CH 48

“How are you feeling?”

“Good.”

“You look bad.”

“Good. Awesome, really awesome.”

He said he wasn’t feeling well, so he took him to the bathroom, but he didn’t do any, and Inseop stayed on the sink for a while before getting up and saying he’ll dance. Lee Wooyeon eventually dragged Inseop out of the club, saying that he was crazy for coming to the club with this asshole.

Fortunately, Lee Wooyeon was able to drive because he left the club before drinking. While driving the car, Lee Wooyeon noticed that Inseop’s condition was subtly different from usual and asked.

“Are you drunk?”

“No. I’m not drunk.”

“…”

Too bright

Choi Inseop always mumbled and looked around and turned his face depressingly when their eyes met. It was not that he hated it when he was smiling like a fool, but he thought something was wrong.

Lee Wooyeon stopped his car on a quiet street.

“Have you eaten anything other than alcohol?”

When Choi Inseop, who was going to the bathroom, did not return, Lee Wooyeon got up from his seat just in case. He remembered the incident in the break room and searched the bathroom thoroughly. He still couldn’t find him, so he went to search from the 3rd floor first, so he knocked on the vvip rooms one by one and opened the door to enter.

Eventually, in the fifth room, he found Inseop struggling in the arms of a man. Seeing that scene, Lee Wooyeon was able to know exactly what emotion he was feeling this time.

He was really angry.

Even a passing dog would have the ability to learn more than that. Fuck, what’s the point of saving him? Every time he took his eyes off of him, he was caught by perverts.

The guys who were with Inseop were the kind of people who wanted to brag about money at the club and flirt with women for one night. Lee Wooyeon was barely enduring the desire to cut the throat of Inseop, who followed a stranger in the club without any hesitation.

Lee Wooyeon shook Inseop’s shoulder and asked again affectionately.

“What did that bastard feed Inseop?”

“Ah, yes. Is it Woo Wang cheong?… I don’t know. I said I didn’t want to eat it, but I just forced it in… Ah, uhg.”

As if Inseop remembered the situation, he rubbed his lips with his sleeve. With that single action, Lee Wooyeon could guess what happened to Inseop in that room.

“Did he feed it by mouth? Forcibly?”

“Yes.”

Normally, he would have blushed and could not have answered properly, but Inseop nodded without hesitation. Lee Wooyeon grabbed his chin and smiled slowly.

“Then if I die, don’t give me artificial respiration and just leave me. All right? Do you understand?”

“What?”

“Don’t give me artificial respiration with your mouth that was all over the place.”

After hesitating for a moment, Inseop blinked his eyes a couple of times and shook his head.

“I can’t do that.”

“What?”

“People dying… How can I leave it alone?”

“Leave it.”

“I can’t let it go.”

“Leave it.”

:No, I don’t want to!”

Inseop groaned. Lee Wooyeon’s head was pounding, wondering what the heck that bastard fed this bastard. He was filled with regrets for not punching a hole in his head with a fork, whether people saw it or not.

“No, I do not want to! No, I don’t want to! I will save you. I will save you many times. Can’t I just do that one thing on my own terms?”

“… ”

“Because I conceded everything else… As far as saving lives, let me do whatever I want.”

Lee Wooyeon reached out and touched Inseop’s forehead. His fever was rising, it looked like he had been given a drug containing a stimulant. Originally, he was a weak person, but he ate a mixture of stimulants and alcohol, so it was not unreasonable to talk nonsense.

“Can’t you see anything in vain?”

Inseop answered Lee Wooyeon’s question, looking blankly at his face.

“No, it feels good. Really good.”

“…”

That bastard saying awesome was really going to freeze to death.

“Oh, it’s hot.”

Inseop unfastened his seat belt and opened the car door.

“Choi In… , Hey!”

Whether Lee Wooyeon called or not, Inseop went outside and started running. Lee Wooyeon got out of the car, wondering if there was anything else.

“Mr. Inseop! Hey! Choi Inseop!”

“Wow! I can run! yahoo.”

What made running so good that Inseop was excited like a child and sprinted toward the park? Lee Wooyeon, who was watching him from behind, bit his lips, closed the car door and started running after him. Not long after, Inseop was grabbed by Lee Wooyeon by the hair and fell backwards.

“Ah!”

Choi Inseop screamed and clapped his hands together. Recalling his finger, Lee Wooyeon swallowed a curse and wrapped his arms around Inseop’s shoulder.

The two of them fell on the lawn with their bodies stacked on top of each other. Inseop, who would normally be trembling that he was sorry, smiled and placed his face on Lee Wooyeon’s body.

“Wide.”

“…”

“It is very wide. Shoulder.”

“I know.”

It was a very quiet park, so they were lucky that no one was passing by. Lee Wooyeon did not hide his irritation, and grabbed Inseop’s shoulder and forced him to stand up.

“Wait. Wait a minute! I have something to say.”

He was drunk on drugs and alcohol, and his manner of speaking was a mess, and his tone of voice was different from usual, and he was young and cute. ’What is it?’ Lee Wooyeon replied.

“There is something. May I ask you one thing?”

As Inseop asked in a voice like a child with a cotton candy in his hand, Lee Wooyeon couldn’t return the answer, “Shut up.”

“Ask.”

“Why do you want to sign a three-year contract with me?”

“Because, of course…”

Choi Inseop’s big eyes looked at Lee Wooyeon. It wasn’t just a glance or a slight turning of the gaze as usual, but a gaze that looked at everything as it was.

For that moment, Lee Wooyeon thought that Inseop would not believe whatever lie he told. The smile was lifted from Lee Wooyeon’s face.

“I don’t know what your intentions are, but I don’t want Inseop to stab me in the back.”

At first, he couldn’t understand his intention, so he decided to keep him by his side and watch. But as he watched, he was intrigued. What is it really?

In addition, an asshole like him risked his life to save him. An ordinary person would have been impressed, but he was not an ordinary person, but here the fun was added. There was also greed. If it was Choi Inseop, even if he showed his real face, wouldn’t he be quiet next to him? He didn’t know what Choi Inseop wanted from him, but he also wished that he would never find it..

This was the most honest answer Lee Wooyeon could give now.

However, Inseop’s expression wrinkled upon hearing the answer. It looked like he was laughing and he looked like he was going to burst into tears at any moment.

“I… do you believe it?”

“Is there any reason not to believe it?”

The question was returned with a question. Tears welled up in Choi Inseop’s eyes. Seeing the face of Inseop crying silently with only tears flowing, Wooyeon clenched his mouth.

It was really weird too. If an unpretty face cried, they would look uglier, but he looked so pretty.

Lee Wooyeon watched Inseop’s crying face without even thinking of wiping the tears away. Seeing Inseop wiping away his tears after crying for a while, Lee Wooyeon patted him on the waist and said:

“Are you crying? Let’s go now … ”

Choi Inseop suddenly grabbed Lee Wooyeon’s neck. At the sudden action of Choi Inseop, who flinched even when he touched his fingertips, Lee Wooyeon was at a loss as to how to react.

Lee Wooyeon didn’t like the act of hugging. The only time he could hug a woman’s body was when he was acting or having sex. Because he didn’t know what it felt like to be comforted by the warmth the other person gave, the warmth of a person only gave him a synergistic effect, but nothing more. It was a chilly early spring night, and the warmth of Inseop hugging him was felt..

“…”

It was easy to remove Inseop. It was because he was holding him with such a small force that he could throw him away with just a little force on his hand.

But he had no intention of forcibly removing him. A small warmth embraced him with all his might. Lee Wooyeon patted Inseop on the back with his palm, thinking that he was doing something unusual today.

“Have you stopped crying now?”

“…”

Inseop nodded his head. Tears streamed down his chin as he moved his face. Choi Inseop said with a wide smile with a crying face.

“I’m really glad you’re a bad guy.”

“Who?”

“I’m glad…why can’t I give up…  I want to give up and pretend not to know… Why…”

“What do you mean, …!”

Lee Wooyeon was a person who was not surprised by anything. Surprise was a category of human emotions. At first his parents were proud of their overly calm son, but later they became increasingly burdened. However, he couldn’t force himself to pretend he was surprised, so he always maintained his coolness disguised as calm in everything. But this time, he was definitely surprised. He was feeling the emotions that fit the word, amazing, enough to count in his hand over the course of his life.

Choi Inseop was kissing him, his timid manager who hesitated and looked nervously at people. It was a kiss while desperately hanging on like a person hanging from a cliff, but it was clumsy like a child.

Lee Wooyeon, who was dazed for a moment at the boring kiss that didn’t even involve  tongue, grabbed Inseop’s hair with his hand. When Inseop was pulled off with strength, Inseop looked down at Lee Wooyeon, terrified, like a child caught doing something bad. The moment he saw the scared and cringed figure, Lee Wooyeon felt a heavy displeasure in his heart.

Why was he looking at him like that after he did that first? It pissed him off.

Lee Wooyeon let out a low swear word and hugged Inseop’s head again. He forced his lips to open and put his tongue in. He felt Inseop’s body harden. As the kiss deepened, Inseop struggled and tried to pull himself back. The more he did, the more Lee Wooyeon held him in his hand, making it impossible to move away.

Lee Wooyeon did not feel much interest in the act itself. Why did he need to force himself? Women spread their legs. Among the guys he was working out with, there was a guy who said he wouldn’t get excited if he didn’t force them. It was purely because of Choi Inseop’s reaction that he suddenly remembered the words of the guy who bragged about how awesome it was when he binds his girlfriend’s wrist and inserts it. Whenever he touched his lips, he was stubbornly rejecting it like a virgin who would be violated.

As Inseop struggled with his strength, he felt strangely better. With the intention of trying it one more time, Lee Wooyeon scoured Inseop’s mouth. Sucking up his dry tongue and lips, he grabbed Inseop’s slender neck so he couldn’t even move his head. It looked like it could be broken with just a little bit of force of his hand. Lee Wooyeon smiled and gave strength to his hand. Inseop’s breathing became more and more difficult as he was choking. As the power gradually drained from Choi Inseop’s body, a body that fit perfectly in his grasp came to him as if sagging. At that moment, a human change came to Lee Wooyeon’s body.

Sexual desire.

For others, it may be a desire close to instinct, but for Lee Wooyeon, even that was a feeling close to emotion.

Lee Wooyeon laid Choi Inseop’s body down, and he climbed up and kissed him in earnest. With Inseop, whose eyes were red and bloodshot, and panting while crying, he felt a very human sexual desire.

Just as Lee Wooyeon was about to feel a little more humane, Inseop, who was breathing heavily, raised his head, kissed Lee Wooyeon on the cheek, and whispered a small word. And then he just lost his consciousness.

Lee Wooyeon’s body became cold at that moment. It felt like he was drenched in cold water.

Lee Wooyeon quietly mumbled the words Inseop whispered to him.

He said… Good bye… Phillip.