"You are not Chen Xin, and thus know Chen Xin's heart. Whether it's happiness, happiness, or worth, you are only able to slowly experience it yourself." Chen Xin's gaze gradually dimmed. She had always known, yet had always been unwilling to admit, that no matter how hard she had tried, Tan Yizhe was still far away from her reach.
The happy result of their time together was only her wishful thinking. When the winter wind blew in the real world, all her efforts would be for naught. It was just a dream. Now, the traces of that dream had been accidentally erased. It was a dream, and he would wake up eventually.
Chen Xin slowly closed her eyes. All her expectations had now condensed into a tear at the corner of her eye, which slowly flowed down her cheek. It was crystal clear and full of infatuation, which then disappeared into her collar.
The sickroom was completely silent. Tan Yizhe leaned on the window, also feeling a little sad.
Chen Xin's love was not wrong, it was because she had fallen in love with him, and his love was not wrong either. It was wrong because An Shengmei and he had always been walking through the crossroads.
"Shengmei, when can we abandon all reality and return to that starry night where we cuddle together …"
After resting for a few days in the hospital, Chen Xin was discharged. Firstly, Chen Xin did not like the strong smell of the disinfectant in the hospital. Secondly, her physical fitness was good, and she recovered quickly.
Tan Yizhe had warned her to stay in the hospital for a few more days, and had even given her three months of leave and a large amount of money. But she felt like he was going crazy in that room full of white, so he pestered the doctor for permission to leave the hospital.
In the past few days, Chen Ye had been looking at Chen Xin's gloomy and cautious face that seemed to be covered in a thin layer of ice. He became diligent and considerate as he took care of Chen Xin with three meals a day.
Although it was an accident, if his turtle didn't crawl out … At the end of the day, it was him who had caused this mess. In these few days, Chen Xin's heart had been broken in his eyes, and he knew how important the child in her womb was in Chen Xin's heart.
He tried his best not to look Chen Xin in the eyes. From their occasional encounters, he could tell that Chen Xin hated and detested him, even though she did not open her mouth to speak.
If she didn't chase him away, maybe it was because she needed someone to take care of her, or maybe it was because the siblings were from the same line of work.
But he would not leave. No matter what, he was still her younger brother. He had to stay behind to take care of her. After all, he was the one who caused this disaster, so he could not just leave like that. Moreover, there was another reason why he couldn't leave. Although his child was gone, and the hope of having a baby's umbilical cord blood for treatment was gone, his disease still needed to be cured by Chen Xin's bone marrow donation.
With all of these reasons added together, he finally decided that no matter how Chen Xin treated him, he would definitely continue to stay unyielding.
After a week of dark clouds, the storm still came. It was as if it had been suppressed for too long, causing the world to tremble.
This morning, it rained. Chen Ye stood up and looked at the rain in a daze as he stood at the window, waiting for the rain to stop before he went out to buy vegetables. Only when he hurriedly bought the food and was finally done with his work in the kitchen did he finally heave a sigh of relief. He remembered that his pet had not been fed any dust today.
He ran back to his room and opened the lid, but he was stunned. The box was empty. He cried out in his heart, "Not good!" as he looked everywhere in a flurry. Gray Ash must have been starving and crawled out by himself. He searched every nook and cranny of the room, but to no avail.
He thought of the door he had left open and felt a pang in his heart.
He slowly walked out of the room and saw Chen Xin angrily walk out with an item held in a clip.
God, it was his turtle ash. The tortoise was still alive, but it had crawled into Chen Xin's room! Last time, when she had tortoised her, she had not been able to vent her anger. This time, it was Ash Wolf who had hit the gun.
Chen Ye began to mourn in his heart.
"Chen Ye, didn't you have enough of harming me once? Raising this thing? And let it climb on my bed? " Chen Xin suddenly turned into a shrew, with a sinister face and an irritable voice.
"I, I didn't mean to." Chen Ye's voice was so low that he couldn't hear herself, she stayed at the door and fearfully watched as Chen Xin threw the grey dust out of the window.
At a height of over 20 floors, Ashes had no chance of surviving. If it didn't go to heaven, it would stay in hell.
He thought of the dexterity of the gray dust, of the miserable state of the tortoise being trampled to death, of the reluctance and love that made his eyes fill with tears.
But what shocked him was that Chen Xin, who had gone mad from the fire, did not stop at that. Turning around, she found an iron rod from somewhere and walked into Chen Ye's room, and started to beat away at the big and small wooden boxes, creating a soul-shaking crackling sound.
"Don't, sister, don't destroy them. I know I was wrong." Chen Ye stood up while crying, and ran over to pull at the corner of Chen Xin's clothes, wanting to stop Chen Xin from crazily hitting them. However, the weak and powerless Chen Ye was like a praying mantis blocking a carriage, overestimating himself.
Without even looking at Chen Ye, he swung with all his might and brought Chen Ye down to the ground. Then, he continued to swing his iron rod to smash the chest.
Those wooden boxes were not strong to begin with. With one swing of the rod, they were all ripped apart. After being smashed a few more times, the wooden boxes were in tatters and scattered on the ground.
As for the snakes in the wooden boxes, turtles crawled out and covered the ground.
Chen Xin who had smashed the wooden chest gasped for breath, looked at the mess crawling all over the ground, and fearfully shot towards them.
"Sis, don't beat them to death, just beat me to death!" Seeing Chen Xin's actions, Chen Ye who was thrown onto the ground, could not care about the pain in her legs, and threw herself at Chen Xin, blocking in front of her.
"You freak, get out of the way and let me tell you to nurture some strange things, and kill my child," Chen Xin pushed Chen Ye away with one hand and said these words fiercely with gritted teeth. Chen Ye felt fear in her heart, as if a female ghost from hell had hooked her soul into her.
"My children are dead. Today, they will all die. They will all be buried with my poor child."
The iron rod rose and fell, instantly killing two turtles and a small snake. The tortoise that was smashed to pieces had its flesh and blood scattered all over the ground. It was extremely disgusting and terrifying.
Seeing that he could not stop them, Chen Ye opened his eyes wide with disbelief. Seeing his companions who had accompanied him since childhood die one by one on the spot, his entire body went limp and he collapsed onto the ground.
These little playmates were the only source of warmth in his lonely world. They were the source of affection and happiness for him in the abandoned reality. He no longer had an impression of the abandonment of his parents when he was too young, but the love of having no biological parents allowed him to experience loneliness early on.