"Now that you and Wu Meng have separated, what do you feel in your heart?" I asked quietly.
"I don't know …" Guo Ruiyuan said with difficulty: "I really don't know what to do now, it's just that right now, Wu Meng and I have already lost our original feeling, the reason why we were together at the beginning was because of our sense of responsibility, now that I have become like this, I don't know what exactly happened."
Guo Ruiyuan didn't say anything, but just stared at me.
"Think about it carefully here, I'll go talk to Wu Meng." I didn't continue to tangle with him about this matter. If he didn't understand this matter clearly, then it would be useless for me to say anything more. This matter still depends on him.
When I went out to ask my other colleagues, I found out that Wu Meng had taken me to the meeting room by herself. I stood in front of the door, hesitated a little, but still knocked on the door. There's something wrong with Wu Meng today, I don't know what to do, and maybe I'm the only one who can persuade her, or maybe she has heard my conversation with Guo Ruiyuan yesterday, causing a barrier between us. This possibility is what I'm most afraid of.
But fortunately, after hearing my knock on the door, Wu Meng didn't say anything and let me in. I pushed open the door and saw Wu Meng leaning on a chair, looking at me absent-mindedly. If she gave up on Guo Ruiyuan, she would still be very upset. She clearly knew what Guo Ruiyuan felt for her, but she had to persevere on, and persevere on until she herself didn't have the strength to do so, before finally giving up.
I looked at Wu Meng and felt a bit of heartache. I walked over to her and sat on her body before asking softly, "Wu Meng, do you hate me?"
Wu Meng laughed, but there were tears flashing past her eyes, she shook her head and said: "Zhou Xiang, I do not have the qualifications to hate any one of you, the truth is that all of this happened because of my own meaningless perseverance."
"No." I can't bear to see Wu Meng blaming herself like this. She's clearly the victim, yet she put herself in a place with the main culprit, "Wu Meng, you know that it's not good for me and Guo Ruiyuan. I clearly know how she feels about me, and at that time I still had to make her consider and give you an explanation.
"No," Wu Meng interrupted me. "It really is my problem, I have actually always known how he felt about you, but I still threatened him with the events of that night, and made him stay with me. I don't know if I did the right thing, but I always feel that … I can't let go of this relationship until I heard you two talking in the car yesterday, and then I feel I can't go on like this. My selfish and willful choices are painful for all of us, and you feel sorry for me, and he's responsible for me, on the one hand, and for you on the other. Actually, I don't need him to take responsibility for anything. What era is it now? In this era, what can a night like ours that is not fully awake explain? "
I looked at her and didn't say anything. In fact, I knew in my heart that even though Wu Meng said that on the surface, her performance that morning proved how much she cared about this matter. She cared about how Guo Ruiyuan treated her, and she also cared about what happened that night.
I sighed, but she had already said it, I cannot stop her thoughts. With her current situation, if she insisted on following Guo Ruiyuan, it would only increase their pain.
"Wu Meng, I just said some things to Guo Ruiyuan. I can tell that it's not that he doesn't have any feelings for you, it's just that he needs to think about it right now. All these years have passed and he has already treated me as part of his heart. In fact, he has already let go of me a long time ago. It's just that he still has many years of obsession in his heart and can't let go of it. I asked Wu Meng probingly.
Wu Meng was startled for a moment, then nodded and said: "I know, we can talk about these things after a while, since we don't have time to talk about these matters of love, at the moment, I feel that my career is more important than love, once I do well in these matters, then I might really forget about Guo Ruiyuan, but there's one thing that's unfortunate, he started this company himself, so all the money is coming out from him, if not, when I succeeded, I would definitely kick him away!"
Hearing Wu Meng's words, I couldn't help but burst out laughing. Wu Meng was also in a good mood as she laughed along with me. The two of us leaned on the table and smiled face to face for a while, then Wu Meng seemed to suddenly remember something, she looked at me and asked: "What do we do now? You just offended Yan Yue again, will the following days be difficult? "
I shook my head, "Actually, even if I don't do anything to Yan Yue, as long as we are still here, she will definitely deal with us. In her eyes, whether or not there are matters between me and Ye Junli, she will never be able to tolerate our existence, so … Thus, I decided to tell her everything that I know, causing her to feel fearful in her heart. She might even feel guilty and not feel too sad for us. "
Wu Meng thoughtfully looked at me and nodded, "Alright, no matter what she does, we must persevere on. Otherwise, the two of us will have wasted our lives until today, and the two of us will definitely fulfill our dreams."
I laughed.