CH 90

Chapter 90 Husband’s bedside talk

It took a long time for Chu Suiyun to react, and his throat was a little dry: “Why?” 

Chu Tian explained: “I asked Little Yu, he doesn’t want to hold the Alpha responsible. But I still worry that Little Yu will continue to be in the same school with that Alpha. It’s good for Little Yu to change the environment at this time.”

Having said this, Chu Tian paused before continuing: “Also, Little Yu already knows about your mother. I want to make it up to you guys. You are already an adult, I don’t know how to compensate you. But Little Yu, I want to take care of him for a few years by myself.”

Chu Tian’s words were reasonable, and Chu Suiyun had a hard time refuting. No matter from which angle, he seemed to support Little Yu and his father to leave, but in fact he couldn’t easily accept it.

“It’s not necessary to go to the Federation…” Chu Suiyun thought for a long time, only to find a lame reason, “The Federation is not friendly to Omegas.”

“I will protect Little Yu, he will not suffer injustice.” Chu Tian promised.

Of course Chu Suiyun knew that Chu Tian would protect Chu Muyu well, but after thinking about it for a long time, he couldn’t think of a reason to refuse, so he came up with such an excuse.

“Besides, you have your own life, don’t you?”

Chu Tian spoke in a deep voice, as if he was sighing. Like all fathers who face their adult children, they felt a sense of relief, but also a little reluctance. He raised his finger and pointed at the ring on Chu Suiyun’s ring finger.

“You’ve been wearing it all this time, you just didn’t want to hide it from me, right?” Chu Tian pointed out.

Chu Suiyun was inexplicably flustered, but he still pretended to be calm, and continued to keep his hand by his side.

“You recalled it right, three years ago.” Chu Tian asked.

Chu Suiyun nodded honestly. He didn’t care about his father’s views on his feelings before because at that time he thought that his father didn’t care about himself and Little Yu either. Now that the misunderstanding with his father had been resolved and knowing his father’s difficulties, Chu Suiyun still hoped to get his blessing.

But after admitting it, Chu Suiyun added: “But before I recalled everything, I fell in love with him, as if it was inevitable.”

“Really.” Chu Tian sighed in relief and patted Chu Suiyun’s shoulders, and then squeezed out heavily, “Okay, then go home early to find him. Little Yu is here, I’ll keep watch.”

After the father and son talked, they walked back to the ward. Chu Suiyun took something and was about to leave, but was stopped by Chu Muyu.

Chu Suiyun, still holding the jacket in his hand, asked, “What’s the matter, Little Yu?”

Chu Muyu glanced at Chu Tian and Yu Ze, and asked in a low voice, “Can I chat with my brother alone ?” 

Chu Tian naturally agreed. He took Yu Ze out of the ward temporarily. For a while, there were only the two brothers left in the ward, and it suddenly became quiet.

Since his brother wanted to chat with him, Chu Suiyun put down his jacket again, pulled a chair to sit beside the hospital bed, and asked softly, “What do you want to tell me?”

Chu Muyu raised his face and looked at his brother.

A special nutritionist was obviously preparing meals for his younger brother for the past two days, but the Omega’s face was still pale, and there seemed to be no blood flowing under his fair skin, which created a pitiful ill appearance.

Chu Suiyun felt his heart clench and couldn’t help rubbing his brother’s hair. 

Chu Muyu obediently allowed his brother to rub his head, then holding the quilt in his hand, he hesitantly said, “Brother, did father tell you about taking me to the Federation just now?”

His movement suddenly stagnated and he was silent for a moment, then he gave a faint “en”.

“You, do you want me to go to the Federation?”

Chu Muyu asked, looking up with a pair of big eyes, focused and serious. It was as if he had given all the rights to make the decision to Chu Suiyun, as if as long as Chu Suiyun said he didn’t want him to, then he would never leave with his father.

Chu Suiyun felt a little distressed inexplicably. He didn’t know that his younger brother would care so much about his own feelings. For a moment, he really wanted to say directly: Stay, I don’t want you to leave.

But in the end, Chu Suiyun just swallowed the sigh back into his stomach.

“It’s up to you to decide this matter.” Chu Suiyun spit out the sentence with difficulty, “Do whatever you want.”

Chu Muyu didn’t seem surprised at all, showing a slight smile after a long silence: ” I knew you would say that.”

It was late when he got out of the hospital. Chu Suiyun clearly felt that he had done nothing in the hospital, but it was almost midnight when he left.

When he separated from Qin Miao, Chu Suiyun promised him to go to his house tonight, so naturally he would not break his promise. He walked to the side of the road, waved, stopped a taxi, and went straight to Qin Miao’s house in the city.

Forty minutes later, Chu Suiyun stood in front of Qin Miao’s house.

Considering that Qin Miao might have fallen asleep, Chu Suiyun did not knock on the door, but slid open the combination lock, preparing to unlock the door by himself.

When he came to Qin Miao’s house before, he was accompanied by Qin Miao. Qin Miao was responsible for opening the door. At this moment, Chu Suiyun really wanted to open the door by himself, but he suddenly couldn’t remember the password.

However, Chu Suiyun’s memory was not bad. Qin Miao told him the password, and he had the answer in a moment.

“Beep, beep, beep, beep.” Chu Suiyun pressed the four numbers “0, 6, 2, 4” respectively. After confirming, the door opened the next moment.

The door opened, but Chu Suiyun’s fingers froze in place, hanging beside the combination lock.

The next moment, Chu Suiyun smiled knowingly, grabbed the door handle and pushed the door into the house.

A floor lamp was left on in the room, and the faint pure white and yellow light illuminated Chu Suiyun’s field of vision, so that he would not be welcomed into darkness as soon as he entered the room.

Chu Suiyun turned on the light in the entrance, changed his shoes, and walked to the bedroom to take a look. Sure enough, Qin Miao was already on the bed. Chu Suiyun closed the door again and went out to clean up.

Half an hour later, Chu Suiyun finished washing and returned to the bedroom. He pulled off his slippers to the side of the bed, lifted the quilt, and prepared to take a rest.

As soon as he touched the pillow, the guy who was supposed to be sleeping beside him turned over and hugged Chu Suiyun into his arms.

“You haven’t slept yet?” Chu Suiyun pulled out his head from Qin Miao’s chest and asked him.

Qin Miao said in disappointment, “I’m waiting for you to sneak attack me.”

Chu Suiyun raised his eyes, gave him a look of disgust, then leaned his head up and placed a kiss on the corner of the Alpha’s mouth.

Turning his head back, Chu Suiyun said with a smile, “Sneak attack.”

Qin Miao raised his eyebrows with an expression of “this is a sneak attack?”. The arm around Chu Suiyun’s waist tightened, and he hugged the person towards him. He leaned in for a deep kiss, and then said earnestly: “If you don’t stick your tongue out, it’s not a kiss.” 

The kiss just now was too sudden, Chu Suiyun didn’t respond, and his face flushed.

He pushed Qin Miao away and adjusted his breathing: “Don’t make trouble, I have something to tell you.”

After hearing this, Qin Miao understood, he must want to speak about what happened in the past two days. Last time on the phone, Chu Suiyun didn’t say it because he didn’t know what to say.

“What’s the matter?” Qin Miao immediately stopped trying to tease him and looked like he was listening.

Chu Suiyun sorted out his words and said, “My father wants to take Little Yu to live in the Federation for a few years.”

When he said this, Chu Suiyun unconsciously lowered his voice, and the lonely expression on his face could not be concealed.

Of course Qin Miao noticed the change in his expression, and leaned closer to his forehead: “You can’t bear it?”

Qin Miao’s thoughts that had been concealed all night were pierced through by Qin Miao, and Chu Suiyun subconsciously wanted to deny it, but after thinking about it, he thought that there was no need to disguise anything in front of Qin Miao. He nodded and admitted: “I can’t bear it.”

Qin Miao took the man into his arms and put his chin on Chu Suiyun’s head: “If you can’t bear it, then say it, your father can’t forcefully take Little Yu away.”

“Do you think I should stop Little Yu from leaving?” Chu Suiyun asked sullenly.

“I don’t think so.” Qin Miao replied quickly.

Chu Suiyun was puzzled: “Then you…”

“I just respect your opinion.” Qin Miao said, “If I think according to me, you and Little Yu should be separated for a while.”

Qin Miao laid down, and Chu Suiyun and him looked at each other: “As long as Little Yu is by your side, you will inevitably pay a lot of attention to him. You will consider him when you make any decision, and you will make way for him in many things. You will revolve around him unconsciously. Because he is your younger brother and you have taken care of him for many years, this has become your habit.”

Qin Miao pinched Chu Suiyun’s cheeks: “But Chu Suiyun, you are his brother, but also yourself, your life has just begun.”

“You should pay more attention to me now.” Qin Miao said boldly, “This is my selfishness, so I feel that your brother should leave with your father.”

Qin Miao’s words sounded wanton and selfish, but Chu Suiyun knew what he said was reasonable.

After relying on each other for eight years, he was already used to thinking about Chu Muyu in relation to everything. But while he was revolving around his younger brother, wasn’t his younger brother also influenced by him? They were both used to each other’s influence on their own lives.

Chu Suiyun wanted to take care of his younger brother’s affairs, but when his younger brother grows up, he will no longer be a child without assertiveness, and will not need Chu Suiyun’s finger-pointing in his life.

Just like the previous misunderstanding of his younger brother and Qin Miao, Chu Suiyun made a pretentious proposition to clean up the bad relationship for his younger brother.

Chu Muyu’s life needs to be experienced by himself. What Chu Suiyun should do as a brother is to provide some warmth when he feels tired, instead of imposing his will on him in the name of being good for him. Protecting his younger brother under his wings was not trapping him in a cage.

At the same time, Chu Suiyun himself would gradually lose the focus of his life.

Chu Suiyun quietly looked into Qin Miao’s pupils, then moved his head and leaned in to kiss him on the tip of his nose: “I know, I will support Little Yu’s decision.”

“He wants to go to the Federation?” Qin Miao closed his eyes, enjoyed his lover’s kiss, and asked lazily.

Chu Suiyun replied: “En, he wants to go.”

“Little Yu said, there are too many familiar things here, and he can’t believe in those familiar things.”

Chu Suiyun certainly knew what his younger brother meant. After being watched by Shen Qingdeng pervasively for so long, his every move being heard and watched, if he continued to live in this familiar place, Chu Muyu would become suspicious of everything around him.

Chu Muyu didn’t even touch his cell phone during the time he was hospitalized. When he was bored, he only read books, or stared at boring programs on the hospital TV. He was unconsciously avoiding electronics, he was scared.

Only by escaping to a completely unfamiliar place, a place that had nothing to do with Shen Qingdeng, can he gradually dispel his excessive suspicion, and slowly return to a normal life.

“Your brother is actually a thoughtful child.” Qin Miao said, “Only you think he can never grow up and needs you to think about everything for him.”

Chu Suiyun sighed: “En, it’s my fault.”

Qin Miao sighed: “Hey, a loving mother has many bad children. In the future, I will take care of the children’s family education.”

Chu Suiyun: “???”

A pillow slapped Qin Miao’s face, and he shouted out in pain exaggeratedly, quickly hugging the pillow. Chu Suiyun was so angry that he laughed and stretched out his hand: “Give it back to me, go to sleep.”

Qin Miao put the pillow on Chu Suiyun’s side and patted it diligently, Chu Suiyun then laid down again.

Qin Miao put his head on his hands, turned to Chu Suiyun, looked down at him, and said, “Since your brother is going abroad, let me discuss something with you.”

“What?”

“Move in with me, let’s live together.” Qin Miao said.