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Name:Lost in Your Love Author:
Xiao Nian's funeral was very simple, I didn't invite anyone, and actually didn't have anyone to invite. I knelt in front of Xiao Nian's ashes for a long time, until my legs lost all feeling, until Ye Junli came over to support me.

"Say … Would Xiao Nian forgive me? " "Xiao Nian really looked down upon me after he found out that I was a dancer. When I beat him up so hard, he must have hated me so much in his heart, I never thought that the last time I was with him in my entire life would actually slap him on the face …"

Ye Junli gently caressed my long hair. His gentle voice didn't seem like the words he said, "Don't think too much about it. He won't blame you. I think before he left, he will definitely regret having an argument with you."

"He really won't blame me?" I never thought that one day, I would use this kind of evasive method to seek comfort, in front of a stranger who is completely unfamiliar with Xiao Nian.

Ye Junli nodded. "Since you treated him so well, he definitely wouldn't blame you. He must be watching over you right now."

I burst into tears.

I don't know how much time passed before I recovered. I got up from Ye Junli's embrace and saw a person standing behind him.

"What are you doing here?" I was suddenly excited.

The person standing behind Ye Junli was none other than Liu Rui.

Liu Rui looked at me expressionlessly, then she glanced at Xiao Nian's tombstone and said with a trembling voice, "I heard … Xiao Nian, he … "

"You go!" I interrupted her, "Xiao Nian doesn't want to see you, please leave!"

On that day, if it wasn't for her arrival and him saying those words in front of the ward's door, Xiao Nian and I wouldn't have quarreled at all, and I wouldn't have left the ward, nor would I have left anything behind. Xiao Nian would be lying here today, all because of this woman.

Her eyes turned red and she stood there blankly for a while before she opened her mouth again and said, "I want to see … "Look at him, let me see him."

I was a little surprised. When we met the other day, she clearly showed that she didn't care about us siblings. Why did she come here to act mercifully?

"Xiao Nian doesn't want to see you, go." I stood up, but my knees were already numb from the kneeling. Fortunately, Ye Junli was able to hold onto me for support.

"Xiao Nian will definitely not not refuse to see me! "When he was young, he was closest to me, I …"

"You also know that it was when he was young!" I interrupted her and shouted, "Do you know how much he wishes you would come back? I knew that before he left, he was asking me why, since you had come, why didn't you go in and take a look at him! Do you know how much he looks forward to seeing you? "

"I don't have the face to see him!" Liu Rui suddenly exploded out, "How can I see him! I selfishly left him behind. After all these years of not showing my face, how could I dare to meet him? What would I tell him if he asked me where I'd been all these years? He asked me why I hadn't come back to see him, and what should I tell him? I can't answer him! "

I never thought that she would actually suffer such torture in her heart. Xiao Nian, if you saw this woman being so upset after you left, would you feel a little better?

I took a step back. "Look at him. He might still want to see you again."

As if he had received some kind of pardon, Liu Rui immediately ran over, and then kneeled in front of the tombstone with a 'plop', and sobbed non-stop.

From start to finish, Ye Junli had been quietly hugging me, staring at Liu Rui without saying a word.

Actually, our current relationship is quite intriguing.

Liu Rui is the lover that Ye Junli's father found, and I am Liu Rui's daughter. Looking at Ye Junli's appearance, he probably hates Liu Rui too, but he had no choice but to follow me around.

I still don't know the reason why Ye Junli insisted on staying with me. However, I won't let go of this opportunity to take revenge for Xiao Nian even if there's a glimmer of hope.

"Did it hurt when he left?" Liu Rui caressed the photo of Xiao Nian on the tombstone and asked softly.

I was stunned for a moment. In front of me, the sky was once again filled with blood red.

"I don't know." I dully said, "I don't know if he was in pain or not, but when I saw him, he had already … …" I can't go on.

Liu Rui nodded her head, "Then it should not be painful, Xiao Nian has always been a pampered girl, if it really hurts, he will definitely cry very hard." Liu Rui was choked with sobs, unable to say a word.

I sneered. "You're wrong!" Xiao Nian is very strong now, why is he no longer the crying child in your memories? He's already grown up, and even after receiving such a heavy injury back then, he still didn't shed a single tear in front of me. "

Liu Rui suddenly turned his head to look at me, "Injured? What kind of injury? What happened to him? "

"He can't use his arms. He was beaten up that year. You never know about these things. You never know how difficult it was for the two of us to live after you guys left!" What right do you have to mock me for being a dancer? " I said coldly, but the tears kept coming.

After hearing my words, Liu Rui also cried, and said: "I … I can't help it... Xiao Nian, he … "

"Uncontrollable?" Ye Junli spoke up at this moment, interrupting Liu Rui with a cold tone, "How many things have you done that you didn't want to? Liu Rui, you have let yourself down in this life, and your family down, what is the meaning of your life? It just lies in front of Yu Xiaoxiao like a dog everyday!? "

Yu Xiaoxiao was precisely Madam Ye's name.

I had never heard Ye Junli mention the Ye Family. It looks like Liu Rui relied on Madam Ye to survive this long in the Ye Family.

What an uncontrollable woman. For the sake of being able to live a good life, she actually ditched her dignity.

"Junli, you …"

"You are not worthy of calling me by my name!" Ye Junli interrupted her, "Your sacrifices have been completed, so you can leave now. Also, remember what you did! Sooner or later, I will make you pay with your blood! "

Liu Rui's face was filled with fear. Then she silently nodded her head and got up to leave.