After entering the CIREN palace, the fifth Princess and the fifth master saluted and then retired.
Kangxi knelt directly in front of the Empress Dowager's couch, regardless of the swelling and pain on his feet.
After a pair of battlefield training, full of calluses of hands, the Empress Dowager's hand in the palm.
"Huang e Niang, my son has come to see you."
"Emperor..." the Empress Dowager held Kangxi back.
She could hear the voice and feel Kangxi's hand.
However, she could only lie on the silk pillow inlaid with money python, unable to move.
Even if she wanted to turn her head and take a look at Kangxi, her heart was more than her strength.
A wrinkled face, waxy yellow.
Even wearing a warm hat can't cover the white silk on the temples.
Dry lips, the same color as the face.
Seeing Kangxi's eyes scarlet, the palm of his hand trembled slightly: "Huang e Niang, son is in."
In his eyes, besides scarlet, there was a glimmer of joy.
A few days ago, the Empress Dowager was in a coma and could not speak.
Today, she was able to name him and speak.
The Empress Dowager noticed Kangxi's shaking hand and a smile was drawn from the corner of her mouth: "the AI family is not afraid. What are you shaking? Even if the AI family is gone, you are still the emperor of the Qing Dynasty..."
"no..." Kangxi shook her head, "you have not been ill before, but you will get better this time. Look, you can talk to me."
"My family's illness... My family knows clearly... This time, I'm afraid it's no good..."
Kangxi held his lips and wanted to say something to comfort him.
But his throat was itchy and he didn't interrupt the Empress Dowager.
"When I was young, the AI family was not allowed to be spoiled, and failed to open branches and scatter leaves for the royal family, but the AI family never regretted." The Empress Dowager's voice was weak and powerless. Every time she said a word, she had to slow down for several times, "because... The AI family has a son like you, which is more filial than your own son, so there is no regret..."
Kangxi bit the back alveolar and said with red eyes, "but I am not a good father."
In the past how iron bloodless emperor, in front of this legitimate mother, finally talked about the helpless in the heart.
His voice was not as dignified as before, but full of vicissitudes and old age.
The imperial education system of Qing Dynasty was strict, so he could not let his sons do nothing.
Is that not a joke for the world and will be recorded in history.
Therefore, the brothers practice in winter and summer.
At that time, the rest system had not been improved. They only took five days off a year, only once or twice a day, and each time could not exceed a quarter of an hour.
The subjects studied are all textbooks compiled by advanced Confucianism and ancestors.
In addition to knowing Manchu, Mongolian and Chinese, we also need to know some Uyghur and Tibetan.
In recent years, several foreign languages have been added and taught by missionaries.
Calligraphy and painting, horse riding and archery, including swimming, should also be learned.
The purpose is to make them develop morally, intellectually and physically.
This is why the Qing emperors were diligent.
Because of the education they received when they were young, they knew that everything was hard won.
But... This kind of education, will cause each elder brother to be quite outstanding.
So, the question comes.
"Alas..." the Empress Dowager sighed, "most of everyone's talent and personality are born in their bones. Sometimes... If you can teach them to become talents, you can't teach them to be human beings..."
Kangxi: "my son is not a good husband either."
After the Yuan Dynasty, hersheri gave birth to the prince for him, but he fought at the border.
At that time, he was in power at the beginning, and there were many unrest and wars at the border.
Before has lost a legitimate son, if loses another legitimate son.
The world will say that God does not protect him, and the military situation will certainly be unstable.
Therefore, his first empress, for the sake of the war at the border and the stability of the Qing Dynasty, sacrificed so much.
He, however, failed to look at her.
The second empress, Niu Ke Lu, served him for many years and accompanied him through the most difficult days.
But he only granted the queen, the next year it was gone, did not enjoy any good fortune.
Later a check, just know that the New Cobalt Lu's body has not been very good.
However, in order not to affect him, she kept it secret.
Since then, he has thought that he is not a queen, and he intends not to set up a future.
Later, she met Tong Jia. When she was the imperial concubine, she was fair and friendly to others, and won a lot of praise from inside and outside the palace.
she also kept the harem in order and raised several elder brothers.
It's not that she can't have a baby. She had a little princess before, but she died in less than a month.At that time, he was not in the palace.
The house of the interior regarded the child as an ominous thing, only wrapped in a sheet and burned out of the palace.
Tong Jia's family became depressed. Even though he was not easily pregnant, he met with dystocia.
This time, as a husband, he finally accompanied the woman and saved the adult.
It's a pity that the nine month old child is gone. He is still an elder brother.
Since then, Tong Jia's illness will not rise.
For this woman, nothing else, he has feelings for her.
Even if it was not granted, he was like a queen in his heart.
Until Tong Jia's illness was too fast, he held a happy attitude and named him queen.
But the next day, she left like that.
Throughout history, this is probably the only queen who has only been a queen for one day.
Once upon a time, people all said that he had a hard life, but he never believed in him.
Moreover, as long as someone said, he killed the man.
Gradually, no one dares to say anything.
But at that moment, he began to doubt himself.
Since then, he has secretly vowed in his heart that he will never stand in this life!
When the Empress Dowager heard the frustration in Kangxi's words, she felt heartache.
"Your life is better than your imperial exam. Although he made so many contributions to the Qing Dynasty, in the end, he not only shaved her hair and became a monk for the sake of Princess Dong E, but also died. "
The Empress Dowager gasped for a few breaths and continued: "at last, he was so depressed that he was only in his twenties. Before he died, he said that he would never be born in the imperial family in the next life. At that time, his only heart was Princess Dong E, who had forgotten his responsibility as an emperor, so much so that he attracted abuse from the courtiers and the people. "
Kangxi: "you should remember that you were born in an emperor's family and became an emperor. Naturally, you can't be like an ordinary man. As an emperor, you can't hope for your responsibility. You should put the country first in everything, or you will become a faint monarch!" The Empress Dowager's tone was accentuated.
"Yes, Huang e Niang."
"Even if it's negative blood and women, you can't be negative to the people in the world... You've done it, and you've done a good job..."
Kangxi: "my son Xuanye..."
"mother, son is here."
The sound of Xuanye was called on the top of Kangxi's heart.
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