Feng Jue didn't let go of her hand, but took her hand, walked to the table and sat down together.
He looked at her face and said, "I'm thin."
Ling Yue stretched out her hand, touched her cheek and said, "is there anything? I didn't notice. "
Feng Jue looked at her seriously and said, "if your sister is not here, you won't be obedient, don't eat well, and don't sleep well."
Although serious, but the eyes are clearly spoiled blame. Ling Yue seemed to be on her mind. She took her hand out of his palm, turned around and said, "are you here to ask me these questions? I, I heard that ministers are urging you to get married, princess, fill your harem, you
Must be very busy recently. "
"No." Feng Jue put her hands on her shoulder, "eleven, look at me." Ling Yue turned around again, sighed slightly, and said, "I've figured it out. I understand you. You're not even a Jue, nor are you even your highness Xi. You're already the emperor of the ninth five. Naturally, I can't look at it with the previous standards and eyes
I'm sorry to treat you. I'm not good. I don't understand your difficulties and comfort you when you're tired. I'm still angry with you and angry with you. It's me. It's all me“
Feng Jue looked deeply at the person in front of her. After so much time, she was still transparent, so kind, so naive, and her heart had not changed at all“ I will continue to like you and like you more than before, but I can't accompany you. " Lian Lingyue's eyes burst into tears, "Lian Jue, please forgive my selfishness. I'm sorry, my heart is too small. I can only fit you,
You will also ask that there is only one me in your heart, and I can't share you with anyone. "
Feng Jue kept looking at her, and her eyes were red with tears“ But I promise you, I will never marry in my life. I am your confidant and your friend. No matter when you are tired, I am willing to go to your side to accompany you, listen to you and relieve your unhappiness
I will be happy for you when you are happy, and I will accompany you when you are unhappy.
Only, I can't be your lover“
Lian Lingyue said here, crying has become tiring“ You are the emperor. You should be responsible to all the people and explain to all the officials of the court. I don't want you to suffer intangible cultural heritage and setbacks because of me. Lian Jue, please remember that no matter who you are or where I am, you are the only one in my heart. " order
Yue said.
This is her decision, to be a friend, to make him happy, to see him happy, she will be very happy.
"Eleven." Feng Jue finally spoke.
"I'm here." Lian Lingyue said.
"Remember the first time you and I met?" Feng Jue asked.
Make the moon nod with tears, "never forget."
When Feng Jue recalled the past, his eyes glittered like glass, and his eyes were shining.
"At that time, I was a reckless boy with a lot of worries. I went hunting with my sister. At that time, my sister and my mother were in a bad situation, but my sister didn't want me to participate in the back house to protect me. I was upset.
But now, when I think of it, it was my best time. I could run amok or act recklessly. It was my happiest time.
Because I'm a grandson, someone will protect me.
Later, I became the son of the former Emperor. I was the prince. I left Lian's house and my sister... And became king of Ming'an.
Until later, until now, I sat on this throne and became the emperor of the people.
Sitting in this position has never been my wish. I just want to be a happy person. I want to live an ordinary day of love with you“
"Lian Jue..." Ling Yue listened to Feng Jue's analysis of the journey all the way and listened to his sad voice. She kept crying until she could hardly help herself. She loved him very much. She understood him, because she herself had experienced ups and downs several times, from the eleven princesses of Jinzhi and Yuye to the little nun of daifa practice, and then became the Miss Lian family, but soon her family broke down and died. She fell to Khitan and became a female slave of the Jin family, injured and amnesia
…
She had tasted all the tastes of life before she was fifteen.
Feng Jue raised her hand and wiped away the tears on her face. "Don't cry, don't cry, aren't we all fine now? Don't cry“
"..." Ling Yue nodded hard, but she still couldn't stop her tears.
"Sitting on the throne was not what I wanted to do, but in the end I had to sit on it, but you know what? 11、 On the throne, like walking on thin ice, surrounded by compliments and obedience.
We should be cautious about family and state affairs, because my decision is related to the fate of the imperial court and the well-being of the people.
11、 You know what? At that time, the royal brothers fought for the throne, and some people paid their lives for it. But when I sit here, I feel very lonely, very lonely.
And the only person who makes me moved and happy... Is you, eleven. Every time I think of you, I tell myself that fortunately there are eleven, and my throne is not so desolate. 11、 Every time I think of you, I laugh. "
Feng Jue said, and her eyes were red.
"Lian Jue..." Ling Yue stretched out her hands and held his face in her hands“ In my mind, you are the only candidate for the queen, but now I am not the free and naive youth in your heart. I am the emperor. You will bear a lot with me. I am afraid to imprison your freedom. You have almost died
I left the palace after a while. Now I want you to go back. I can't bear it. " Feng Jue said.
The air seemed to freeze suddenly.
"So, Lingyue, i... I'll let you go." Feng Jue said.
"Lian Jue, do you mean you'll be alone?" Ling Yue asked.
"Yes, I am lonely every day in the throne. Only I know how difficult this road is." Feng Jue said“ Feng Jue. " After hearing these words, Ling Yue stared at him with tearful eyes and said, "I once yearned for freedom. When I left the palace, I once felt relieved. But, Feng Jue, for you, I'm willing to go back and do it again
Your queen, stay with you, always together, no matter when, no matter what, I won't be afraid. "
"Eleven..." Feng Jue held her hand tightly. "Are you serious? Do you really want to be with me forever? " Ling Yue nodded, "I don't want you to be alone, I want you to be happy. If you are lonely, I will also be very sad. I hope that whenever you think of me, it is your happiest time, not the more you want to be lonely. I
To accompany you, at all costs. "“