Chapter2.1453

At the moment, the anger and grievance that had been accumulated for a day, just like a volcano, broke out of control.

Ruoyin sat on the ground and didn't cry. She just shed tears.

Soon, Banmei came in.

Seeing Ruoyin falling on the ground, Banmei supported her and sat back on the chair.

Ruoyin then holds half plum's waist, buries the face in the half plum's waist to shed tears.

Half Mei is like coaxing sisters, protecting her in her arms and stroking her hair with one hand.

"Banmei, I want to leave him." Her choking murmur was not angry, but from the bottom of her heart.

Half Mei's loyalty over the years, Ruoyin, is in the eye, so she speaks her heart.

She needs someone to talk to too much.

She really, really, really feels wronged.

These days, she paid so much for him, but he did not trust her at all.

The old four masters, will give her enough trust.

Even if she was framed by the concubines, a man approached her, and the Empress Dowager wronged her.

But he trusted her all the time.

It's impossible to say unconditional trust.

He always said that he believed in her fairness in managing the affairs of the harem.

Especially after he ascended the throne, there was a new year's day when Er Ge Ge said in public that she was a legitimate mother who treated the emperor's descendants harshly. He said, "I believe you.".

William presented her with a red diamond pendant in front of Mongolian kings and civil and military officials. He also said, "I believe you too.".

Nianshi planted the Empress Dowager on her birthday and framed the emperor's heir. He was against the ministers, concubines and even the Empress Dowager. He still said, "I believe you.".

Over the years, what he said to her most was to believe in her.

But now, he did not trust her at all, not at all!

In the past, no matter how many difficulties, no matter how many ups and downs, their hearts are also together.

Now, she feels so vulnerable between them.

It seems that I can't stand a bit of wind and rain.

Once upon a time he gave her a sense of spiritual security.

Later, mentally and emotionally, he gave her a sense of security.

Now, he can't give her a sense of security.

It only gave her endless anxiety and sense of crisis.

There is trust, a sense of security, so stay by his side, no matter what happens, as long as he is there, she is not afraid.

But she didn't even have the most basic trust. What else did she insist on.

Waiting to die?

He believed in her so much before, and she swam on the brink of death several times.

Without his trust, the consequences would have been unthinkable.

The emperor is short of acting skills.

Anyone who frame up is the abyss.

"You can't talk nonsense like that, madam." After half Mei reminds Ruo Yin, she looks around and looks around carefully.

"I'm not talking nonsense. I'm serious."

At this moment, Ruoyin really thought of escaping.

Run away from him, from this breathless queen.

Think back to the years when she came to the Qing Dynasty.

When he was in the residence, he was holding the title of Fujin, but he was actually living a miserable life.

We should be filial to the Royal parents in law.

China wants to have a good relationship with her sister-in-law.

I will take care of the palace properly.

But also to serve the fourth master, for the royal family to extend the descendants!

When he was born, he was framed.

Later in the Yuanmingyuan, although the day was a little easier.

But the fight among the women in the backyard never stopped.

Later, he arrived at the Forbidden City.

The Queen's name is so beautiful that everyone feels that she has boundless scenery, grace and wealth.

But only she knows that there are too many people who covet this position.

The last few years of entering the palace were also the most tiring days for her.

Think about it carefully. When she arrived in the Qing Dynasty, did you ever feel tired?

Aggrieved, to think of the overall situation, bite teeth to swallow.

The fourth master is not happy. He should be a virtuous wife.

It is a normal phenomenon for the emperor to cut off Hu in the back palace. Seeing him cut off, he has to pretend to be indifferent and magnanimous.

When the concubine is pregnant, she should smile and reward her. This is the attitude that the main room should have.

Mother in law is not clear, do younger generation can not exceed the rules, can not be rude, to kneel filial piety, tea delivery water, filial service.

There are countless things like this...

all the year round, I don't know what I'm busy with. In a blink of an eye, it's more than ten years.

In the past ten years, she has been so patient that she has never really been herself.

All along, she always wanted to be a part of the Qing dynasty women.

Be a good daughter of the uranara family.Be a good wife to the fourth master.

Be a good sum Niang.

However, she seems to have forgotten how to be herself.

Who is she.

Her character.

Her dream.

Long ago in the years wear away, also forget.

For whom and why?

It's not for the fourth master, for the peace of the harem!

Now she thinks it through.

After that, she will never live like this again!

Never live like this again!!!

Half Mei listened to Ruoyin seriously, and the whole person was silent.

Maybe she heard Ruoyin's words of determination and sadness. After a moment's silence, she said sincerely and gently: "no matter what decisions your mother makes, as long as your mother is happy, I will always follow you."

Ruoyin: "well, I don't want to aggrieve myself any more."

She doesn't care about his happiness any more.

As long as you are happy and happy.

If she sacrificed her ego and got a happy life.

Well, she thought it was worth it.

But now, she is not happy at all.

As a favorite food, she has no sense of happiness in the face of delicious food, and her appetite has been greatly reduced.

Sleep good enough to touch the pillow to sleep, she actually began to insomnia.

When he was in Suzhou and Ningbo, he heard the promise of the fourth master and once dreamed of a better life in the future.

But reality gave her a heavy blow.

Yes, they are empresses. How can they live as freely as the common people.

At first, she jokes about why the owner can't think about depression.

Now, she understands.

If it goes on like this, I'm afraid she will follow the footsteps of the original owner.

Ha ha, go to his rules, shackles, shackles!

How happy she will be in the future.

If a person is not happy, what is the meaning of life.

"But, madam, have you ever thought about the consequences of upsetting the emperor?"

"If you annoy him, you'll put me in the cold, and if you don't, you'll take my back seat. Just so I don't have to face him. "

Anyway, she didn't care about the back position who brought her great pain.

But no matter what, the fourth master will not kill her.

No matter because she is the sum Niang of three elder brothers.

And the uranara family as the backing.

"Shall we contact the commander in chief and the Lord Wuge?" Ban Mei suggested.

Ruoyin shook his head without hesitation: "no, let's make our own money and cultivate a group of useful slaves in private. In addition, before leaving, the Palace should take care of some things. "

She didn't want to use the uranara family to escape.

In this way, she is free, and the whole family will have to kill nine clans.

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