Chapter 333

? she has just come to this world in a trance. The spring in Germany is cold and empty in her memory, which is more terrible than winter.

She sleeps in the subway station and eats the food given to her by others. She thinks about her name and home every day. However, the past is blank. No matter how hard she tries to think and how she cries, she still stops at this point.

Helplessness, strangeness, fear and fear are better than where to go.

After a month like this, her clothes are worn out and her people are dirty. She looks like a real beggar. People in the past will give her some change or bread.

Until one day, she suddenly fainted on the ground and woke up in the hospital.

"Miss, you are pregnant."

"pregnant." Lying in the hospital bed, she was shocked and speechless. Although she lost her memory, she was not stupid. Naturally, she knew why a woman would become pregnant.

Oh, my God! Which man made her pregnant?

At that moment, she felt that the sky was going to fall down, but when she thought of a lovely little life in her stomach, her life seemed to find sustenance and direction again. After giving birth to the child, she was not alone, and she could start over again.

After leaving the hospital, she found a job as a waiter. After saving some money, she rented a house, gave herself a new name and set a new age.

The new memory set sail, there is no Liu Mengyao in the world, only Ning Xiaoyi.

She used this name to see a doctor and get to know other people. Over time, she found herself and was no longer hesitating, because she knew that her name was Ning Xiaoyi.

With her stomach getting bigger and bigger every day, she can't do the job of the waiter. The restaurant dismissed Ning Xiaoyi, so she has to continue looking for work elsewhere.

"Boss, do you need someone to do the dishes?"

Push open the door of the restaurant, as if it is the line of fate, pull her into the general, where she met Bai chuxia, because of this encounter, she really set foot on the wheel of fate.

Early summer seems to be a guide, can take her to the place she finally wants to go.

Fate is such a strange second thing.

The boss looked at Ning Xiaoyi coldly, pointing to Bai chuxia, "don't you see that you already have a big stomach? Go, go, we don't need it.".

"But I really need a job." Ning Xiaoyi begged her. She has been looking for a day. If she can't find a job today, she will be driven out by the landlord tomorrow.

"You need it, we don't need it." the boss's cold eye is more aggressive.

Seeing Ning Xiaoyi so pitiful, Bai chuxia thought that she was both pregnant women in Tianya and all Chinese, and her heart softened, "boss, you want her.".

"You go, I didn't let you go.".

Bai chuxia was just about to knock his head with a plate, and then he tried to bear it back. "That's a big deal. You want her to pay less for us.".

"If you really want to help her, let her stay and you go.".

"Get the hell out of your mother. You're bald. You'll have a son. You don't have an asshole. You don't have any sympathy. The restaurant will close down sooner or later." Bai chuxia scolded him in Chinese. After scolding, he regretted that he wanted to hit the wall.

But Ning Xiaoyi couldn't help laughing there.

"Get rid of both -" the boss kicked them out.

"I'm sorry, it's all me. You didn't have a job." Ning Xiaoyi felt guilty.

Bai chuxia generously waved his hand "it's OK, it's OK. I didn't want to do it for a long time. I drew a circle to curse him." but even though he said that, his heart was happy, but his life was bad.

"Ha ha, you are so cute. By the way, my name is Ning Xiaoyi. What's your name?"

"White early summer, call me early summer, you are not careful to make a big belly ah?"

Ning Xiaoyi's face turned red.

"You don't want to say that it doesn't matter. Anyway, I was hurt by the bastard who killed thousands of knives. I couldn't give up if I didn't want to, so I had to leave home," Bai chuxia said helplessly.

"So it is," Ning Xiaoyi nodded. "In the early summer, we should first look for a job.".

"Well, but it's too late today. Tomorrow, I'll find a job. I'll take it on me." Bai chuxia patted his chest with loyalty.

On that day, Ning Xiaoyi was in a good mood. It was her first sincere smile since she came to Germany.

Because of Bai chuxia's happy days, Ning Xiaoyi felt that her life was much happier. They rented the house together, retreated, went to have a physical examination and looked for a job together. Although they were often scolded and pushed out, sometimes they would cry together, but it was not so hard.

In retrospect, their deepest memories may be the days when they squatted in the dirty alleys, looking at the gloomy gray sky, shivering by the cold wind, frostbite all over their hands, and reaching into the cold water to wash dishes, they often felt painful and wanted to cry.

Ning Xiaoyi is less than half a month away from the date of delivery, and the restaurant owner is also afraid of death, so they do not want them. After a discussion, they have to live in a rural town with low rent and give birth to the child.For the future, Ning Xiaoyi is still very worried.

And these days, let her even more do not know is that someone has been secretly monitoring her.

In the middle of the night in the countryside, there was no one outside. Soon after Ning Xiaoyi went to bed, she was awakened by the coolness between her legs. Only then did she realize that she was wet with urine and had a terrible stomachache. Although she had no experience in giving birth to children, she immediately knew that she was going to have a baby.

She endured the pain, got out of bed and climbed to the side of early summer, shaking her "early summer, you wake up, wake up, I can't help it",,,,,

Bai chuxia is sleeping soundly, opening her eyes mistily, and asking "what's the matter, Xiaoyi".

"I'm going to have a baby.".

"What?" Bai chuxia yelled, unable to put on her coat in the winter, she helped Ning Xiaoyi downstairs. "You hold on, I'll call someone, we'll go to the hospital right away, and we'll hold on to it. Ning Xiaoyi watched her run out of the door and collapsed on the sofa in pain. Minutes and seconds passed, but no one came. She couldn't hold on. She was afraid and desperate, She felt that something was coming out of her body. She couldn't take care of it. She took off her pants and put it on the ground with a soft cloth, thinking that if the baby was born, she would not hurt him. "

she lay on the ground, exhausted her strength, sweating, and finally felt something falling off her body. After a sigh of relief, a stream of liquid also flowed out of her body and lost consciousness 。

The child lies in her blood pool, has not yet opened her eyes, the whole body white cellular water to wrap, outside of the lovely.

But fate is also the God of cruelty. A pair of scissors cut the umbilical cord which is linked together. From then on, she let her mother and son separate the world. Liu Mengfei gazed at her sister's face and walked away with her child's head in her arms. Go to die at ease. Anyway, there is no Liu Mengyao in the world.

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, except for the time when she was standing up and crying, she would like to see her child standing up for the first time.

If one has to go through a heartrending life, the years after losing her child are the most painful days for Ning Xiaoyi. Every day is like the abyss of life. She cries and dries her tears. She thinks that if the child dies, she doesn't want to live, but she has the motivation to look for it.

In those two months, she did not know the difference between day and night, nor did she know whether she was eating rice or mud. What she tasted most was salty and astringent.

Days continue to another child's arrival, Shuo Shuo was born will smile, hair black, skin white, lips red as if to drip blood, Ning Xiaoyi holding him, the little guy on her smile.

At that moment, the cool and desperate heart was illuminated by the warm sun. She imagined that her own child was so lovely. She laughed at her, hugged the child and carefully kissed his face. Her heart felt warm and moved to tears.

She was very happy when she was raising Shuo Shuo. When she heard the tearful call of her mother, she was happy at the same time. She was still grateful for the early summer. In fact, she knew that she also wanted Shuo Shuo to call her mother. Which woman would be willing to call her aunt.

From Germany to the United States, followed by the early summer back to Hong Kong, and then from Hong Kong to the Bai family, after several years of tossing and turning, it was fate that made her step by step close to her destiny and finally came to him.

Although the memory has been broken for many years, when Ning Xiaoyi stands in front of the White House, everything will be linked again.

Some people say that the most unforgettable thing in the past life, even if reincarnation, will often appear in the dream.

And people who have lost their memory, when they see the person who has the deepest memory in her mind before the amnesia, will also feel it in an instant. Therefore, when jiyeche stands in front of her again after 6 years, the flash of lightning will run out of her and hold his hand foolishly.

But Ji Ye Che has no impression on her at all.

Even if she didn't have the memory of loving him, she would still be in love with him after meeting again, as if she had lost her memory many times. She would still fall in love at first sight. The blushing, heart beating, little happiness and little lost mood are all connected one by one.

She really walked into his world, came to his side and participated in his life.

After such a big circle, she came to the wharf where her happiness was about to set sail, waiting to get on the boat.

*****Ning Xiaoyi opened her eyes and looked at the time. It was already six o'clock. Xiwen was going to kindergarten from today. Che had a major operation today. She had to make a good breakfast for them.

Get up, put on clothes, make breakfast, she suddenly feel a stomachache, go to the bathroom, she can't wait to push open, a door, see jiyeche urinate, suddenly embarrassed, she wanted to crash to death.