The night was still, and a few bright rays of light came into the room through the gaps in the curtains.

The boy's back bent, a pair of hands against the man's strong chest, in the dark, curled black as crow feather eyelashes quickly blinked, he nervously swallowed a mouthful, stammered: "sorry, brother, you are a..." Good people.

The second half was forced back by him.

Wei Zhe didn't know that he was almost sent a good card. Wei Jing's answer was reasonable and unexpected. But it is absolutely impossible to say that there is no disappointment.

"Why not? You don't like me? " Men's bone knot distinct fingers rub in the young sensitive delicate clavicle, like a light floating feather, every time, with bursts of numbness and itching.

Wei Jing wants to hide behind, but the man's other hand firmly around his waist, so that he can not retreat.

"I, I, I love big brother. It's the love of relatives, not lovers." He held back for a long time, and finally held out this sentence.

"After the passion between lovers, don't they gradually turn into relatives?" Wei Zhe slowly opened his mouth, "we are directly in place, is not better than others?"

Wei Jing: Shocked to speechless!

"Do you want me to marry another woman? Will you start a family with others in the future? " Wei Zhe pressed him step by step, and then he said, "don't you have to answer me now? There's still time between us. You can think about it

Wei Jing that a "don't want to" was suddenly blocked in the mouth.

Since big brother is not in a hurry, he will take his time! Wei Xiaojing, who is a shrinking turtle, spits on himself in silence. He has the answer vaguely in his heart. However, compared with the identity of lovers, he thinks that the identity of his brother is more stable.

Between lovers, once there is a gap between the feelings, the cracks enlarge, it will fall apart, like enemies.

As long as Wei Jing thought that there would be such a possibility between him and Wei Zhe, he felt like a knife in his heart and had difficulty breathing.

"Well, sleep!"

The man held his whole body in his arms, and the familiar breath came to his face. Wei Jing bit his lip, clenched and loosened his five fingers. After several times, he could not push the man out of his body.

Calculate forget it! Just this once.

He thought so, and he fell asleep.

***

Li Fei spent a busy day in the police station. Early the next morning, he found a car and took Li Qiang's body to the funeral home for cremation.

The nightmare in his life has now become a handful of ashes in his hand. Li Fei took the ordinary brown red urn back home. His house is on the top floor. It's a common house type, three bedrooms and one living room. When he got home, his mother was sitting in the living room sweeping the floor.

A woman in her forties and fifties had age spots on her face, her skin was yellow and wrinkled, her hair was gray, and her fingers were covered with a thick cocoon. When she saw Li Fei, she showed a loving smile, "Xiaofei, are you back so early? Isn't it three months? "

"The work is over early." Li Fei's hands on shoes stopped for a moment. He put the urn aside. His light eyebrows were covered with a golden halo by the warm sun at dusk. "Mom, I want to tell you something. You should be prepared mentally. Don't be scared?"

"Did your father owe money outside again?" When the woman heard the speech, her voice soared, and her eyes fell down, "son! Anyway, he's your father. You can't watch him die! If you don't have any money on hand, shall we borrow it

Familiar words, familiar tone, familiar tears.

Li Fei, wearing slippers, stood quietly beside the shoe rack. His eyes were covered with thick black circles. Because of the hard work of these two days, Li Fei had no blood at all. He gave a meaningless smile and said, "he is dead."

"What?" The woman was stunned.

The man said, "the day before yesterday, when I was outside, he was killed by a psychopath. I have been dealing with his affairs these two days." He said, pointing to the brown and red urn on the floor, "this is the cremated ashes."

"Death Dead. " The woman stood there for a few seconds. Until Li Fei walked to her side, she seemed to have a nightmare. She bent down to hold the ashes box and cried, "I'll let you stop gambling. You don't listen. Now it's all right. There's no more people, nothing..."

She cried hoarse, as if the next second will cry fainting away.

Li Fei turned his head. His eyes were light and thin, like a gust of wind. He took a bottle of mineral water from the refrigerator and sipped it. His stomach, which had been empty for most of the day, was aching faintly. "What do you want to eat at night? There seems to be corn in the refrigerator. I'll make a corn spareribs and stir fried cabbage. I have to go to the supermarket to buy something tomorrow! Otherwise, the refrigerator will be empty... " Yes.

"What do you think?" The woman looked up and looked at him in disbelief with her red and swollen eyes. "This is your father. Aren't you sad when your father is dead? This is the father who gave you life"Why be sad?" Looking back at the past, Li Fei couldn't see a glimmer of brilliance in his dark eyes. He didn't understand: "he was violent to your family. He was in debt outside, which disturbed our good days. Now he is dead, you should be happy."

"You, you, you..." The woman seemed to realize for the first time what kind of person her son was. She went mad and cried, "how could I have such a selfish son as you? The dead are the biggest. No matter what he did wrong in his life, now others are dead. Why can't I forgive him?"

Why should I forgive him? Li Fei thought.

"Good, good!" She said three good words in a row, "will you do the same to me when I die in the future? I don't have a son like you. Get out of here. "

"Mom, you..." Li Fei stepped forward two steps. He wanted to say, how can this be the same? He's him, you're you? You are totally different. But the woman's disgusting eyes made him stiff.

"Go away!"

He pursed his lips, even the shoes are too late to change, numb so directly went out.

Li Fei looked at the ordinary security door in front of him. His heart seemed to hurt a little, but after a careful perception, the pain disappeared. Camouflage in the outside good, why still want to continue camouflage in own home?

Shouldn't they be happy that the man who hurt both of them, like a pest, has disappeared completely?

From a very young age, Li Fei watched the man press his mother under his body, punching one punch after another, until he had no strength to stop, day after day, year after year. The family's source of income depends on women doing manual work outside. Occasionally, if a man wins money, he will give a generous one or two hundred.

But that's a very small number. More often than not, he would rummage through his suitcases and try to find a woman's deposit.

Li Fei would ask - Mom, why don't you divorce your father?

Women will smile bitterly and say - divorce, what do you do? I am a woman, how to live with you!

He didn't understand. Wouldn't it be better without that man? Why can't you go on??

Later, as he grew older and learned to draw with Xu Jiaming, he gradually realized that what he lacked was not money, but a heart that wanted to stand up for himself. They are used to attaching their future to other people, even if it is a person who has rotted to the point of stinking.

Many years ago, he spent a lot of energy to get his mother to agree to go to the court to prove the divorce. On the way back, she cried a lot, then held him in her arms and said, "I'll only have you in the future. You should strive for your courage. Don't be like your father..."

Because of this, he changed himself, he became smooth, and he would talk and laugh with people he didn't like.

Contacts gradually rise, fame also slowly rise.

He got into a good university, saved up money, and was about to surprise his mother when they could have their own house.

The man He's back.

With a lot of debt, he knelt down in front of them and cried, saying that he would change it and begged them to save him. Li Fei was indifferent. This man, in his heart, had been doubtless with the dead.

At that time, the woman was still cold and refused to forgive the man.

However But half a month later, her heart, on the man. She cried and said, "those people out there are so scary. Anyway? He's your father, and he knows he's wrong. Let's give him a chance to spend the rest of his life together with Meimei. "

Li Fei was bored and didn't want to agree, but couldn't stand her mother's tears.

With the debt of more than 800000, we will lose more than half of our money. But this is just the beginning of the nightmare. When a man comes home, he is honest for a while, and then he changes his face. First he owes hundreds, then thousands, and finally 10000 or 20000

This is a bottomless pit.

And now The bottomless hole disappeared.

Li Fei's delicate face curved a small happy smile. He took a look at his slippers, then at the security door, and then walked towards the elevator. Fortunately, he always had his wallet on him. He would buy a pair of shoes and stay in a hotel for a few days.

Li Fei chose a hotel far away from home. He didn't know what was wrong with him? Maybe you want to get away from the man?

The hotel is decorated elegantly. People come and go in suits and leather shoes. Li Fei's eyebrows are very good. When he looks at you, it looks like spring water. It's soft and beautiful. When he laughs, there will be a dimple on his right cheek, which makes people want to poke it twice.

"Senior brother Li?" When Wei Jing saw him, he was still somewhat unbelievable, "Why are you here?"

Li Fei happened to put the room card in his pocket. He said, "it has been dealt with over there, but I have something to do. I will stay in the hotel these days."

After all, it was Li Fei's biological father who died. Wei Jing didn't ask much. He glanced and saw that the elevator was about to arrive at the first floor. He was flustered. The young man's soft fingers pulled Li Fei, who was still in a daze, "elder martial brother Li, let's go to dinner! It's my treat"Ah?"

"What would you like to eat? Western food or Chinese food? Forget it, let's have Chinese food He grabbed Li Fei and ran to a slightly remote Chinese restaurant.

Li Fei suddenly wanted to smile. It was not a fake smile to deal with in order to communicate, but a pleasure revealed from the bottom of his heart. His smiling eyes and brows were bent. A touch of sunshine suddenly came into his eyes, which was originally like a pool of stagnant water. "Did you and Mr. Wei quarrel and contradict each other?"

Wei Jing, who was drinking water, was almost choked. He could not set up a channel: "how do you know?" He didn't say anything yet?

"What else do you have to hide from?" Li Fei's expression that I had seen through everything, he said with a little doubt: "no! As far as I know about you two, I shouldn't be able to fight? Or you two can't fight at all

Wei Jing puts down his water cup, his face is mysterious and unpredictable That's because you don't know us at all. " Ma Ma! Can this person read mind?

He and Wei Zhe did not quarrel as far as Li Fei was concerned, but he was hiding unilaterally at present.

In Wei Jing's idea, since Wei Zhe has given himself time to think about it, it means that he still has the right to refuse. But in the morning, he began to move his hands and feet, kiss from time to time, and say two numb love words

It seems to have entered into the life mode of old husband and wife!!!!

Wei Jing was scared. He just sneaked out of the room while he was on the phone, trying to calm down. I didn't expect to meet Li Fei downstairs, and then I was flustered He took Li Fei with him.

"Well! What are you arguing about Li Fei holds his chin in both hands and looks at the boy with a smile on his mouth.

"That Let me tell you one thing, and you must not be surprised. " There was a trace of embarrassment on his delicate face. His long curled eyelashes blinked uneasily. His voice was as small as a pathetic cub Oh! It's a man. "

Li Fei's subconscious reminders after hearing the speech You're not an adult. Don't be cheated. "

When he looked at Wei Jing's beautiful face, he felt uneasy. How could he not find it before? The child has grown up, not as childish as he was when he was a child.

It's a face that men and women want to possess.

The innocence in the eyes that I don't understand □, is that people want to teach him the books and let him burn different colors because of himself.

Men's eyes subconsciously turned around, as expected, there are many people are secretly aiming at this side. Maybe it's because he was peeked at by others since he was young. Li Fei doesn't feel much. He looks at the boy who is still struggling to organize his language

I don't think it's any more.

"So? Does your elder brother disagree? " Li Fei simply opened his mouth, "if it was me, I would not agree. You are still so young. What do you know? Go to school and you'll meet better people when you grow up. "

"No, my elder brother, he agreed, but I think I disagree a little bit? " Wei Jing broke the jar, and he said vaguely: "that man grew up with me since childhood. Although we are not relatives, we are better than relatives. I didn't expect that he would have such a mind for me."

Li Fei said: "it's good to refuse. It's just that feelings can't come."

"But then he will marry another woman, and we will be separated from each other in the future. I I don't want to be separated from him. " Wei Jingwei said wrongly.

Li Fei, "..." You need to ask me??

"Elder martial brother Li, what kind of lover do you want to find in the future? What is the ideal type? " Wei Jing still remembers Nie ningle saying that Li Fei likes men. When he can't find any other gay, he simply asks Li Fei to learn from him.

"Me?" Li Fei was stunned when he was asked. He lowered his head, held the teacup in his hands, and his eyebrows and eyes were cold. "I don't have anyone I like, and I can't imagine my future cohabitation with another woman or man. Maybe Am I cold? "

The last sentence he said was somewhat uncertain.

When he was very young, he would think about what kind of wife he would marry in the future? He will not be like his father, rough on his wife, he will work well, make money to support the family?

But now Think of your father, mother, think of that painful marriage?

He couldn't imagine what kind of person he would spend the rest of his life with. If he finally became a parent, it would be better to end it at the beginning.

"Don't talk about me. Let's continue to talk about you." Now he doesn't want to drink his own sweet milk from his stomach

Wei Jing bit his lip, like a shrunken balloon, "OK! I know it's impossible. I'll think about it again"Is he good to you? How is your family? " Li Fei started from practical problems.

Wei Jing thought about it for a moment and drew an analogy, "very good! It's just as good to me as my big brother. If my family background is Not bad anyway He didn't dare to say too much for fear of losing his horse.

Li Fei himself has never liked people, and he knows nothing about emotional problems. "If you like it, you'd better be together. As for the issue of children? It's better to find a surrogate. It's just that you can't be open to the public! Moreover, there is no guarantee in law. The risk is very big. In terms of my own attitude, I do not agree with it. "

But If you just give up? What if I regret one day?

Life is like innumerable fork in the road, a choice is different, the result behind is quite different. He still remembers a short story he saw many years ago.

There is a very fat little girl, once she went to the library to read a book, and a boy crowded together, the other party because of her can not cross the road.

The girl is very shy, she flustered said sorry.

It doesn't matter if the boy says it politely.

Therefore, they became friends, became lovers, and finally got married and had children. They lived a happy life.

The girl was born again after her death. In order to make herself an excellent woman for her husband in the previous life, she lost weight, made up and wore beautiful clothes. On the day when I met a man, I would like to say hello to him with a smile.

But the man just indifferent to her way - sorry, please let me.

From then on, they became strangers. [Note 1]

"you're right. I'll think it over." As soon as the boy's voice dropped, the mobile phone kept ringing. He took out a look. He thought it was the elder brother's, but it was his agent's.

Wei Jing connected the phone, and he wondered, "what's the matter? What can I do for you? " After all He doesn't have any new works recently! Or the serial one.

"My little ancestor! How can you reply casually on a flying pigeon The agent also broke his heart for him, "you see, now the painting style on the flying pigeon has become what ghost appearance?"

"What words?" Wei Jing is puzzled.

The agent over there who had been on holiday with his wife rubbed his forehead with a headache and said, "is that Xiao Yiyuan before? Remember? Did you chat with him yesterday on the flying pigeon? Now it's all over the pigeon. You say that your God bullies the young newcomer, your tone is arrogant, and it's uncomfortable to listen to people condescending. "

Wei Jing's words are difficult I just said, OK, it's OK! It's also a quarrel. To show consideration, I've got a smiling face That is after the famous skin smile meat does not smile small expression.

"You can see for yourself, but don't speak any more. I'll take care of it. OK?” People who have to work overtime on national day can't afford to be injured!

“OK。” Wei JINGLUE a little guilty should.

After hanging up the phone, he secretly landed on the microblog, only to see a curse below, and occasionally someone who helped him speak was immediately scolded. There are Xiao Yiyuan's fans, Shuijun, and netizens who follow the trend.

Blanket: you don't mind ha ha ha! You don't mind a hair? Who gave you such proud courage? Liang Jingru?

I'm Yiyuan's wife: it's not that our family Yiyuan has a good temper and just said a few words on your microblog. What's the matter? Flying pigeon is such a public platform that other people are not allowed to comment on two sentences. If you have the ability, don't draw it? Junk paintings.

Pink: rubbish, rubbish!!

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