Chapter 299

299 sad

She didn't ask her father what his father would do to her if Yan ruchuo fell into his father's hands. In Shen Qingru's opinion, the relationship that ended without illness many years ago seems to be just the wishful thinking of empress Yan Ru. Her father forbeared again and again, but Yan ruchuo thought her father was sorry for her and pushed her forward again and again.

Glenn seemed to see through her thoughts and said with a bitter smile: "in those years... I just took her as my sister. I never knew her mind. If I knew earlier, maybe I would refuse her directly, I wouldn't let her hate for so many years."

From beginning to end, he loved only one person, and there was only the shadow of that person in his heart. Yan ruchuo's infatuation is just her own wishful thinking.

"As for that bastard..." Glenn said in a very disgusting tone: "he's okay. Xiao Qiyu can't last long. The boy will soon calm the whole summer..."

The baby in her arms suddenly began to cry. Gning hurriedly coaxed: "good baby, good child, grandpa doesn't dislike you, but the father of such a bastard! Sobbing, if the baby doesn't cry, it has nothing to do with the baby..."

Shen Qingru smiled and looked at Genin hurriedly coaxing the baby. He knew he was okay. That's enough. Since then, the East and the West have separated and will never see each other again in this life. The mountains are long and the waters are wide, and the only way is to wish Manfu endless.

Genin coaxed and teased, tired and sweating, and finally coaxed the crying earth shaking baby. While holding the baby, he smiled bitterly at Shen Qingru: "I have been in the army since I was a child and have fought on the battlefield for many years. I have never been afraid of anyone or anything. Now I am afraid of this little thing."

Now there are people who are afraid. A weak cry from a little baby can make the powerful Regent helpless.

To Shen Qingru's surprise, Genin's hands used to holding knives, guns, swords and halberds are so skillful in holding the baby. The soft little child soon sleeps in his arms. Genin holds him like the most precious treasure in the world. There is a strong love in the corners of his eyebrows and eyes, and even in every hair.

The baby's small face is only palm size, the skin is red, and the little mouth is gently chirping, as if she is having a good dream. The old princess smiled a big chrysanthemum on her face: "look at the grandparents and grandchildren..."

Shen Qingru sat beside the old princess with a smile and snuggled her head gently in her arms: "grandma."

The old lady gently rubbed her cheek and said painfully, "this child... Other women have gained a lot of weight after giving birth to the child. How can you lose so much weight than before... Do I ask the kitchen to stew you on time every day“

The old imperial concubine loves Shen Qingru. She orders her to stew all kinds of body tonic soup in the small kitchen every day. When she is tired of pigeon soup, she changes it into crucian carp soup, and when she is tired of crucian carp soup, she changes it into ham soup. Shen Qingru can't eat enough, but she still likes the fragrant and hot body tonic soup.

The baby's nanny chose a clean and clean woman in her own village, and the delivery date was close to Shen Qingru. The nanny smiled and said to gning, "the Lord, you'd better give the little master to the slave girl, and you'll bathe and feed the little master right away."

Gning reluctantly handed the baby in her arms to the nanny. The nanny took the baby skillfully, wrapped the child carefully with soft cotton cloth, stayed down to take a bath and feed.

Gning looked at her and moved his mouth slightly. He seemed to want to say something. After all, he didn't say it. Shen Qingru pretended not to see gning's expression of wanting to talk and stop. She could probably guess what he wanted to say.

She can't look back, because Shen Qingru has been running away from what happened in the previous life. She doesn't want to repeat the mistakes and have emotional disputes with anyone. The painful experience of the previous life makes her afraid and unwilling to experience the pain of being abandoned again. Huo Qijun's appearance gives her courage again. Even if she eats soil and drinks wind in the frontier fortress, she is willing to stay with him all her life But in the last few months of her disappearance, Huo Qijun never came to her, and even took the granddaughter of Wei Zhongtang as a concubine.

She has broken Huo Qijun's flesh and blood. Huo Qijun will soon wipe out the summer and become a generation of heroes who will reign in the world. He can't be alone with her all his life as he said at the beginning.

Although she doesn't say it on her face, she is always lost in her heart. Shen Qingru doesn't dare to expose her loss to the old princess and gning. She just looks out of the window in a daze when she is alone.

But her loss was discovered by the old princess.

That day, Shen Qingru couldn't sleep in the middle of the night. Suddenly she felt a little hungry. She ran to the small kitchen to cook a bowl of noodles for herself. When she turned her head, she found that the old princess was standing at the door of the small kitchen looking at her with a little pity in her eyes.

"Grandma, how did you wake up?" it was the third watch. Everyone in the Regent's house should have a good dream. Even the black jade who was on duty for her slept heavily, and did not find that Sen Qingru got up.

The old princess smiled: "old people don't sleep well... The room is stuffy. I want to get some air. I saw the light in the small kitchen, so I came to have a look. I didn't expect you to be inside."

The old princess went into the kitchen. There was a smell in the room. When she looked closer, she found that Shen Qingru was cooking in a small copper pot with white steaming noodles. Shen Qingru was taking out noodles from the pot with a pair of long chopsticks.

Boiled is the simplest spring noodles. A little soy sauce and finely cut scallions are put in the bowl, which is stimulated by hot water to give a little attractive aroma.

"Does grandma want noodles?" Shen Qingru asked with a smile, waving a spoon. It looked like a chef.

The old lady looked at her granddaughter quietly and sat down at the table: "well, I happen to be a little hungry. I just want to try your craft."

Shen Qingru smiled and took out another bowl. As she put the noodles into the bowl, she chatted with the old lady: "grandma doesn't know. I can't do anything else. I can only make noodles. I learned it when I was at the frontier fortress. Sister-in-law Wu next door is the best at making noodles. She taught me everything from kneading noodles to cutting noodles and cooking noodles."

After she learned it, she often cooked it for Huo Qijun. Huo Qijun had a bad stomach and needed to eat some soft food. She always liked to cook noodles for him for supper. Every time he ate the food she cooked, he always swallowed it with a bitter smile like medicine, but the noodles she cooked were really delicious.

She hasn't done it for a long time, and she doesn't know if it's the original taste.

The old lady took the bowl and looked very appetizing. She just bowed her head and tasted it, but the noodles were light.

Shen Qingru seemed unaware that he mechanically stuffed noodles into his mouth. It seemed that he didn't taste it at all. There was no salt in the noodles.

She was still slowly eating noodles and swallowing. I don't know what it's like, but tears inadvertently fall down and drop by drop in the noodle bowl.

The old princess didn't say anything, but slowly stroked her back, again and again, as if she wanted to transfer power from the warm palm to Shen Qingru.

"Let's have a good cry, and then put everything down. Anyway, you still have me and your father, and the Regent's house will always be your strong backing." the old princess's words gave Shen Qingru great comfort. Anyway, the old princess and Ge Ning were sincere to her.

"But it's enough to cry for a while. It's not good to hurt your eyes if you cry again. Even if the noodles are light, you can't cry salty any more." the old lady sighed gently. Shen Qingru buried her face in the noodle bowl and was crying sadly. She couldn't help laughing at this.

"Grandma, wait a minute. I'll get some salt." Shen Qingru got up with a smile and turned his back to wipe his eyes. Even if you are sad, you are only sad quietly for a while. You can't expose your sad mood in front of everyone.

The old imperial concubine looked at her thin back and thought secretly that she could not keep the child at home. She had to find a way to let her go out for a walk and relax. Maybe this would make Qingru's mood better as soon as possible.

The next morning, Shen Qingru got up early. After eating noodles in the middle of the night and lying back, he couldn't sleep anymore. It's better to get up early to see the baby.

Bao Bao woke up early. She was playing with the nurse. When she saw Shen Qingru's baby, she was excited to wave her lotus root like little arm and called something in her mouth.

"The baby knows his mother." Shen Qingru took the baby from the wet nurse with a smile and teased him with the rattle in the cradle. Shen Qingru stuffed the rattle into his little hand. The baby immediately put the rattle in his mouth and bit it excitedly.

"This baby can't bite..." Shen Qingru grabbed the rattle from his hand and explained to him with a smile. Baobaoyiyiyiyiyayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayaya.

"The little master is really good tempered. He is much better than my little boy." the nanny can't stop praising. Her own child is three months older than the baby. She usually sleeps all day during the day and cries desperately at night. It must be easy to bring the baby.

Shen Qingru smiled: "he wants to bite everything now. I'm afraid he's going to grow teeth."

The two people teased the baby for a while until the old lady got up and had breakfast together. Their breakfast was very simple. One person had a bowl of shredded chicken porridge, soft waxy and sweet yam jujube cake, brown sugar Ciba fried on both sides, and sesame cake just baked.

Shen Qingru was full after eating half a bowl of chicken antler porridge and a piece of yam jujube cake. The old imperial concubine frowned and was very dissatisfied with her appetite: "you could eat two or three cakes in the past. How can you be a mother now?"

Shen Qingru smiled. She really didn't have a good appetite. When others became mothers, they were all bloated. Instead of being fat, she was thinner than before.