Chapter 280

A few days later, Qin mubai and Princess Gaoyang, together with Li Ji's army, set out for Chang'an.

The military law is strict, and there are differences between men and women. Before the final decision, Princess Gaoyang was charged with "imperial court criminal". Therefore, Li Ji had no choice but to "invite" her to the Chinese army. She was served by several maidservants and sent some soldiers to guard her.

As soon as she got out of Dengzhou, Princess Gaoyang suffered from a serious illness. She was dizzy all day, weak in Qi, yellow in face and low in spirit. When I wake up, the food and tea don't smell good. After I sleep, I talk loudly in my sleep.

Military doctors, famous doctors and prescriptions are all invited to see, but the effect is not very good. At last, they said that the royal highness of Gao Yang is a heart disease. The medicine is afraid of useless.

It's about human life. If anything goes wrong with the princess, Li Ji can't afford it. At this time, he only broke the rules and invited Qin mubai to take care of Princess Gaoyang.

Qin Mu Bai was very sad when he saw that the lovely and watery little beauty in the past had turned into a withered day lily. So I don't care about any taboos. I don't take care of her all day and night in Princess Gaoyang's account. Yiying tea doesn't need to be handled by maidservant, but is fed by himself. Tongxiao Dadan's waiting at her side, accompany her to talk, relieve boredom, open to her.

A few days later, Princess Gaoyang recovered. Although the mood is still depressed, but obviously the condition has improved significantly.

Qin mubai knows. Gao Yang was really haggard in his heart this time, and hurt his heart. As early as a few months ago when she was still in Xiangzhou, when she heard that Li you and Yin Hongzhi kidnapped Qin mubai and intended to rebel, she was already in great pain, but she had been trying hard to recover. Then, their brother and sister traveled thousands of miles to Chang'an, but they were hijacked in front of the Xuanwu Gate of the Daming Palace and returned to Dengzhou. Then she was put under house arrest and fasted for several days, and witnessed the tragic death of Li you and Yin Hongzhi under the gate of Xiangcheng

If you were a strong man with a hard heart, I'm afraid you would not be able to endure the fatigue and torture, not to mention the fragile Princess Gaoyang?

"Ling'er, after returning to Beijing, no matter what, even if there is a big thing, I will accompany you well until you get back to the way you used to be." Qin mubai said to Princess Gaoyang.

Princess Gaoyang nestled in his arms and closed her eyes with a shallow smile: "I'm sorry, mubai, at last, it makes you worried and distressed."

"Silly." Qin mubai stroked her face and said in a soft voice, "actually, I know that for many days, you have been pretending to be strong, trying to reduce my burden and pressure, trying to help me bear more things. But I'd rather bear it myself than see you like this now, you know? Men, born to bear some things, unavoidable. Otherwise, why do you have such a wide shoulder? "

Princess Gaoyang put her hands around Qin mubai's waist, put her head in his arms, and said softly, "I'm useless. Really? Compared with Meiniang, I'm nothing. "

Qin mubai had no choice but to smile: "how did you suddenly talk about this?"

"It is." Princess Gaoyang said, "do you still remember the appointment between Meiniang and me?"

"Well, what's the matter?"

"In fact, our agreement is very simple. That is, if both of us eventually marry you, I am the master mother outside, and she is the wife inside. " Princess Gaoyang laughed shyly and said, "and anyway, we don't want you to have trouble because of our affairs. Try our best to help you share some of the pressure. "

Qin mubai couldn't help laughing. He said: "since we are a family, we should go forward and backward together. In fact, if three people share a share of happiness, there will be three happiness; if three people share a share of trouble, there will be only one third. Do you understand? "

"After this, I understand." Princess Gaoyang nodded her head seriously and said, "when I got to Dengzhou, I once felt really desperate and helpless. I thought about it day and night and hoped that you would show up beside me. At that time, I thought, if only mubai were here. He must have a way. Really, I've never needed you like that. I feel incompetent, I pretend to be strong and capable of all shattered. Mubai, am I really useless? "

"No. You are strong and brave Qin mubai said, "everyone will be weak and powerless, I have had such a feeling. At this time, I feel useless. It's like watching the king of Qi take poison in Xiangcheng at that time. At that time, I also felt that I was incompetent. It's like everything is beyond my control. All I can do is watch a lot of things. Go in the direction I least want to see. "

"Very helpless, isn't it?"

"Yes." Qin Mu Bai nodded, "life, there are always so many helpless."

Gaoyang princess's body gently trembled, Qin mubai embrace more tightly.

"Mubai, I suddenly have a fear."

"What are you afraid of?"

"If at that time. I was scared, gave up and gave in Can't I lie in your arms today? " Princess Gaoyang closed her eyes and murmured, "I admire my silly simplicity and stubbornness at that time. In other words, I am today. I'm afraid that at that time I would choose to report and abandon myself. Maybe I would agree to marry my father to Tubo How terribleQin mubai gently twisted his brow and said in secret: it seems that this incident has left wounds to Princess Gaoyang's soul. She has become a bit insecure and insecure.

In fact, it's not only princess Gaoyang, it's human. Who isn't?

After wallowing in this world for a long time, seeing more and hurting more, they gradually become indifferent, timid, tactful and worldly. They lost their vigor and courage when they were new-born. Instead, they were worried about gains and losses and thinking about the past. Or it can be called mature and steady.

Especially at the age of Princess Gaoyang. Growth is like a transformation for her. Shed an old skin and put on a new dress.

Every transformation is like a new life.

And every time the transformation, it is so bloody.

At the beginning of human beings, whether the nature is good or evil, they grow up in this transformation. There is a division between character and life.

However, the transformation of Princess Gaoyang is too vigorous. Such a series of upheavals and tragedies happened to her.

Perhaps, this will make her heart have the strength and toughness that ordinary people can't match, and embrace the maturity and rationality that other people of the same age can't match, so that she can break the cocoon and become a butterfly. Or maybe. Will completely destroy her, so as to embark on the self abandonment or other extreme.

In other words, Princess Gaoyang at this time is actually very "dangerous". Either break the cocoon into a butterfly, or go to extremes.

So all the way. Qin mubai used her whole body's solution, and her lips flowered and tongues flowered and flowered constantly, giving her all kinds of ideas to release her emotions and mind. When he was free in his previous life, Qin mubai read many inspirational books like Carnegie. Although there is no need to copy it to Princess Gaoyang, there is a theoretical basis, which can flexibly make up all kinds of stories to comfort and enlighten Princess Gaoyang.

That's it. A thousand miles away, half a month's journey, Qin mubai incarnated as "teacher", Princess Gaoyang became the only student, listening to him tell a variety of stories, imperceptibly accepting Qin mubai's "brainwashing".

"It is said that there is a man who always wants to know the difference between heaven and hell. Why do people always think that hell is so terrible and painful, while Heaven is the pure land of bliss. Later, the God invited his soul out and took him to hell. "

"When he went to hell, he found that there was no such thing as ox head, horse face and cooking pot. contrary. Each soul sat on several sides of a huge table filled with all kinds of delicious food. However, these people have no hands. Their hands became thin and long chopsticks. They can pick up food with the chopsticks, but they can't put it into their mouth. So, every soul is hungry, yellow, thin, and sad. So. The hell is full of hungry wails and painful groans, full of helplessness and sighs

"Then he went to heaven again. He found that the situation here is very similar to hell. Everyone's hands became extremely slender chopsticks, and the center of the huge table was filled with food. But they are singing and dancing happily, here is full of joy and joy. Later he found out that the people here. They all used chopsticks to feed each other. In this way, everyone will have enough to eat. "

"I see, mubai!" The bright eyes of Princess Gaoyang were full of bright light, and she said with a smile, "in the future, if I have something to do. I will not hide from you. I will tell you where I need help early. Similarly, I will tell you if you are in trouble. If there's anything I can help, don't hide it. We're not going to be stingy, selfish and pretend to be strong, OK? "

"Of course." Qin mubai smiles happily, "because we are a family."

"Mubai..."

"What?"

Princess Gaoyang looked into Qin mubai's eyes and said calmly, "marry me!"

"Good!" Qin mubai smiles and speaks firmly.

Princess Gaoyang nods and smiles, but her eyes are hazy.

"After that, we will be relatives! I will not leave you, nor will you leave me! "

"Yes, family." Qin mubai gently embraces her and says: at this moment, I'm afraid no one can better understand the meaning of "relatives" than Princess Gaoyang, and no one can cherish their relatives more than her.

I have a wife. What do you want?

Chang'an is here.

Li Ji led the troops to settle down and reorganized the army first. About with Qin mubai, tomorrow together to face saint. But Princess Gaoyang insisted that she and Qin mubai should help Li you to visit the emperor first.

If the princess insists on this, it's not easy for Li Ji to insist.

They took Li you's pivot. Accompanied by several guards, he left the big military garrison fifteen miles outside Chang'an City and looked forward to Chang'an.

Qin mubai clearly felt that every step closer to Chang'an, the look on Princess Gaoyang's face was a little dignified. At the same time, she was more resolute.

At the moment, the little devil who specialized in mischief seems to have lost his comprehensive shadow. She is still a bit childish face, always showing more mature and bold than her age."Mubai, I think about it." Looking at the familiar city of Kyoto and the palace of the Imperial City, Princess Gaoyang said calmly, "it's always useless to escape and cry. I've figured out what I might encounter when I return to the palace later. In any case, I will face it calmly. My brother and uncle have already left. I want to make them feel at ease. In the future, I will live a good life. Be kind to your family and yourself. I will cherish every day I live and everything I have. "

Qin Mu Bai nodded gently, without saying anything.

He understood, linger, that he had grown up.

Break the cocoon into a butterfly Although very painful, but after the butterfly, more and more beautiful, moving!

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