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"I don't know when they were together. After the Chinese new year, my uncle asked to go to my grandmother's home to study. My grandfather saw that he had stayed for half a year, and he really had some restraint. So he left it. I wanted to go to see brother Qing, and he would also go there. Uncle refused to let me go. At last, we made concessions. Every weekend, the driver would send me there."

Guo Zihua's eyes were blurred, and the corners of his eyes, which were dyed red with alcohol, were crystal clear.

"When I saw brother Qing again, I almost couldn't recognize him. He had changed a lot. His hair had been cut short. Although he was still thin, he was not as thin as before. When spring came, my uncle became a soft bone. When he had nothing to do, he loved to lie on his shoulder. He was haunted by snakes, because they were both men. At that time, people had no idea of homosexuality Some people will doubt their relationship. "

"Sometimes, I can see some traces on brother Qing. He seems to be uncomfortable all the time. My brother-in-law will be busy taking care of him. His face is a little flat, and he is courting with care. I thought at that time, if only they could do this all the time, but later..."

When Guo Zihua said this, he suddenly couldn't speak. He picked up a bottle of wine and drank it again. Guo Zihua wiped his tears and sucked his nose and said, "later, their relationship was discovered. My grandfather once asked me if my uncle had a favorite person over there, and if he often saw him with whom. I didn't think much about it, I said the name of brother Qing Words, it's all me. If it wasn't for me, everything behind might not have happened

"My brother-in-law was taken back home, and he was put into the house without eating or drinking. But for a few days, he was thin and not human. Everyone in the family was trembling. Everyone seemed to be walking on the edge of a knife. My grandfather was furious in his study every day, and all the decorations in the room were changed within a week."

"Later, my brother-in-law was released. He ran out of the house like a madman. He left for more than a month. After more than a month, my father found someone back. He was no different from a beggar. I secretly went to see him. He cried when he saw me. He held me for the first time. He said again and again that he couldn't find it. I looked for him for a long time I didn't find him. He will never come back again... "

Guo Zihua grabs Guo Zizhang's hand. Her fingernails are almost embedded in the flesh. Her eyes carefully look at Guo Zizhang's face again and again, as if looking for someone's shadow.

Guo Zihua stretched out his hand and stroked Guo Zizhang's face: "the last time I saw brother Qing, I was taken by the second uncle. I don't know where it is. Brother Qing looks very bad. He is thinner than before, and the flesh he has grown up is gone. I thought at that time, if I saw him like this, I would be very distressed. He had you at that time. He looked at me and said to me, let me take good care of my uncle. If no one is with him, let me accompany him. If everyone abandons him, let me never leave him. I cry and ask him, brother, what about you? Why don't you stay with him? Qingge said that he was going to leave, and he would go far and far away, and he would never come back. "

"He finally gave me a smile. At that moment, I felt like I was dreaming. There was an angel in my dream. He came and left, and took his uncle's life with him."

"After that, my brother-in-law took a year off school. Every day he lived like an old man in the twilight. Except me, he didn't talk to anyone, paid no attention to him, didn't cry or laugh. If he fed him, he would eat. If he didn't feed him, he could not eat a grain of rice for a long time. His body seemed to have lost all its functions and was slowly and gradually decaying."

"Later, grandma died, and my uncle went back to the courtyard. He stood under the locust tree in the courtyard for a day and a night,

then, he seemed to come back to life again, and even loved to laugh more than before. He began to go back to his former life, playing with friends, and when he came back from trouble, his grandfather would still beat him, but when the whip was on him, he would never again He didn't run up and down. He stood there, just like a wooden man. He didn't feel pain or consciousness. That day, my grandfather beat him fiercely. Later, his hands shook, and everyone cried. Only he didn't cry. He was lying there. If it wasn't for breathing, I would think he was dead... "

"After that, my grandfather never beat him again. He was a stranger between father and son. Later, my uncle went to the army at his age. Everyone in his family disagreed with him, but no one dared to stop him. No one, including grandfather."

Guo Zihua has been quietly listening to Guo Zihua finish all this, eyes full of blood, frown, holding the bottle did not drink, but that force, it seems like to crush the bottle.

"What about him? After that, have you heard about him? "

Guo Zihua nodded: "after that, two years later, my grandfather told my brother-in-law that Qingge was dead and died. At that time, my grandfather wanted to marry my brother-in-law, but my uncle didn't agree, so my grandfather told me about it. After listening to him, he was very calm. He told his grandfather that he had already had ligation surgery, and that marriage was harmful. My grandfather was hospitalized and my uncle came back that night The army hasn't come back for years. "

Guo Zizhang shook his voice and asked, "grandfather, he Did he say that man was dead

"Well," Guo Zihua nodded heavily, wiping his nose and asked, "Zizhang, when did you suspect your life experience? How could you think that a man is pregnant? Even if it happened, how could you... ""When I was 13 years old, I overheard the conversation between my second uncle and my father," the father said, naturally referring to Guo Liang. "I knew that I was the son of the fourth uncle, and that the person who gave birth to me was a man. The second uncle didn't mention his name. In fact, his name was MuQing..."

"What? You... " Guo Zihua looked at Guo Zizhang and couldn't believe it. "You knew it for a long time. Why didn't you tell Uncle?"

Guo Zizhang turned to look at her with a sneer in his eyes: "tell who? Even if he did, would he recognize me? "

"No, it's not the same. You are the son of brother Qing. My uncle won't want you."

"Tell him I was born to a man? If he had said so, he would not have believed it. "

Guo Zihua was stunned. Indeed, if he hadn't seen Guo Jingjing with his own eyes, Guo Zihua couldn't believe that a man would have been pregnant. At that time, Guo Zizhang wanted to inherit Guo Zizhang to Guo Yi. Even if everyone said that Guo Zizhang was the son of him and MuQing, Guo Yi would not have believed it.

"But But how did you survive all these years, so many years? " Guo Zihua touched Guo Zizhang's cheek and thought of his embarrassment before and the exclusion he suffered. If he was really just a child who had been brought back, he would have been forgiven, but he was not. He should not have been treated like that, "Zizhang Sorry... "

Guo Zihua rushed into Guo Zizhang's arms and held his waist tightly.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry... "

Guo Zihua doesn't know who to apologize for, for herself, for Guo Yi, or for her parents and brothers. The two most sorry people in Guo's life are MuQing and Guo Zizhang. If Guo Zizhang is the continuation of MuQing's life, what they have done is to destroy human nature.

"Elder sister, don't cry. Cry again. I'm almost flooded by you. Don't cry. I'm living very well."

Guo Zihua shook his head desperately and couldn't speak again.

Guo Zihua cried too much. When she woke up the next day, her eyes were swollen like peaches. Guo Zizhang drove her back. Guo Zihua had never been in such a mess. She was full of wine, her hair was in a mess, her face couldn't be seen, and her whole body was swollen.

In the morning, she asked the hotel to help cook eggs. On the way back, Guo Zihua couldn't care about her image. Anyway, she was seen crying last night, and she didn't care to stick two eggs on her eyes.

"By the way, who is Zhang Qing you said before? Why do you suddenly ask me if I know him

Guo Zizhang hesitated for a moment, and decided not to tell Guo Zihua about it for the time being. If the speculation in his heart is true, with Guo Zihua's feelings for MuQing, she must cry blind, think about it and say, "nothing, he is Jingjing's father."

"Mr. Guo's father? Can he... " Guo Zihua looked at Guo Zizhang with swollen eyes.

Guo Zizhang replied ambiguously: "maybe."

Guo Zihua leaned against the cushion and looked at the front of him.

"In this world, there are people like brother Qingge. Zizhang, Mr. Guo, you must help him more. He and he fan's business will not be so smooth. Although the society has opened up a lot, there are not many people who can accept this kind of thing. I hope that Mr. Guo can be more lucky than brother Qingge."

"Elder sister, don't worry, Brahman and My uncle is different. He has the ability to protect Jingjing. "

Guo Zihua took a look at him and nodded: "yes, although I don't have much contact with he Fanxing, he is a very independent person. He has become independent and has his own status and power. If he treats Mr. Guo sincerely, they will not..." Will not be the second Guo Yi and Mu Qing.

Guo Zihua didn't have the heart to say it. She pressed her lips tightly and didn't let her cry again. She knew that, at least now, she couldn't cry any more because there were people who were more upset than her, so she couldn't cry.

At the gate of the community, Guo Zizhang stopped to get off, but he didn't mean to go up.

"You Don't you see uncle? Tell me about it. Uncle won't want you. "

Guo Zizhang looked up at the building outside the window and said, "I don't know how to face him now."

"Subchapter..." Guo Zihua still wants to say what, Guo Zizhang looked at her lightly, she can't say anything, that, you drive carefully. "

"Well, I'm going, sister."

Guo Zizhang said goodbye to Guo Zihua and drove away.

Guo Zihua stood downstairs for a long time, took a few deep breaths, and then went upstairs.

"I'm back

Guo Zihua pushes the door open and tries to make himself laugh more naturally. When Guo Xiaonian rushes towards her, the hangover makes Guo Zihua unable to stand still and slams his back on the door behind him.

"Mom..." Guo Xiaonian's voice is full of loss.

Guo Zihua ignored the pain on his back and hugged Guo Xiaonian and asked him, "what's the matter?"

Fang huaiming came to this side and said helplessly: "uncle wants to go, Xiao Nian's heart..."

Before he finished, Fang huaiming's lips straightened as soon as he saw Guo Zihua's miserable appearance in front of him. He knew that when Guo Zihua and Guo Zizhang were together last night, they would inevitably talk about some unpleasant topics, but he didn't expect that this man would make himself so miserable.Fang huaiming's face sank in an instant. Guo Zihua quickly flattered him with a smile, but the cracked corners of his mouth were more ugly than crying,

Fang huaiming's face was even worse. Guo Zihua did not dare to provoke him again, so he squatted down and pretended to care about his son.

"Xiaonian, what's the matter? Tell mom what's going on

"Mom." Xiao Nian hugged Guo Zihua's neck and said, "grandfather wants to go Wuwu... "

"What..."

Guo Zihua was stunned and looked up at Fang huaiming. Fang huaiming nodded to her. Guo Zihua patted Guo Xiaonian on the back.

"Little year, my grandfather won't leave. My mother is going to tell him."

"Well!"

Guo Zihua gives Guo Xiaonian to Fang huaiming and strides up the building.

In the room, Guo Yi is packing things up. Guo Zihua doesn't even knock on the door. He pushes it open and comes in and calls out, "uncle." "Zihua, you came back just in time. You can book a ticket to France for me. Just know it. Don't tell anyone else

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"uncle, what do you do in France

"On vacation."

Guo Zihua's heart trembled, clenched his fist and nervously said: "still Will you come back? "

"No more."

"Uncle!" Guo Zihua shouts at Guo Yi for the first time. It's not a vacation. It's clearly to wait for death!

Guo Yi's movement on the hand is stunned. He turns his head and looks at her, but is surprised by her appearance.

"Almost 40 people, how to make themselves so miserable, also not afraid of the year to see you laugh."

Guo Zihua didn't care. She took Guo Yi's arm and glared at him with red and swollen eyes. She said, "uncle, you can't treat Zizhang like this. It's unfair!"

Guo Yi looked at her coldly and plainly and said, "there is no justice in this world. Zizhang was born, and he will be treated unfairly. Since your father doesn't want to talk about his mother, I don't want to ask more. If you still want to read my family relationship, you can take care of him in the future."

Guo Zihua bit his teeth and decided to look at Guo Yi and say, "it's not that my father didn't tell Zizhang about his mother, but because he didn't have a mother at all. He was the son of you and brother Qing!"

"Zihua, what are you talking about? Don't touch my bottom line. You can't do it, you know? " Guo Yi coolly scowled, his eyes full of evil spirit. He reached out to lift Guo Zihua's hands and took a step back.

Guo Zihua rushed forward, tightly grasped Guo Yi's arms, red eyes and hysterically yelled at him: "he is the son of you and brother Qing, the son of brother Qingge born in October. Uncle, Zizhang, he is really the son of you and brother Qingge, brother-in-law Oh Guo Yi's feet shook, and he sat down on the bed. Looking up at Guo Zihua, he couldn't believe it. He asked in a hoarse voice, "you What do you say

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