word on the rigid body, nothing to say.
"I know you are afraid of me now, and you hate me very much," Huo Tianlang said suddenly. "But don't forget, from the beginning, you really provoked me first. You can't steal my heart and think about throwing it away. As a person, I can live my life peacefully in silence, live, grow, die and die, and let fate decide.
But since you let me fall in love with you, and I don't want you to change, then I can only change myself. If I can't be gentle and kind enough to be with you and protect what I want, then maybe it's OK to be overbearing! "
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