I know that I may not be able to think of it all my life, but I will slowly accept this reality, many things, do not need you to think through, just need you to accept.
I am now living in this last age. What can outsiders like me judge the world?
I did not leave the studio, I brush wildly on the sketchpad with a brush, and brush the darkness on this painting board, just like this dark world.
What is human nature?
What is life?
Is all this meaningless to this last age?
"Xiaobing It's dinner... " There was a soft voice from the door.
I didn't have Ricius, so I continued to paint my paintings. After painting with the painters of the valley dust ruins for so long, my painting skills were strengthened.
But today, I just paint the world black. It doesn't need a little painting skill, just enough black.
I paint black randomly, making the black world look so distorted.
"Xiaobing Eat... "
"You do your experiment! I'll figure it out! " I said calmly, I understand that I just don't want to see leiseus. I just can't accept the fact that he is making people and killing people all day. Does he feel the supreme power of God?
God created life.
They also created life.
But when God created life, he added what they didn't, which is love.
Therefore, only when men and women love each other, can they create life.
Now life, however, is produced only in Leicester's test tube and in the base solution.
I seem to be seeing the truth under the gorgeous surface of Silvermoon City, just like the dark and twisted world I painted, which is cold and heartless.
In the next few days, Leicester did not do the experiment any more. Instead, he was outside my room and did not think about food and tea.
And when I saw the girls in Silvermoon city again, the boys who were wounded and went to war again, I felt something was gone.
More often than not, I look at them in a daze.
Are they born?
Or are they bred in the same way?
They are just the products of a male cell and a female cell in the basal fluid, which are punctured, fed, combined and accelerated by a robotic arm.
Are they still human?
I stand on the lawn to send those teenagers away. Will silver moon city clone them after they die?
In just a month, they stood in front of me again.
Slowly, I accepted the reality, not so much to accept, as to ignore, to forget. I returned to my room, and Leicester immediately came up to me and looked at me anxiously and anxiously, but he was as flustered as ever, afraid to talk to me or even look at me.
"I'm ok..." I said listlessly, "I want to sleep." I lay in my own bed, feeling tired these days, more tired than going out to fight. It is so painful and tired to accept something that I think is wrong.
I was so sad, I wanted to cry.
However, another I told myself, what can I be sad about? They're all a bunch of cells, no different from robots.
I feel like I'm breaking up. I feel the struggle of moral bottom line.
Leiseus was also lying on the couch, and he looked much haggard.
"Xiaobing, I didn't expect that what I did would disappoint you so much. I won't do it again..." He didn't look at me and said, "I know it's wrong..."
"What's wrong with you?" I'm more like asking myself, "this is the end of the world, the survival of the fittest. If those who live in the end of the world are eaten by beasts of prey, by Japanese monsters, and by the zombies, they must think you are right. It's better not to let them exist in this world."
"Little ice, don't do this!" In a hurry, Leicester rushed to my bed and took my hand. "Please Don't do this... " "You can't be like us You can't It's my fault My fault I shouldn't go to Silvermoon city I shouldn't have done those experiments I can't stand the temptation, it's me... "
"Leicester..." I stare at the ceiling, and I try not to think about it, because if I don't, I won't struggle, I won't suffer, which will make Leicester continue to suffer, "sleep, I'm fine."
I turned and took my hand out of his hand. He didn't leave and didn't climb into bed. All these days, he has been sleeping on the couch, the bed I used to sleep in.
Gradually, I heard the familiar voice of leiseus talking to himself and writing. He spoke clearly and vaguely. I fell asleep in his "Shua Shua" writing voice and low whisper.
When I found out that I accepted this experiment and this phenomenon, my heart felt much better. The previous pain came from the collision of two world moral values.
And now, I know, I've been assimilated, partially assimilated, in order not to suffer the pain of moral judgment.I stand in my room in Xingchuan, where I can see the war every day. Today, Harry is going to attack a new city of the eclipse ghost clan, and he is advancing very fast.
I've been fighting for more than two months before I know it. I miss Harry.
In the training room, there was a slight noise, but I saw a moonlight like silk robe, such clothes It's cangyu.
He stepped forward and completely entered my field of vision. He frowned slightly at my blackened painting and lost his smile: "Luobing, you are not like people living in this era..." He suddenly said, picking up my painting.
My heart beat slightly tight, quietly looked at him: "I am naturally living in this era of people."
"No You don't look like... " Looking at the painting, he shook his head and slightly wrung his eyebrows. "From a psychological point of view, your painting shows your pain and struggle in this period of time. You are very humanitarian. You have your own moral bottom line. All this In this era... " He turned and looked straight at me. "It's gone."
I was slightly stunned, as if by his sight shot through the general become guilty, become flustered. His eyes are like an eagle that you can't hide.
"Your character shows that you should have been sixty years ago or earlier, but that's impossible." Cang Yusuan has decided on this speculation, and I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, "therefore, I speculate that before you lose your memory, you may be living with people who retain these qualities."
"Maybe, I lost my memory." Now amnesia is my best excuse.
"Ah..." Cangyu's light and quiet laughter shows a trace of understanding after seeing the vicissitudes of life.
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