Part 3, Chapter 7
Lily
It turned out that the short range portal we’d used earlier wasn’t the only magical public transportation available in hell. Kelith explained to me a bit how the network worked, and she said that the one we used was short range, and could take you anywhere that wasn’t teleportation protected, such as the insides of other magical beings – the rare humans in Hell had to wear protection against teleportation accidents.
What this meant was, for a small magic energy tax, my mother would be using a more powerful portal to come visit – in less than an hour from now. I paced around the room Katie and I were staying in, nervous energy building in me. Although I’d grown more confident in my months as a demon, I’d funneled most of that confidence towards being flirty towards my girlfriends, leaving me woefully unequipped in this situation.
It’d been a day since I found out my mother was alive, and I hadn’t spoken to Edith at all. The four of us had had dinner together, but Edith had remained silent, and I didn’t know whether I was thankful for that or felt bad about it.
Katie had been in the bathroom, trying to manifest the perfect outfit using advice Kelith had given her last night. When joined me in our room, showing off her frayed denim(?) short-shorts and her tube top, I felt a deep kinship with Amber, stifling the urge to make a comment about how revealing her outfit was.
Instead, I eyed it curiously, trying to figure out what it was supposed to be made of. I thought the shorts were denim, but it was impossible to tell, on account of the fact that her outfit was swirling and pulsing between orange, purple, pink, and white. “I see you’re taking to demon fashion rather quickly...” Somehow, Katie’s antics had gotten me to stop my pacing for a moment.
She looked down at herself with a satisfied grin, “Yea, I figured I wouldn’t get to do this on earth so...”
A strange thought popped in my head. “What’s stopping us from doing magic in public around humans anyways?”
“Well for me it would hurt the coven – draw the attention of more people and we’d get crushed by opportunistic scavengers, as Mom would put it. For people like you – independents that is – I think it’s just the danger of it. There’s what, like six people that know you’re a demon, and you’ve already got someone after you?”
“Maybe we should organize for rights...” I muttered.
She either ignored me or didn’t hear, eyeing my outfit. “So that’s what you’re wearing?”
I twirled, showing off a near copy of the white dress I’d worn to church. This version was more comfortable – partially due to the supernaturally soft fabric and partially to the fit being better – but also had more frills, ruffles and superfluous bits of lace strewn about. It was indulgent and extravagant, and I’d paired it with a tan wide-brimmed hat and casual strappy sandals to dress it down a bit.
“It looks like a wedding dress,” Katie deadpanned.
I froze, stopping myself from doing a second twirl. “What? No, it barely goes to my calf – wedding dresses are way longer.”
“Yea, maybe in the fifties...”
I glared at her, shifting my dress to pure black and my accessories from a light tan to a darker brown. “There, are you happy?”
“Hmm...” She walked in a circle around me, expression intently focused. “Maybe try a dark blue for the lace and black for the accessories – it'll make your eyes really pop.”
I did as she said, wondering why I was listening to someone that was dressed like a walking sunset. To my surprise, I did like the way the blue lace looked, although I didn’t have a mirror to see if she was right about my eyes.
Katie clapped her hands, shaking me out of my contemplation. “Alright, it’s time to leave!” She grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of the room, ignoring my protests.
I’m not ready for this...
Amber
I woke up in Sophia’s bed, sore and lethargic, to the sound of a measured series of knocks on her door.
It’s too early for this...
I didn’t actually know what time it was, it could’ve been noon for all my drained mind knew, but regardless, I didn’t want to deal with it.
Unfortunately, another series of knocks rang out, and, given that I’d ended up laying on top of Sophia, I was in a better position to answer it. I grumbled under my breath and threw on a shirt and shorts from the floor, not caring if they were mine or if they were on backwards or inside-out.
I opened the door with a yawn, only to freeze when I saw who was standing outside.
What the fuck is my mom doing here?
I slammed the door shut, my heart pounding in my chest as I fumbled with the lock, desperately scrambling for how to handle the situation.
I rolled my eyes, “No, it would be ‘something something village child,’ duh.”
After that short burst, silence settled between us again, a force constantly fighting against the ambient noise around us – the passing conversations, the occasional chirp of a bird, and the clink of porcelain and silverware as we passed a cafe with outdoor seating.
Again unable to let it remain quiet, I asked another question, “Edith, what’s my Mom like?”
She let out a relieved sigh, smiling as she thought about her wife, “Oh, she’s lovely – she’s kind-hearted and fragile, the kind of woman you can’t help but want to cherish and protect,” she laughed, “She can be a bit of an airhead sometimes–”
Katie snorted, covering her mouth with her palm.
“But she’s just so cute. Zamira is energetic and enthusiastic and I love her so much,” Kelith finished.
“Huh,” I let out, “Thanks.” My mind was already elsewhere, trying to reconcile yet another differing opinion on what my mother was like. Unfortunately, my thoughts were interrupted before I could decide how I felt.
Kelith stopped and turned to face the building next to us. “We’re here kids.”
All at once, my nervous energy came back, and this time, I didn’t think Katie’s antics would be enough to make it go away.
Amber
After a tense discussion with Sophia, where I explained to her in no uncertain terms that in an emergency she should save herself and not look back, not even bothering to call the police for help – what could they even do?
She was there for moral and intellectual support – not to fling spells. I still had a long way to go, getting over my stubborn pride, but one of my first steps was admitting that yes, Sophia was smarter than me, knew more about ‘magic runes’ than me, and of course, I found her all the more attractive for it.
I’d said as much to her as we left her dorm room – knowing we still needed to assuage each of our uncertainties when it came to our complicated relationship – and she’d responded with a covered smile and a barely noticeable blush. Mission successful.
Anyways, we made our way to where my mother was waiting, funny business not being worth it in the slightest. We were slightly delayed by one of Sophia’s dormmates asking if we had a lighter – what kind of person smoked at... whatever time it was? – but soon we were in the presence of the bitch, as Sophia put it.
She was noticeably shorter than she usually appeared, coming up inches below both of us, but still standing with regal posture. “Have you decided on a reasonable venue?” she asked, managing to sound both disinterested and annoyed at the same time.
Where is the woman that planned my birthday parties – that raised twenty-seven girls?
I nodded, telling her about the pizza place Sophia and I had met in after I’d gotten spooked on my run. I still didn’t know if my fear had been justified back then, nor did I know what my mom wanted with me right now.
Silence permeated the space around us as we walked to our destination, the few people we passed on the dirty, cracked sidewalk sensing the tension in the air and halting their conversations as they walked by.
My mother strode ahead, her old, heavy-set body not showing in her quick, purposeful movements. Sophia and I had to hurry to keep up, and by the time we entered the chain restaurant, I was forcing myself to breathe slowly, trying to hide how the speed-walking had raised my heart rate.
We sat at the tacky booth, the bright colors clashing with my mother’s elegant draping fabrics and the tension between us. She rushed us through ordering, me and Sophia getting a veggie pizza to share, and her getting a calzone – something I didn’t even know this place offered.
Sophia’s hand grabbed mine under the table, squeezing in reassurement as my mother started across from us.
“Let’s cut the bullshit,” she bulldozed through my shock at her frankness, “I know she’s not dead, you know I know she’s not dead, so let’s talk about why she’s not dead.”
I remained silent, unable to decide between agreeing and questioning what she knew or why she’d gone from talking about me slaying her customer’s ‘son’ to talking about Lily with ‘she’.
She continued, taking my silence as agreement, “My previous strategy of giving you what you needed to succeed and letting you have freedom clearly failed. But I don’t want to give up on you, my daughter,” she leaned back, folding her hands on the table in front of her, “Let me tell you a story about a more naive version of me, and my sister, Zamira Victory – from before I changed my name.”
I stared, unfazed. The only meaning the name held for me was in the author of my demon textbooks, who shared the same last name. It was somewhat surprising that my mother could be Scarlet, but hardly Earth-shattering.
Sophia, on the other hand, tilted her head with narrowed eyes, as if the name had rung a distant bell.
“See, you probably have this vision of me as a long-standing demon hunter, fighting the eternal war against the darkness until my brittle bones fail me,” she scoffed, “But in reality, I am more powerful than I’ve ever been, and, while I have been killing demons for a very long time, I was once close to some as well. Some, like my sister, Zamira,” she held up a finger, and it shifted before our eyes to red skin with a black fingernail – no magic circle, no spell materials, just raw force of will.
At that moment, I finally understood how fucked I was.