After that, An Shengmei deleted all the logs and explained them to her, and also changed her QQ password. An Shengmei let out a breath, she could finally be herself, although it was still a bit sad.
That day, there was thunder in Hangzhou, and thunder was rolling in the distance, preparing to rain. An Shengmei ran out without saying a word to his family, and called Gu Qingyan, "We have separated."
Gu Qingyan said: "It was expected."
An Shengmei became silent and said: "I came out barefoot. There was thunder outside, did you hear that?"
Gu Qingyan became a little anxious, and his tone was no longer as calm as before, "Quickly go back! "Hurry up!"
An Shengmei said: "No, I just want to walk around outside."
Gu Qingyan had no choice but to accompany An Shengmei and chat. An Shengmei remembered that she sang a lot of songs, but An Shengmei did not cry. After An Shengmei walked around the district, she bought a few things and returned. Zhang Ma saw that An Shengmei had immediately brought a towel over to An Shengmei and her father also asked him where she had gone to go. An Shengmei said that she had went to buy some things and An Shengmei placed the things she had bought on the tea table before entering her bedroom.
Only then did An Shengmei realize that there were some things that could be saved, such as friendship, but there were some things that could never be recovered.
So no matter how Tan Yizhe hurt him later, An Shengmei was only sad for a while. Then, she forced herself not to think about it, as An Shengmei could not betray her heart again. Just like those wrists that had been cut for Tan Yizhe and lips that had been bitten off by him before, those days where he could not eat and had to suffer from hunger strike and eating compulsive disorder, he would slowly recover over time.
Therefore, even if it was broken up, what kind of wound could it be? A wound that could be healed wouldn't be considered an injury. So An Shengmei wasn't injured, really.
An Shengmei said that in the future, I will find someone who loves me and marry them.
Tan Yizhe misunderstood him, and An Shengmei still remembered the sharp words that Tan Yizhe had said before, "You are just a princess, I'm not even f * * king Prince Charming, hahahahaha, it's me who isn't compatible with you, hahaha, seeing how noble you are, a person like me can only follow behind you, if you don't like me then just kick me away, I'll be a lowly person …"
"..." But let me tell you, you are tarnishing your marriage! "If you want to play, throw it away. What do you think I am …"
"…"
There were a lot of things that An Shengmei had already forgotten. These words, only after hearing Tan Yizhe say it, did An Shengmei understand that Tan Yizhe had never loved him, because no matter what the ending would be, loving someone would never hate him, much less use such sharp words to hurt him. Not only did Tan Yizhe say these words to An Shengmei, he even told Tan Yizhe's friends, causing An Shengmei's body to turn cold.
After separating with Tan Yizhe, An Shengmei changed everything that An Shengmei could change, such as her innocence at that time, the taste of wearing clothes at that time, and her personality.
All in all, An Shengmei has to thank Tan Yizhe. It was he who made An Shengmei understand that she would never let him give up everything for a boy.
It didn't matter, it was fortunate that she had the time to pick herself up again and pick up the things that she had once missed out on because of Tan Yizhe. Because she had lost all of them, An Shengmei cherished them even more and kept her friendship with her best friends, she shrunk her circle of friends into a small one, and paid attention to people and things that she cared about. He didn't care about anything else as she spent her free time reading some ancient or modern poems.
An Shengmei began to treat her studies seriously.
An Shengmei was only in her second year of high school, and her youth had just arrived. An Shengmei would work hard and become an outstanding woman, An Shengmei would not throw away the arrogance that she had painstakingly picked up with great difficulty, An Shengmei would not feel inferior to a guy again. Tan Yizhe was the first, and also the last.
An Shengmei once swore that right now, in the future, she would never let a boy crush his arrogance again!
An Shengmei secretly laughed at herself. Even after so many years had passed, she still could not forget that proud youth from before, and after so many years, that youth would still be as dazzling as before. However, was she still as far away as she was before?
No, never again. An Shengmei made up her mind. She took a sip of coffee, and a bitter taste filled her mouth, just like how she used to feel back then.
Tan Yizhe, who was on the other side, also came back to his senses from being unable to respond. He put away the unruly and unruly expression on his face, "An Shengmei, do you think I'm still that fool who can endure all kinds of humiliation for the sake of this so called childish love?"
An Shengmei never thought that her words would cause him to explode. It seemed that his temper had become even more agitated than before.
But right now, the most important thing for him to do was to settle the matters at hand, and then fly back to Shanghai. An Shengmei smiled faintly, "Mr. Tan, we are currently discussing serious matters."
An Shengmei paused for a moment, seeing that Tan Yizhe's expression had calmed down, he continued: "I think you don't really want to see me, the person who brought back your unpleasant memories."
Because I don't want to see you either. That way, it will only cause me to panic in my heart. The last sentence was naturally said by An Shengmei silently in my heart.
Tan Yizhe also realized that they were talking about business now, but when he heard the words "unpleasant memories" from An Shengmei, he still felt the uncontrollable rage in his chest.
He ungracefully finished his coffee, leaned back on the rattan sofa, and crossed his legs as he said calmly: "That's indeed the case. Then, does Miss An have any reason to persuade me to give in?"