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He Fanxing didn't even buy a bunch of flowers. He took Guo Jingjing directly to the cemetery. However, he Fanxing himself was not a person who would pay attention to it. Guo Jingjing was in a mess and couldn't think of it at all.

The cemetery was cold and clear, and the snow on the evergreen trees fell in this scene, less clear, more pale.

After saying hello to the gatekeeper of the cemetery, they entered the cemetery and walked, and he fan line suddenly stopped.

Guo Jingjing has been following him. He Fanxing stops, and he can only follow him. Guo Jingjing looks up at him with a daze in his eyes.

He Fanxing smiles, reaches out his hand to Guo Jingjing and says softly, "give me your hand."

Guo Jingjing pursed his lips and slowly stretched out his hand. Before he touched the palm of he Fanxing's hand, he grasped it.

Guo Jingjing was slightly stunned, but he didn't understand the situation. He Fanxing stretched out his hand and forced him to take two steps forward. As soon as Guo Jingjing looked up, he felt that the tip of their noses was rubbing against each other.

Guo Jingjing just wanted to ask him what he was doing. He Fanxing said, "let's go."

Then he pulled him on.

Guo Jingjing looks at the half face of he Fanxing, holding hands and shoulder to shoulder. Guo Jingjing's restless mood seems to have calmed down with the surrounding peace.

When standing in front of the tombstone, Guo Jingjing looks at the photo on the tombstone. He Fanxing's face and eyes are similar to him, but he Fanxing's lip shape is much softer than he is. The men in the photo are not smiling. Guo Jingjing remembers that when he first recognized he Fanxing, he Fanxing's behavior at that time was very similar to the person in the photo.

He Qiming and Guo Jingjing recited his name in his heart.

He Fanxing did not speak. He looked at the people in the picture, and there were no ups and downs, no sadness, no missing, nothing.

Guo Jingjing turned to look at him. He Fanxing just looked at the tombstone. Guo Jingjing held out his other hand and held he Fanxing's wrist slightly.

He Fanxing turned his head and looked at Guo Jingjing's wrist. He chuckled, turned back and looked at the tombstone. His voice was quiet: "he died of heart failure. No one knows when his heart problems began. Until he fainted and was hospitalized, everyone thought it was just fatigue. But it was too late at that time. Soon after, he passed out It's the world. "

Guo Jingjing pursed his lips and looked at he fan Xing, then turned his eyes to the tombstone.

He Fanxing narrowed his eyes: "maybe as Guo Yi said, people's hearts have long been dead, and the living are just walking corpses. I always firmly believe that he loves my mother, and he hates Tang Honglan, so he can't kill her. But Tang Honglan is pregnant, and his grandfather's stop makes him unable to fulfill his wish. He left home and only took me. I thought I could change him and our relationship According to their fate, they become the most important people to each other again, just like you and Uncle Zhang, but... "

"Is he not good to you?"

Guo Jingjing felt his hand slightly tightened, and he Fanxing's voice was still stable.

"Well, why not? From small to large, he will give me whatever I want. No matter how unreasonable, he will satisfy me

Guo Jingjing looks at he Fanxing's ironic smile, and feels a little blocked.

"In other people's eyes, he dotes on me to the point of lawlessness," he Fanxing shook his head and sighed. "However, in private, he has never held me. No matter what I do, he doesn't seem to care. He doesn't care about everything about me."

"Why?" Guo Jingjing confused, "you are his son, is the child of his love life, he does not love you?"

"Love," he Fanxing blinked at Guo Jingjing, "should be love, but he also hates me, because I took the lives of the people he loves."

"It's not your fault." Guo Jingjing's face is straight. He doesn't like the smiling Hefan line.

"In his eyes, although I am not the culprit, I am also the person who indirectly killed Mei Yue, but I have half of Mei Yue's blood on me. He loves me, but also hates me. He can't face me and can only choose to be indifferent."

Guo Jingjing frowned. He didn't understand why. Zhang Qing was kind to him. Even though he was not Zhang Qing's own son, Zhang Qing could still spare no effort for him. Why did he Qiming hate a child? Besides, this child, or the child born to him and his beloved woman, should not he spend his whole life to guard it?

"When I was a child, like most children, I thought that as long as I did well and obediently, I would be loved by my parents." He Fanxing looked at Guo Jingjing and described Guo Jingjing's face in his eyes. "But later, I found that no matter what I did, it was impossible. My father hated me more than he loved me. He didn't love me. What he loved was his love. He lived in his beautiful love. He trapped himself in the role of a victim. He hated all those who persecuted his love."He Fanxing put away the smile on his face, with cold in his eyes.

"He used me to revenge Tang Honglan. He was kind to me. He wanted to tell Tang Honglan that he only recognized me as a son in his life. Tang Honglan wanted to get xuanjitang. He reminded me to get xuanjitang until he died. It seems that he raised me for this In order to get Xuanji hall, you know? I have come to understand a truth recently

Guo Jingjing pursed his lips. He didn't want to ask what it was because he Fanxing's expression was very bad.

"He seems I really don't love me at all. If he cares about me a little, he won't let me accompany him and live in hatred for 30 years. This is my greatest experience after I became a father. My child, I will want to give him everything, but I will not hate him. I hope he can live happily and carefree in this life. "

He Fanxing's words made Guo Jingjing very uncomfortable. Guo Jingjing leaned against he Fanxing, took his hand and pressed it against his belly. He didn't say anything else, but he understood what he meant. He Fanxing turned around, put his chin on Guo Jingjing's shoulder and closed his eyes.

"Don't worry, I'm all right now, because I have you and children now. I understand my responsibility, which is the sweetest burden for me. Ah Jing, I tell you these things, in fact, I want to reduce my sentence for myself, because I almost became a man like my father. I almost left you and my child. Ah Jing, I'm sorry."

"No, you won't, you never thought about leaving us, I know."

"Well, I didn't, I never thought about leaving you, ah Jing, do you know? Between us, only you can leave me,

I have always been afraid that once I turn around, you are no longer in place, so I keep telling you, let you wait for me, wait for me

"

Guo Jingjing has never seen such a fragile Hefan shop, reaching through his armpit, reaching for his back and patting. He said, "hefanxing, I will always wait for you, I miss you very much."

He Fanxing tightened his arms slightly, silent and speechless.

Guo Jingjing wakes up in a daze. For a moment, he doesn't know where he is. Looking at the strange environment around him, Guo Jingjing sits up and looks back.

Yesterday, after he and he fan Xing finished the tomb sweeping, he fan Xing drove him to this apartment. He fan Xing said that this house was bought with his own money when he was in high school. At that time, he also made a mortgage and just paid off the loan a few years ago. It is worthy of the name and only belongs to his home. Of course, now it also includes Guo Jingjing.

It may have been too long since I saw him. Both of them were anxious. After entering the house, they became very eager to kiss and caress. But later, Guo Jingjing saw he Fanxing's shoulder injury that had not yet healed, so he stopped the sport. He Fanxing could not help it. After they helped each other with their hands, they did not continue to do anything more intense.

However, he Fanxing was still very angry. He chewed the stripped Guo Jingjing up and down, before and after. Guo Jingjing's body under his pajamas should not be too spectacular at this time.

He was too tired last night and didn't take a bath afterwards. He Fanxing wanted to carry him. Guo Jingjing was worried that his wound was not allowed, so Guo Jingjing wanted to take a bath first.

After getting out of bed, he went to the living room to have a look. He Fanxing was preparing breakfast, which was not breakfast at all. He said that the lunch was about the same. Guo Jingjing picked up the corner of his mouth and turned to the cabinet to get clothes. When he came, he was full of things to meet. Guo Jingjing forgot about his clothes, but half of the wardrobe was his clothes.

Guo Jingjing narrowed his eyes. His eyebrows and eyes were like crescent moon. When did he prepare? Even loose underwear, Guo Jingjing took it in his hand, blushed, took a few pieces at random, and hurried into the bathroom.

After taking a bath, he Fanxing's lunch is ready. Seeing the clothes on Guo Jingjing's body, his eyes are full of smile.

Guo Jingjing scratched his red face. His sight fell on the dining table and said, "where did you get the ingredients?"

I haven't lived in this house for a long time. It's impossible to have any food. If it's bad, it's absolutely rotten.

"There is a supermarket at the gate of the community. I went to buy some and came back, but It's mainly seafood, because the cooking methods are relatively simple. " He fan Xing showed his hands and said that he had done his best.

Guo Jingjing has already seen it. It's just a seafood stew.

In any case, the steamed seafood taste really good. Guo Jingjing made his own seasoning. The scallion and garlic with soy sauce and vinegar sauce made it very delicious. He Fanxing tasted it and gave Guo Jingjing a thumbs up. Guo Jingjing couldn't help laughing, with some pride in his eyes.

With the delicious seasoning and fresh seafood, the meal is generally good. The weather outside is sunny today. The blue and the sun that we haven't seen for a long time makes people feel very happy.

After dinner, he Fanxing asked Guo Jingjing, "do you want to go for a walk in the community? The greening of this district is good, but it's a little cold. Are you still used to it? "

Guo Jingjing grew up in the south, and he Fanxing was afraid that he would not adapt to this kind of dryness and coldness.Guo Jingjing thought for a moment: "it's OK, in fact, it's not as cold as expected."

"Then go."

He Fanxing rubbed Guo Jingjing's face with a smile. It was very comfortable to feel the meat. He noticed last night that Guo Jingjing didn't gain much weight, but the feeling of holding his muscle in his hand was completely different from that before. There was no tight feeling in his hand. He felt a soft ball in his hand, smooth and tender, but he Fanxing was of course He will not tell Guo Jingjing about this discovery, mainly for fear that he will be stimulated.

Put a thick coat on Guo Jingjing. He Fanxing competed with Zhang Qing in this respect, including gloves, hats, scarves and masks. All of them were put on by Guo Jingjing, and then he led people out of the door.

Although there is sun today, it's still very cold. When the wind blows, it can float far away. He fan Xing also wears a mask and scarf, but he doesn't wear a hat. His ears are red with cold. Today, he doesn't wear a formal dress, and the bangs are put down. He looks like a young and handsome man.

As he Fanxing said, the greening of the community is very good, and all of them are evergreen plants. In this season, you can see a piece of green, and your mood becomes fresh. Maybe because of the rare good weather, there are children all over the square of the community, including those who are a few years old or teenagers. They are playing in groups and chasing each other.

Guo Jingjing looked at the young faces, and his heart became soft. He turned his head and looked at he fan Xing.

He Fanxing noticed that he was looking at himself, turned his head and said to Wen Chong, who was smiling at him: "what's the matter?"

"Do you have a name for him?"

"Well?" He Fanxing obviously thought about it, but he is still a little tangled at the moment. "Maybe because I care too much, I don't think it's ideal after a lot of thinking."

Hearing this, Guo Jingjing seemed to have some empathy and nodded slightly to show understanding.

"Be careful!"

A few children were naughty, heedless, and ran in the direction of Guo Jingjing. He Fanxing saw it and stretched out his hand, but Guo Jingjing was still hit in the back.

"Hiss!"

Guo Jingjing took a breath and he Fanxing bent down to see it.

"Where did you hit? Stomach? "

Guo Jingjing just wanted to shake his head at he Fanxing when his mother pulled the child by his ear.

"What's the matter? Didn't you stop running around? Did you hit someone? Apologize to your aunt

Aunt? The mouth under Guo Jingjing's mask was pursed into a straight line. He Fanxing knew that he was in a bit of a bad mood just by looking at his exposed eyes. Just about to explain, the little boy who hit Guo Jingjing lowered his head, pinched his fingers and went to Guo Jingjing and said, "sorry, auntie, I didn't mean to."

His mother also said: "Auntie still has a little brother in her stomach. I was hit by you. What if my little brother was scared? Don't you know it's not allowed in the future

"I see." Children pursed their lips and could hang soy sauce bottles.

He fan line to the mouth of the words, but also because of this "little brother" raw swallow back, now to say that Guo Jingjing is a man is strange.

The mother looked up at them and said with a embarrassed smile, "I'm really sorry, the child is not sensible. If you feel uncomfortable, you can come to the affiliated hospital. I'm the obstetrician and gynaecologist there. You can come to me directly."

She said, but also reported her mobile phone number and name, including how to find her, said clearly, looking at these two people always holding hands, smiling and saying: "look, you are not old, are you newly married? It's a good feeling. But my husband should pay more attention to this kind of weather. The road is icy and slippery. Your wife has been looking at it for five or six months

"It's been six months." He Fanxing replied with a smile.

"Is it? I don't know, but I think your wife is very thin. When you wear winter clothes, it doesn't show much. "

After a few more words, Guo Jingjing always held the hand of He Fan Xing tightly. He did not dare to open his mouth. When he opened his mouth, he did not dare to open his mouth. However, he fan Xing talked to her a little more. Those who had children were all on the children. He Fanxing also wanted to ask for advice from her. Later, her son couldn't wait to play, so he dragged people away.

As soon as the man left, he Fanxing heard Guo Jingjing murmuring and relieved. He turned his head and looked at Guo Jingjing. Guo Jingjing looked up at him. He Fanxing had a strong smile in his eyes. He seemed to be in a very good mood. Although Guo Jingjing didn't know what he was enjoying, he felt that he was also infected and laughed with him.

He fan Xing suddenly said, "Madam he, the road is very slippery. You should be careful."

Guo Jingjing instantly blackened his face, shook off he fan Xing's hand and strode forward. Behind him came the laughter of he Fanxing.

Guo Jingjing red face, teeth bite gurgle ring, want to go back to kick his feet to relieve gas.

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