Tong Zimei looked down at the ground. After hearing Tang Chenghan's unexpected words, he shook his head slightly. In his low words, there was unquestionable firmness, "this is an accident; it has nothing to do with you..."
Tang Chenghan raised his eyebrows in surprise and looked at a woman who said it was an accident.
At the beginning, she had to cut off all the ties with s city and come to her side just because she grasped her weak side, her son. Now she regards her son as the lifeblood. She doesn't blame herself for such a big event?
In fact, when Tang Chenghan came here, he was ready. This sad woman would surely blame herself for all her faults. He even prepared that this woman might go crazy to bite herself and make herself compensate for her intact son.
He thought about all the worst, but he didn't think about the result - she said it had nothing to do with her.
Stunned, Tang Chenghan didn't know how to answer.
I don't know whether she is too generous or has no confidence in her son's condition, so she doesn't want to involve the innocent. She even forgives herself as the "initiator" like the child who pushed Jane downstairs.
He instantly regained his confidence. When he came forward to hold Tong Zimei's shoulder, his voice was urgent and warm,
"I will definitely find the best doctor to treat him. You believe me, I can..."
The words haven't finished, Tong Zimei has already freed from his arms.
Slowly paced to the window, cold eyes cast to the outside night.
Empty eyes staring at the darkness outside the window, let a used to her cold Tang Chenghan see is also a burst of sad and uncomfortable.
Silence, suffocating silence.
Suddenly, the silent Tong Zimei slowly opened his mouth, "I have been thinking, is God punishing me?"
"What?" Tang Chenghan subconsciously thinks of Tong Zimei. About ten years ago, she accused herself of betraying her devoted self, and now she has been punished by God.
Tong Zimei looked out at the night like ink, eyes distant dim, "just, these years, I am a person, hard to raise him, what did I do wrong?"
Looking up at the only few stars in the night sky, Tong Zimei's tone is very sad.
It's not the answer that he expected. Tang Chenghan stares at Tong Zimei, who is pale in face. He suddenly feels speechless.
Tong Zimei reached out and pushed open the window. The night wind howled, cold and piercing, which made her voice cold and empty. "When I gave birth to him, my mother just passed away. She was angry to death by me. If it wasn't for me to go her old way, maybe she could live longer..."
This sentence shocked Tang Chenghan unprecedentedly.
After hearing Tong Zimei's long breath, he said, "at that time, my father still had a home of his own, and he seldom came to see me Later, he also died... "
This is the first time he heard Tong Zimei talk about her mother's past. Before, he always thought that Tong Zimei's father had passed away long ago, leaving only Tong Zimei and her daughter to depend on each other. Unexpectedly, the mother and daughter had the same fate - with a man's child, they could not have their own happiness and complete family, but could only be accompanied by mother and daughter or mother and son.
Tong Zimei said faintly, as if talking about other people's affairs,
"so, since I was a child, I envy my classmates who have a father, and my home is incomplete without a father. I grew up in a single parent family, at least I can feel the taste of it. I once swore that I would marry someone I love deeply and give my children a perfect home. However, I didn't expect that not only did I not get what I wanted, I even let my son have the same fate as me Jane and I almost died because of the difficult labor, so I took care of him very carefully for fear that he might make a mistake All along, I try my best to satisfy him, but I can't give him only the father he wants So, I said, don't blame you; everything is my fault, is God to punish me. But why don't I take it for my son? He's so young... "
Don't know when, Tong purple eyebrow is already full of tears.
Standing behind him, Tang Chenghan's heart is constantly shaking, and his heart is filled with unspeakable complexity.
This seemingly strong woman's life experience is actually like this, has gone through so many years with so much difficulty. Which bastard is so heartless, even his own flesh and blood?
Tang Chenghan held back the palpitation in his heart, swallowed his saliva difficultly, and asked in a dumb voice, "is it the child of Si Ning?"
Tong purple eyebrow body a shock, Mou son flashed a flustered, then shake head.
"Is that the child left behind by the Tian family?" He asked patiently.
I don't know why, this child has always been stuck in a thorn between his throat. He can't spit it out, and can't swallow it down. It's stuck there, and it's hard to die.
As soon as he thought of Tong Zimei and other men having children, he felt indescribable obscurity, annoyance and heavy loss. Therefore, the child, not to mention seeing it, can't stand it even when he mentions it occasionally.In the mid levels villa, he can't help Tong Zimei not to see her children, but he can do it without seeing. So, up to now, he did not go to have a good look at the child in the end what he can do is to try to ignore him.
But unexpectedly, after listening to Tang Chenghan's guess, Tong Zimei still shakes her head after slightly drooping her eyes.
Tang Chenghan felt that he couldn't control his emotions, and he felt that he almost collapsed. If these two men are not, then it means that Tong Zimei may have had a third or even more men? Or, even though she didn't know whose blood the child was, she was so bold and ignorant to be born and raised to such a big age?
After coming to such a conclusion, Tang Chenghan felt that his chest was hit hard by something, and his eyes were splashed with gold.
This woman, after she was kicked off by Si Ning, what kind of road has she taken in the past ten years?
Think of Tong Zimei's saying that her mother was so angry with her that she has been on her way all these years For a moment, Tang Chenghan did not dare to think about it.
Tang Chenghan just looked at Tong Zimei.
But Tong Zimei's eye corner's remaining light glances at Tang Chenghan's changeable eyes, but her heart beats like a drum and her clothes are wet with thin sweat, for fear that Tang Chenghan will continue to ask.
Tang Chenghan was stunned for a while and finally recovered. He had no patience and endurance to ask again. He swallowed his saliva and asked difficultly,
"why do you say that God is punishing you? Just, just because you can't give your child a father and a complete home? "