When she left the seaside, Mu Qingxuan still had some problems in her mind. Mo Yanrui just frowned and asked, "what's the matter with you? Is it uncomfortable? "
Mu Qingxuan was slightly surprised. She thought she had covered up her emotions well, but she didn't expect that Mo Yanrui would find it a little tricky. So she had to quickly collect her emotions. Then she forced out a smile and explained, "no, let's change places. I don't want to stay at the seaside. It's a little cold."
After hearing this, Mo Yanrui intended to take off his coat and put it on Mu Qingxuan. However, he didn't say much about a thin coat he was wearing. He asked Mu Qingxuan to get on the bus and prepare to drive to the next station.
On the way, Mu Qingxuan saw that this was not the way back to the apartment, but also slightly frowned and asked softly, "where are you going now? I don't look like the way back to my apartment. "
"I want to go back to the orphanage first, where I have a lot of childhood memories." Mo Yanrui's face is a little gloomy. It can be seen that his heart may be full of other inexplicable emotions. Although Mu Qingxuan is very afraid to hear about them again, when she sees Mo Yanrui's sad appearance, she can't even say a word of refusal. She just silently comforts him: "don't touch the scene too much. No matter how hard it is to look back, we have to face each other Yes, no one can eliminate their childhood. "
Mo Yanrui nodded slightly and said that he had heard. Because of the heavy atmosphere, no one spoke any more along the way. The car sped along the road and soon arrived at an old orphanage.
Mu Qingxuan gets out of the car and just looks at this small orphanage quietly. It seems that she can imagine Mo Yanrui's childhood from the environment here.
"It's a long time ago. It looks much older here." Mo Yanrui's voice was a little hoarse, but his eyes didn't move away from here. His throat was moving up and down. He raised his head slightly and gazed at every change of the orphanage over the years.
"Just like your dusty childhood memory..." Mu Qingxuan lowered her head. She didn't know whether she was mumbling or asking in a low voice. Then she raised her voice to make herself look relaxed. She said, "let's go. Don't you go in and have a look?"
Mo Yanrui just has this idea. Seeing Mu Qingxuan's forced smile, he thanks her from his heart, so he nods his head and they walk into the orphanage together.
The number of children is less than that of decades ago, perhaps because of better family conditions. There are few children who are abandoned because they can't afford to raise them, and there are no little girls who are left in orphanages because they have a sense of son preference. Seeing most of these children suffering from hidden diseases, Mo Yanrui and Mu Qingxuan feel sad.
When the Dean saw Mo Yanrui coming, he didn't recognize him at first sight. It was only after several inquiries that he found out that the luxurious and handsome man in front of him was the humble little boy. He felt more deeply in his heart.
Out of politeness, Mo Yanrui naturally talked to the dean. As expected, time is unforgettable. Decades have passed a little fast. The dean's black hair had turned white, and a few strands of silver were shining in the sun.
The Dean understood that Mo Yanrui might have come here to look for memory, but he didn't disturb their conversation. After a while, he went to work on his own. Mo Yanrui took Mu Qingxuan for a walk inside the orphanage and looked at them round and round.
"I'm here after my mother died." Mo Yanrui opened his lips slightly to break the silence, but his voice was hoarse. "I hate my father. If it wasn't for him, my mother wouldn't die."
"Mo Yanrui..."
Mu Qingxuan frowns. Just as she wants to comfort her, she listens to Mo Yanrui.
"Maybe because of my life experience, I have been enveloped by inferiority, but I know very well in my heart that inferiority can not change my situation, let alone achieve me. The only thing I can do is to strive to be the light of others." Mo Yanrui's eyes gradually become firm, which is the starting point for him to work hard.
Mu Qingxuan just listened quietly, but she felt too much heartache in her heart. God is fair to everyone, and will not give anyone privileges or give others a little more.
On the surface, it seems that an ideal man is almost perfect. Who can think that in his heart, under his incomparable pride, his inferiority is deeply hidden.
At the thought of the deal with Gao Song, this heartache has been tormenting her, and she is extremely guilty
When Mo Yanrui's cell phone rings suddenly, his brow suddenly frowns, as if he has got some bad news. After hanging up the phone, Mo Yanrui's mood has not eased. Naturally, Mu Qingxuan looks in her eyes. Out of curiosity, she opens her lips and asks, "what happened?"
"Lin Xixi has been waiting for me in Lingrui. Maybe there is something important. Today..." Mo Yanrui thinks it's not right. After all, he agreed to take Mu Qingxuan out to play
At the same time, Mu Qingxuan is also trying to find a way to leave here, otherwise she can't guarantee whether her inner revenge will be melted or not. Now Lin Xixi's appearance helps her solve this contradiction, so she also follows up and agrees: "it's OK, you go back to Ling Rui first, and you'll have a better future."Although it is said that the future is long, Mu Qingxuan doesn't know when it will be.
After returning Mu Qingxuan to his apartment, Mo Yanrui almost goes back to Ling Rui without stopping. Lin Xixi has obviously been waiting for a long time.
"Why do you come all of a sudden at this time?" Mo Yanrui came all the way, more or less tired. Seeing Lin Xixi's embarrassed appearance of biting his lower lip, he asked aloud.
Although Lin Xixi knew that it was troublesome for him to do so, he decided to say: "I want to see Gu Sucheng again, even if it's only one side. As long as I can express my feelings with him, I'm satisfied!"
Mo Yanrui took a breath. Although he had thought about it on the way here, when he heard about it, he still felt that the girl was too stupid: "no, it's meaningless for you to do so."
"No matter whether it's meaningful or not, if I don't try, how can I know the ending? Just help me this time, once. I just want to see him!" Linxi always insisted.
"You know, the result will not be what you think, or even make your original fantasy completely disillusioned. Are you sure you want to go?" Mo Yanrui knows Gu Sucheng's psychology and the consequences of Lin Xixi's confession.
But how could lincici be willing to give up this opportunity and cut off the railway: "I'm sure! I must see him
Mo Yanrui nodded. Since she had made up her mind, she could not refuse in a few words: "OK, I'll help you."