CH 15

The two of them kissed intimately.

In the eyes of others, they just have a good relationship.

However, Qu Lanqin, who has returned from rebirth and likes the same sex, can easily see that the relationship between the two is much more intimate than that of classmates, girl friends, etc.

During the interval, Qu Lanqin looked at the corner of the classroom, the two people who were very close, and her thoughts couldn’t help but return to his previous life.

At that time, she also transferred to this aristocratic school like today, but unlike Mu Qingxue, who was cold and lonely and completely out of group, she had a normal family background but a cheerful personality. She quickly made friends and integrated into the class.

In fact, before she realized that she liked Mu Qingxue, Qu Lanqin’s attitude towards Mu Qingxue was faintly disdainful.

Because she felt that Mu Qingxue was really arrogant.

Obviously, her family background is worse than her own. She is an orphan, but she always looks cold and refuses to interact with others. It’s like she’d rather be thousands of miles away, as if then, no one can see her hateful appearance.

In high school, there were not many intersections between the two of them, and when they got to college, the gap between the two of them became bigger and bigger.

She worked hard and pulled all-nighters to get admitted to Imperial Capital University, but in the end, she gradually became mediocre in the talented Imperial University, and she…

Was like a pearl with dust being whisked away, getting brighter and brighter.

During college, she had bumped into Mu Qingxue several times, but this person was really indifferent. Looking at her was like looking at a stranger, and there was no fluctuation between her eyebrows.

It was probably at that time that she fell in love with her.

The woman who was already cold and aloof, because of the polishing of time, became more and more noble, and between her gestures, she carried a strange enchanting aura that caused people to lose their minds.

Mu. Qing. Xue.

These simple three words have captivated many men and women enchantingly. Qu Lanqin, who had experienced this first hand, also knew this. 

At that time, Qu Lanqin tasted the taste of secret love for the first time.

And many years after that.

She also let herself sink deeper and deeper.

Like a tiny seed that eventually grew into a towering tree, she was immersed in the beauty of Mu Qingxue and couldn’t extricate herself.

She flipped through Mu Qingxue’s every move carefully in her mind, and repeated what Mu Qingxue had said to her and the expression on her face.

Her heart was sore and swollen when she missed Mu Qingxue, and every time she dreamed at midnight, she would feel infinite emptiness after waking up.

She disguised herself well during the day.

She would laugh and play with her friends wantonly, work hard, complain to her boss, and see various strange and interesting things on the Internet.

It was as if Mu Qingxue had never appeared in her life.

If there was no such thing, perhaps, she would keep her love for Mu Qingxue in her heart for the rest of her life, and would not tell anyone.

…

A few years after graduation.

She was invited to a high school reunion.

With the thought that maybe Mu Qingxue would go, she did not refuse.

Even though she didn’t mix well by herself, even though she knew that her high school classmates were all rich children, she still went.

She wore her most expensive and beautiful clothes, painted the most exquisite and gorgeous makeup, and arrived at the place with an unclear mind.

In the hotel, she saw Mu Qingxue as she had thought.

She sat silently in the corner without making a sound, as cold and lonely as ever, but of everyone present, no one dared to underestimate her.

Qu Lanqin felt several times that those people were afraid of Mu Qingxue.

Suppressing her beating heart, she walked to her best friend and talked and chatted with a few classmates she knew well, but her eyes glanced at Mu Qingxue from time to time.

Mu Qingxue was quietly a little out of place at the classmates’ meeting, which was gradually becoming warmer.

She was still so good-looking, and had a kind of beauty that the more you look at it, the more delicious it is.

Just when she couldn’t contain herself and wanted to talk to Mu Qingxue, an exclamation sounded from outside the room.

She raised her head slightly, and saw a white figure running straight from the door to Mu Qingxue, and finally hugged Mu Qingxue.

Shocked and stunned, her heartache was unbearable.

She watched Mu Qingxue soften her expression, touched the girl’s head with a smile in her eyes, and spoke softly in a voice she missed so much.

The rings in the hands of the two women flickered with extremely dazzling light under the lamp.

It turned out that Mu Qingxue already had someone she liked.

It turned out that Mu Qingxue would also be gentle with others.

It turned out that Mu Qingxue could laugh too.

Qu Lanqin knew that she was beautiful, but that night, Mu Qingxue turned a blind eye to the color of her elaborate dress.

——Because in her eyes, there is only that girl named Bai Youyou.

After the reunion, they did not meet again.

Mu Qingxue walked higher and higher. One of them was in the sky and the other was on the ground. Even if she looked up, she couldn’t see her back, so she could only let life go in despair.

She was muddled and extremely ordinary. She had been unmarried all her life, and she had tried to make a few boyfriend and girlfriend friends, but in the end she was gone.

As life gradually disappeared.

Qu Lanqin whispered her prayer.

She wants to take possession of her, even if she does whatever it takes, if there is another life, she will definitely do her best to occupy the position next to her, and no one can stop her.