Her sister had a strong foreign accent and wanted to pass through a few men. She kept saying, "I'm not going to do this job anymore, you guys can look for someone else."
However, the squad army sealed off their sister's path, saying that they have already accepted the deposit, it won't be that easy if they don't want to do it.
My sister took a few hundred dollars out of her pants pocket and told them to let her go, saying she didn't want the deposit.
The men suddenly laughed especially wildly and took the money from their older sister. They shook it off and said, "I can pay the deposit if I want, but this bit of money isn't enough. I have to pay 5,000 yuan if I want."
The elder sister asked in surprise why, saying that she had only accepted five hundred as a deposit, but why was there still five thousand?
The troop said it was a rule and she couldn't do anything about it.
The elder sister used her hand to push against the soldier's chest, saying that they were just lying and bullying him.
The soldier impatiently said to Chen Si and the rest, "You few, teach her the rules."
The moment the soldier finished talking, Chen Si and his four companions revealed obscene smiles. Two of them dragged the older sister into a room while the others followed.
The door closed behind them, but the soldiers didn't follow. Just as they were about to turn around and leave, they saw me standing in the hallway. They glared at me and scolded me for telling me to get back to work.
I dared not delay my departure, but my ears were filled with the anguished wails of my sister. Although I didn't understand what chastity meant to a woman at the time, I was still young enough to guess what was going on inside.
At that time, this kind of thing between men and women left me with the impression that it was a kind of torture that was very pleasurable for men and very painful for women. Perhaps it was because of this that I felt a kind of heartfelt disgust and rejection towards this kind of thing. If it wasn't for that, how could my mother have died?
There was a lot of noise coming from the room, so my elder sister's voice was very ear-piercing. I could hear some cursing coming from inside, some of the rooms even opened a little bit, and through the gaps, I saw a lot of elder sisters shaking their heads and sighing. When she saw me pass, she gave me a look of pity and closed the door.
I know that they also sympathize with that elder sister, but no one dares to care about it. Even if it's just a plea, no one dares to say it.
Chen Si and the others were doing that kind of thing to that big sister in the room. Since no one was following me, the army didn't let me go out and let me wait for someone to accompany me.
I didn't dare to go back. I was afraid to hear the scream of my sister. It hurt in my heart.
After a while, I saw a few of them come out one after the other, and one of them said with a smile, This girl's temper is so hot, so fucking good.
The other one teased him, saying that if he didn't get enough, he would just let himself into the house at night.
Then I watched the two of them leave with a knowing smile.
Chen Si curled his lips, but when he saw me, his face darkened. He grabbed the collar of my clothes, looked into my clothes, and cursed, "Good! So slow!"
Actually, he knew in his heart that my injuries would not recover in a day or two, but I also knew in my heart why he was so anxious.
At this moment, I actually hoped that the wounds on my body would never heal.
Chen Si threw me on the street again. After being a beggar for two days, I held a broken iron basin in my hands. I didn't need Chen Si to tell me more as I started to beg.
From being unfamiliar to being familiar with me, from resisting and shaming to accepting fate, the heavens didn't give me much time to adapt. He just kept stuffing all of the sadness in his heart into me. The only thing I can do is to learn to accept peacefully, not to look up, not to pursue all the things that cannot possibly belong to me.
Happiness is really just a legend to me.
"Mom, look, this sister is so pitiful." A five to six-year-old girl wearing a beautiful pink doll dress had a cute pink face. She held a lollipop in her hand as she stood in front of me and looked at me with a pitiful gaze.
The little girl's mother squatted down next to the little girl. She was very gentle and doting as she looked at her. "Our Little Mo is very kind."
Little Mo's mother took out a 100-yuan note and handed it to Little Mo. Little Mo gave me a sweet smile, "Big sister gives it to you, don't suffer anymore."
I rubbed my dirty hands on my pants a few times before I embarrassedly stretched my hands out to take the money from Little Mo. Little Mo and her mother didn't despise the dirt on my hands like Yi Fei did, and they even smiled gently at me.
Little Mo passed the lollipop in her hand to me, "Big sis, my lollipop can be given to you, it's really delicious."
I took the lollipop from Xiaomo, looked at her mother, and said gratefully, "Thank you, thank you Auntie."
Little Mo's mother gives me a faint smile. Her smile is very gentle but also very beautiful. Aunt stood up and takes hold of Little Mo's hand, telling him that it's time for us to go and buy Grandfather a present.
Little Mo followed her mother and left, entering a high-end shopping mall not far away.
I looked at the hundred-dollar bill in my hand and knew I was going to have to pay for it again.
I looked towards where Chen Si was standing and found that he wasn't there. I looked around but couldn't see anyone. I didn't know where he had gone.
An idea suddenly popped into my head. I didn't put the money in the metal basin, but instead secretly stuffed it into the soles of my shoes.
I stood up and started to beg. As I begged, my eyes were constantly looking for Chen Si. Thinking of everything I've seen in the past two days, thinking of what elder sister Hong had told me. Even though the red glow hadn't dispersed from my mind, I still had the thought of running away.
Because I don't want to be stripped by Chen Si, I don't want to come out every day to beg, I don't want to end up like my big sister this morning, and I don't want to be like the other women in Red Lane, doing what happens on the discs with those old men every day.
I don't know why I thought of Luo Tianyu at this time, but the mockery on his face and Yi Fei's mockery suddenly became the driving force behind my decision at this moment. I want to live fair and square, live like a single person. Maybe it's just a tiny me, but I subconsciously knew that I would never have the qualifications to stand opposite of Luo Tianyu and smile at him.
My feet started to move, and I walked quickly towards the more crowded area. My eyes kept seeing where I could hide. He began to think about how he could avoid Chen Si's chase and not fall into his hands again.
Finally, I spotted a small alley across the street. It was filled with people who could hide themselves well, and it wasn't too long, so I could enter another busy district. Maybe I could use the money I had and leave the city in a car.
Thinking about this, I was ready to follow the stream of people across the road, but at that moment I saw Chen Si running from the opposite side of me.
I was scared out of my wits and stood still on the spot. My body was covered with sweat and my mind was blank. At that moment, I felt like I was going to die.
However, Chen Si didn't see me. Instead, he brushed past me in a hurry. At some point, a little girl had appeared in his embrace.
I looked at that adorable and aggrieved little face which was crying and crying. My heart immediately sank.
Chen Si was holding Little Mo in his arms. Although I did not know why Little Mo was in his hands, but I knew that if Little Mo were to fall into their hands, he would not end up well.
I knew that this would be my best chance to escape, but my feet stopped, and for a few seconds, I made the decision to change my life. I didn't run, but I followed.
Little Mo kept crying for his mother in Chen Si's arms, which attracted a lot of attention. Chen Si started to look nervous, and his footsteps became faster.
I looked at Chen Si, who was carrying Little Mo, running towards Red Lane. I thought of the big men in the Red Lane, thought of the fate that the women there would never be able to escape, and in that instant, I realised that I couldn't save Little Mo if I followed them back.