Jiang Feng had this feeling for the first time. He had eaten Li Hongzhang chowder. He had eaten pure meat wontons that were even more ruthless than Li Hongzhang chowder, but none of them felt that way.
Once suppressed, unrelievable, these days have been tormenting his pressure, anxiety, unwillingness, anger and other negative emotions, along with the chewed pigeon eggs swallowing all along the throat, let Jiang Feng think Tears, want to cry, want to cry on the table.
Jiang Feng thought so and did the same.
He cried while holding the bowl, eating while crying, salty tears dripping down the cheek into the bowl and sinking into the soup. He started crying silently at first, and then gradually there was a voice. The more he cried, the louder the voice, and finally he couldn't swallow.
Everything has lost its meaning. Jiang Feng doesn't want anything now, just wants to cry out loud.
He finally understood what was tormenting him these days.
It is guilt.
It is guilt to the two grandpas, guilt to Wang Xiulian and Jiang Jiankang, guilt to Wu Minqi, guilt to other colleagues at Taifeng Building, and guilt to Peng Changping.
He didn't do anything wrong, he just felt sorry for their inclusive expectations these days, as well as what he expected of himself.
People are really stressed because they have expectations.
These silent expectations turned into a chain of yokes on him, which was small and light at first. These yoke became more and more heavy and pressure as time went by, which made him nervous and pressured. He was breathless.
He didn't even know that these shackles came from before.
Now that he knew it, the shackles were also opened and put down.
With tears, he left from his body together.
People can shout on the rooftop, howl in the empty room, or cry in no one's home.
"I'm fine." Jiang Feng repeated this sentence as if he was drunk last night, but this time he didn't even have Wang Hao beside him, so he could cry out loud and unscrupulously. The voice cursed himself.
"Why am I cooking like this for more than two months? Why can't I even make broth."
"I'm delicious ..."
"I really……"
He felt that he didn't know what to scold when he scolded himself, and he could only keep repeating the monotonous words "I am good."
He's really good. He's obviously just a little bit, a little bit, but he can't touch it, every time it's so little.
Jiang Feng felt tired of crying, and was so tired that he had no strength to say that he was good. He was so tired that he even felt so choking.
He didn't notice that the door opened long ago, and there were two people standing at the entrance.
It was Jiang Jiankang and Wang Xiulian.
Wu Minqi told them that Jiang Feng was not in a good spirit today. The two of them worried that Jiang Feng would come back to deliver food to Jiang Feng deliberately at noon. They also wanted to take this opportunity to talk to Jiang Feng, and they saw the scene just now.
When Jiang Feng noticed that his father and mother had been standing at the door for a long time, he cried out, and he felt a lot more comfortable. After all the negative emotions accumulated for many days, all the venting was unprecedented.
"Dad, Mom ..." Jiang Feng was stupid. He didn't know when Wang Xiulian and Jiang Jiankang came and how much they saw.
"Smash it." Wang Xiulian had wiped tears at the door for more than ten minutes.
"If we can't learn, we won't learn. If the restaurant goes bankrupt, let's go home. My dad and I will open a small stir-fry shop. My dad and I will pay back. What you love to do." Jiang Feng stopped crying and changed to Wang Xiulian. Cried.
"Yes!" Jiang Jiankang echoed loudly, "Small, if you don't want to learn, let's go home and stay in Beiping. Let's go back to the city. If your grandpa beats your dad to beat you, we will return the restaurant to Professor Li, We wo n’t be aggrieved if we do n’t learn. "
Jiang Feng: ...
He wanted to cry again.
Wang Xiulian stepped forward and grabbed Jiang Feng's hand: "Smash it, don't think about it, don't think about the children in the news who committed suicide because of work pressure. If there is pressure, we won't do it. Home, what happened to your dad? Do n’t scare your mom, do n’t think about it. ”
Obviously, both Wang Xiulian and Jiang Jiankang thought that Jiang Feng had just collapsed because of too much pressure.
Jiang Feng: "... Mom, I just ate Li Hongzhang chowder."
Wang Xiulian's cry stopped suddenly.
Wang Xiulian is stupid.
Jiang Jiankang was also stupid.
When they just opened the door, they were all frightened by Jiang Feng's appearance and didn't pay attention to the dishes on the table. They thought that Jiang Feng ran out when he was eating while eating.
"You ... your child." Wang Xiulian was a little embarrassed when she couldn't close the scene, and quickly wiped away the tears on her face. "Why do you eat this dish well? You scared your parents and me. Don't eat this The food is ready. Your dad and I brought you meals, all of which were made by your grandfather. Your dad did n’t steal a bite. "
"Jiankang, what are you doing standing at the door, closing the door and bringing the dishes over, crying for so long and haven't eaten yet!"
"Oh oh oh oh." Jiang Jiankang woke up like a dream and immediately closed the door.
"Mom and dad, I'm fine, don't think about it." Jiang Feng's voice was dumb because she cried too hard just now.
Wang Xiulian didn't speak, she took Li Hongzhang's chowder to the toilet.
Jiang Jiankang looked at Jiang Feng as if he was thinking about writing something.
"Wife, do you think it looks a bit wrong to smash it?" Jiang Jiankang said after Wang Xiulian brought the empty bowl back.
Jiang Feng quickly explained: "I'm fine."
"It seems a bit." Wang Xiulian walked in, very skillfully reached over Jiang Feng's forehead, and was shocked, "No, it seems like a fever."
Jiang Feng himself was stupid, and quickly went to the temperature to measure body temperature.
One test, 39.2 ℃.
high fever!
Jiang Feng later realized that he felt that he had been faint not because of a hangover, but because of a fever.
He hadn't had a fever for about six or seven years. To be precise, he had few colds. He hadn't remembered how he felt sick and had a fever.
It is definitely not a small matter for an adult to have a high fever to this temperature suddenly, and it will be troublesome if it is accidentally dragged into pneumonia. In this way, Wang Xiulian and Jiang Jiankang didn't care about Jiang Feng's pain. He called Jiang Shoucheng to let him register Jiang Feng first, and then dragged Jiang Feng's rice to see the doctor without asking him to eat.
For the insurance period, Jiang Jiankang also asked the doctor to do a set of detailed examinations for Jiang Feng.
The result of the inspection was that Jiang Feng had to be hospitalized for several days, not because of high fever, but because of something else.
"Young man, work pressure should be quite heavy recently, don't work overtime, don't always work all night, so you can't eat well."
Jiang Feng was dripping on the hospital bed, and the doctor was explaining his condition to him.
"Working overnight?" Jiang Feng was stupid. His working hours per day were not short, but he did not reach the point of overnight.
"Young people don't rely on young people to work hard and spoil the body. The body is your own. You are Xiao Jiang's younger brother. I will say something directly. If you go on like this, you will overdraw your body and energy. The body will sooner or later I ca n’t bear it. I heard Xiao Jiang say you are on vacation today. You should take a break. Otherwise, you might have some big problems. ”The doctor told Jiang Feng that he was Jiang Shoucheng ’s cousin. sentence.
"Your high fever is temporary. There shouldn't be any major problems with the infusion today and tomorrow. If you stay in the hospital for a few days, it is best to ask the company for leave, rest, relax and go out for entertainment. There should be no major problems." The doctor said, "Xiaojiang is now going to the meeting. When the meeting is over, he will come over and tell you other things to note. If you feel uncomfortable, ring the bell and call the nurse. Your parents should go back and pack things, don't take too much If you have too many things, just bring some changed clothes. "
"The food in the orthopedic canteen is okay. If you are not used to other canteens, you can go to the orthopedic canteen. Eat more good food, supplement nutrition, sleep more and rest more."
Jiang Feng heard a lot of words from the doctor before reacting: "Doctor, do you mean that I have a high fever because of overwork?"
"It can also be understood." The doctor nodded. "Long-term high-intensity work, a high degree of mental tension, once relaxed, it is prone to some symptoms. And your endocrine disorders are also caused by long-term high-intensity work, but not serious. No need to take medicine, take more rest, and return to normal work and rest will soon return to normal. "
After talking, the doctor left, leaving Jiang Feng dumbfounded in the hospital bed.
Is he overworked?
Is this too much work?
Can this be overworked?
Jiang Feng felt that if he was too overworked, most of the 996 might only have a way to die suddenly.
Jiang Feng thought for a long time while sitting on the hospital bed. UU read the book only to come up with a reason that could explain why he was overworked.
Braised pork.
Hard work buff of braised pork.
The buff of braised pork can make people keep their enthusiasm for work for 12 hours in a row, work hard and go all out, but people's energy is limited, and 12 hours of concentrated work will definitely bring a certain degree of burden to the body.
It may be consumed mentally, but not necessarily physically.
Not to mention Jiang Feng's buff for more than two months in a row, it is not impossible for the body to experience symptoms of overwork.
This buffed pork buff is like a tonic. It is useful to eat and eat occasionally. It is very useful, but if you take the tonic as a meal, if you overdo it, the tonic will become a poison.
To understand this, Jiang Feng could not help but sigh.
Although Buff is good, it can't be eaten every day.
It's a drug that is three-way poisoning. This thing has sequelae!