The poor little girl quickly picked up the Toon eggs in front of her, grabbed them with her hand, stuffed them into her mouth, and cried, "don't do this to my mother, I'll eat, I'll eat..."
"Hahaha, hahaha... Even like the moon, see, I not only make you look like a person or a ghost, but also torture your daughter. I've been holding my breath for more than ten years!"
Listening to what the devil said, the little girl ate and trembled.
Finally, after eating a bowl, the bowl fell to the ground.
The terrible woman turned away contentedly.
"I eat, I eat..."
Lian Xiangyue saw Yue Yan lying in bed, eyes closed, trembling and pale. She kept saying I eat, I eat.
And he also had a red rash all over.
"Zhuxian, what happened? Go out well. How could this happen? She can't eat Chinese toon! " Lian Yueh clenched Le Yan's hand and asked.
At that time, she always told the dining room that there should be no toons in the house, because Le Yan would have a rash.
However, she did not know that Le Yan suffered so much because of Toona sinensis after she was driven away.
"Princess, it's not good to be slaves!" Zhuxian quickly knelt down and couldn't entrust Qi Yan with what she told when Yue Yan got on the carriage. "The maid didn't know that Miss Le Yan couldn't eat Chinese toons. When she was on an outing, she accidentally ate Chinese toons."
"Get up. Go and see if the medicine is ready." Even like the moon frowned and said.
"Yes, I'll go now." Zhuxian quickly turned around.
Lian Xiangyue looked at Le Yan and said, "I must think of something sad. I've eaten toon by mistake before. I'm just sick and won't be so uncomfortable."
"I eat, I eat..." Le Yan kept repeating these two words.
Lian Xiangyue hugged her in her arms, gently comforted her and said, "Le Yan'er, my good daughter, my mother is here, you don't have to eat, you don't have to do what you don't like to do, I will protect you, and no one can bully you."
……
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Leyan woke up after a long nightmare. After taking medicine for three days, the rash faded, but there were still traces.
These days, her study has stopped temporarily and she can't go out behind closed doors.
Occasionally, I look out of the window in a daze.
"Miss." At this time, Zhuxian came in with medicine and said, "it's time to drink medicine."
"OK." Le Yan carried it obediently, and didn't feel bitter. He looked up and drank it.
"Miss, since you can't eat Chinese toon, why don't you talk to childe Qi?" Zhu Xian said painfully.
A faint look appeared on Le Yan's pale face and said, "it's all right. He can't get the person he likes. I'll satisfy him and let him have some memories. In fact, he is very poor."
Zhuxian looked puzzled. "Miss, why do I not understand what you sometimes say?"
"When I have a chance, I'll tell you again, and you'll understand." Yue Yan said.
"Yes."
"In fact, I originally wanted to challenge, thinking that maybe I could overcome this fear this time, but the result... Was still a little poor, a little regretful." Le Yan said with a smile.
Zhuxian couldn't help wiping her tears. "Miss is really stupid. No one has forced you to eat what you don't like. Why challenge? I can only say that miss is too kind."
Yue Yan heard it and felt desolate.
Then she suddenly stood up and said, "no, I'm not strong enough. I can't completely overcome my previous fears. I'll continue to practice! Zhuxian, change my clothes for me. I don't want to rest. I'm going to find the night breeze guard. "
"Miss... But your body..." Zhuxian hesitated.
"It doesn't matter. I'm a body. I know very well. Zhuxian, you let me go, so I'll get better faster!" She just wants to take advantage of this mood to practice and improve herself!
She now understands that she can't just be strong. She can't really be strong until she can be strong and save herself in the past!
She can become like a mother.
"OK, miss, I'll go now. Here's the maltose you want. " Zhuxian put down the maltose she bought and hurried out.
Le Yan opened the paper bag, took out a maltose and put it into his mouth.
that day.
Leyan returned to the training ground.
"Make yourself strong in the past?" After listening to Yue Yan's request, the night breeze couldn't help feeling a little confused.
"I'll do it." At this time, a voice came from behind Yue Yan.
She looked back... It was uncle Jiuhuang.
"Your Highness." The night wind saluted and said.
"Go down, my king." Feng Yunzheng indicated.
"Yes, your highness." The night wind commands.
"Uncle Jiuhuang." Yue Yan called.
"If you want to forget the past, you need someone who knows your past to help you." Feng Yunzheng stood in front of Yue Yan and said.
Le Yan lowered her eyes slightly, and the hand in her sleeve moved.
"Moreover, you should really face the past, all the pain, and face the wound bravely. I know there are some things you can't tell your mother. You tell Uncle nine. I'll listen to you. " Feng Yunzheng saw Yue Yan's hesitation.
"Uncle Jiuhuang, you know everything. You know Le Yan'er's mood so well. Thank you." Indeed, she didn't want to let her mother know what she suffered in the end and let her mother suffer again.
"Silly boy, go ahead." Feng Yunzheng motioned Yue Yan to sit down. "When you choose to face it, it is the beginning of healing."
"Well..." Le Yan nodded.
So she told Feng Yunzheng everything about her being forced to eat Toon in the palace after her mother left and after uncle Jiuhuang died.
As she spoke, her body trembled slightly, because every description was full of blood!
Feng Yunzheng listened and wet his eyes.
He reached out and took the child's hand.
……
Tears slowly slipped down Yue Yan's cheeks. Finally, he couldn't help falling on Uncle Huang's shoulder and crying.
From the death of her mother, uncle Huang, to being so alive until now, she has never cried so loudly. Every time, she forbear her feelings because of too many scruples.
This time, she cried out all her pain, grievance and fear.
……
Feng Yunzheng patted his niece on the shoulder. The child had been depressed for too long.
After all the hard work in the past, Le Yan'er is actually trying to squeeze herself into a dark corner and pretend that she doesn't exist.
However, if you don't tear open the wound and face it directly, then the self hiding in the dark corner will one day run out and hurt the present self. No matter how strong the present self is, it will be hit and fall short.
"Cry, Le Yan'er, don't be afraid, say it all, and then gently say to yourself, you've worked hard." Listening to Feng Yunzheng's words, Le Yan cried more sad, but Feng Le Yan, who hid in the dark corner of his heart, only dared to squat, seemed to stand up slowly.