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Shen Qingru couldn't help it any longer and broke free from his arms: "yes, I'd rather believe others' words. I've been missing for so long, but you seem to have nothing to do. You say others are estranged and say I don't believe you. Is it false for you to be a concubine? Is it false for her to be pregnant?" finally, The tone was slightly choked.
All the light clouds and light winds are false. In fact, she cares very much in her heart, but she has been reluctant to say it.
Good. Just know that she is sad. The more sad she is, the more she cares. Huo Qijun was finally slightly satisfied. With a smile on his face, he said, "it's true that I took her as a concubine, and it's true that she's pregnant..."
Shen Qingru wiped the tears on her face and felt more and more frustrated in her heart. She got up and wanted to go, but she was tightly held in her arms by the other party and refused to let go.
"I have nothing to say to you... Let go of me!" Shen Qingru scolded angrily, twisting his body in his arms to get rid of Huo Qijun's shackles.
"Shen Qingru, since you ask me, why don't you have the patience to listen to my answer?" it's still the same as before, a word disagreement is like a fried cat. Shen Qingru desperately pushed him with her hand. She didn't want to ask these questions. She originally planned to let these things rot in her heart, but there were some ways to force her to expose her wound naked in front of him, so direct and so undisguised.
"You probably will never understand how much I love you." Huo Qijun gently took her waist, and his tone was slightly regretful. Although he didn't understand why, he was sure that his little wife was light on the surface, but in the heart, she was a girl without self-confidence, insecure and afraid of being abandoned.
Shen Qingru took a deep breath: "stop talking..."
There was a look of embarrassment on her face. How could she believe him? How can she be confident that he will always love her? No one in the world loves her unconditionally, no matter who it is. Xiao Qiyu of the previous life ruthlessly betrayed her. Her relatives, her biological mother died early, and her biological father Shen Xinzhi was a real scum man. The old lady still had a little pity for her, but she loved her granddaughter more. Eldest brother Shen Jing'an is her most important relative, but eldest brother also misunderstood her because of Qin's family and Shen Muyun's mother and daughter
No one loves her unconditionally. Any relationship will change with the passage of time and the change of circumstances. She believed in Huo Qijun's original promise. If they stayed in the frontier fortress all their life, she believed that they would be a couple of gods and immortals and live a carefree life all their life. But later, since Huo Qijun had the ambition to compete for the world, it was doomed that they would not have a peaceful day again. She couldn't help him, so she could understand that he chose Miss Wei who was more useful to himself.
Maybe understanding doesn't mean being able to accept it. Shen Qingru has to admit that he still has deep feelings for Huo Qijun
Very much.
Because of love, she was afraid of gain and loss. Although she pretended not to care on the surface, Huo Qijun excited her with words. Those deep-seated losses and troubles were like seeds buried in the soil. When she saw a little sunshine, rain and dew, she couldn't wait to break through the soil and grow into a towering tree.
Huo Qijun let the exploding kitten keep twisting and struggling in his arms. Her small fist beat his chest and her small mouth bit his tiger's mouth, as if the only way to eliminate her hatred was this.
When she had bitten enough, Huo Qijun looked down at his bloodstained right hand and said with a smile, "now have the patience to listen to me explain to you?"
Shen Qingru was silent for a moment and heard the other party's low and magnetic voice: "I took Wei MINLING as my concubine. Her grandfather was kind to me. Before he died, his only wish was to let her be my concubine."
Is Wei Zhongtang crazy? Let your noble granddaughter be a concubine for others? Did he decide that Huo Qijun would have the share of emperor, so he arranged in advance and wanted his granddaughter to have the share of empress in the future?
Or did Wei Zhongtang decide that her wife, who was exiled in Turks, would not go back, named to let her granddaughter be a concubine, but actually forced Huo Qijun to righten her granddaughter in a disguised form?
Shen Qingru thinks the latter is more likely. Wei Zhongtang is always cunning and wise. He is a famous old fox in the court. He may not see the position of a concubine. I'm afraid he wants to save the country by a curve. He wants his granddaughter to be a mother in the world in the future.
Who knows what will happen to a woman who has been exiled in Turkic for many days? May have died in the Turks, may have lost his innocence and have no face to return to Daxia? Even if she finally succeeds in going back, even if she is still innocent, there will be gossip in the court. Any normal person doesn't want a wife who may not be innocent, let alone the queen of the mother's world? Even if Huo Qijun loved her again, with the passage of time, Huo Qijun, who listened to many rumors, will gradually become suspicious, just like the crack on porcelain, their feelings can never be as flawless as they were.
Shen Qingru bowed his head and didn't defend the nave alone. Anyone would have this idea. She doesn't believe Huo Qijun, but
She doesn't believe that there are eternal feelings in the world. Feelings... When feelings are strong, she vows to die and live for each other. No one doesn't believe that she is sincere at that moment. But the feelings will also change. There is no need for the sea to wither and the rocks to crumble. Perhaps it is just the daily necessities after marriage that are enough to make the feelings disappear.
"I once told him that I would find the best home for his granddaughter, but Zhong Tang Wei seemed to recognize me. I told him frankly that even if I accepted his granddaughter, I wouldn't love her. Zhong Tang Wei said that as long as I kept her worry free and wouldn't be bullied." Huo Qijun looked pale: "since he insisted, I promised him."
"I accept Wei MINLING and let her have the greatest freedom. The whole backyard of the general's house goes in and out with her. If she wants to be a housekeeper, let her be a housekeeper and toss as much as she wants... But in this life, I won't touch her finger."
Shen Qingru was stunned. Didn't Huo Qijun touch Miss Wei? Why is Miss Wei pregnant?
Huo Qijun gently stroked her hair: "I'm curious, isn't it? I let her toss around in the face of Wei Zhongtang, but she seems to be wrong and thought I" appreciate "her talent and ability..."
"I haven't touched her. She's probably in a hurry. She sent someone to cook some hands and feet in my meal. After I found out, I sent a nurturing mother to her and asked her to take good care of the" Lady of the family "... Wei seems to have suffered a little and later became a lot more honest..."
"As for the children in her belly... Maybe she's lonely, so she hooked up with a bodyguard in the house..." Huo Qijun's face is indifferent, but Shen Qingru slowly stares. Isn't that... Wearing a green hat for him?
But looking at his appearance, it seems that he doesn't care at all.
Maybe her expression was too shocked. Huo Qijun slightly hooked his lips: "whether she is pregnant or not, whose child is it? It has nothing to do with me. As long as I protect her food and clothing, I just do it. Other things have nothing to do with me."
Shen Qingru thinks Huo Qijun is too calm. His little wife openly gives him a green hat. Does this even care?
Huo Qijun slowly twisted her face in the direction of her own and moved gently: "look at me, don't think about those irrelevant things. I'm very jealous when I think you pay too much attention to others. You can only look at me, Shen Qingru“
"I've been thinking whether to lock you up so that you won't leave me." Huo Qijun's tone is still plain, but his words make Shen Qingru's heart hair. This man is really getting more and more abnormal.
"The days when you are not around me are really hard. Every minute and second is suffering. Only when you are around me, I don't have to suffer like this." Huo Qijun picked up her chin and forced her to focus all her attention on herself.
Shen Qingru was slightly stunned, but saw the other party narrowing his eyes with a threat in his eyes: "so don't leave me... Otherwise don't blame me for being selfish. Even if you are tied, you will be tied to me“
"As for the child..." Huo Qijun considered and tried to make his tone less jealous: "if you want to raise it, I can barely accept it..."
"But you'd better send him back to Xiao Qiyu, or I..."
What does he mean? When he heard Huo Qijun suddenly mention the baby, Shen Qingru was about to speak to him about the baby, but Huo Qijun's tone confused her. He seemed very reluctant and unwilling to accept the baby. Until Xiao Qiyu's three words were exported, Shen Qingru was very angry.
Does this fool think the baby is Xiao Qiyu's child? Can't he count the days? She's so angry!
"Huo Qijun, who do you think of me?" Shen Qingru was soft just now, and was blown up again by Huo Qijun's words. Huo Qijun was about to comfort her, but Shen Qingru turned his eyes and said with a grim smile: "OK, if you want to send it to you, you can send it yourself. I'll see if you can send it away“
If she is really reluctant to give up and reluctantly raise it as her own child, Huo Qijun feels that she can accept it. Besides, if she has her own child in the future, Qingru's attention will gradually shift from the child.
Shen Qingru has been too lazy to pay attention to the fool in front of her. She keeps saying that she wants to give her own son to others... Hum, she wants to see it. When the fool in front of her sees a mini version of herself, she still has the face to shout that she wants to give her baby to Xiao Qiyu?
Huo Qijun, just wait for the face.