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There are some things that only I, who heard it with my own eyes and ears, would be willing to believe. I have already guessed why Zhang Yushi would say such a thing, and I can't help but ask.

I am willing to give you everything of myself, including the girl's most precious first time, but I cannot marry you because I cannot walk with you for the rest of my life, leaving you alone in this world. I will feel sorry for you, after I leave, will there be anyone to cook for you, will there be someone to wash your clothes for you, would there be someone to wash your clothes for you when you stay up all night without any fruits being washed by me?

I can't conceive because I can't have an abortion. It's a small life, and I feel guilty. If I could, I would give you a child, two or three of them, but I can't, because the child will inherit my genes, and like me, she will die at the best age in her life, leaving no regrets. I'm more worried that when I'm about to leave, you will use your baby's blood to save me … Looking at my mother's diary and letter, I can understand how sad she was all those years ago. If possible, I will tell my mother not to feel sorry for herself anymore. I am willing to do this for her, but will my child feel this way? They would think so, and I would not forgive myself.

I hugged her, the desire in my body had long since disappeared completely. I just wanted to hug her quietly like this, maybe after a long time, I won't be able to find such a hug again. At this moment, I'm especially sincere.

In my arms, Zhang Yushi once again asked me that question that I couldn't look straight at: Who do I like more between Fang Xue and Fang Xue? Who would she love more?

How do I answer that? I like both of them, but it's just "like" now, not love. In my mind, a person's "love" is just a cup of water, when you pour a cup of water into a pot of flowers can you get it back?

Perhaps this pot of flowers will not bloom for me in the future, but I already have no choice. First love is the most beautiful, perhaps this is the reason. When love cannot love more, feel extremely tired, despair, what can you say love?

I once again responded to Zhang Yushi with silence. I just want Zhang Yushi to be fine.

At 4 AM in the morning, the alarm I set rang. I picked up my phone and kissed Zhang Yushi's forehead. She drowsily opened her eyes and looked at me.

Zhang Yushi blinked her eyes cutely and cutely and turned around with her back towards me. She said with an indistinct voice, "I'm not going … "My senses …"

I called again, and she ignored me. I also don't want to get up, such a cold day... He shut down the phone decisively and went back to sleep.

When he woke up again, it was already bright sunlight shining down from the sky. He lay on the bed with Zhang Yushi for a while before he turned on his phone … F * ck! It was almost eleven! This sleep was way too lethargic, why did he sleep so deeply when he thought about it? The night before, he hadn't slept at all when he had a barbecue with Liu Meng on the roadside. He had only slept for two hours in the morning and slept fitfully during the day.

After his phone searched for the signal, he sent one text message after another. It was mainly to call Cheng Nan, Jiang Xinyao, listening and the others.

Zhang Yushi asked apologetically: "Xiaofan, did my willfulness cause you to delay official matters? I shouldn't have pestered you to come to the West Hill last night. "

I kissed on Zhang Yushi's forehead and told him: "Little girl, don't think too much, there's nothing much to think about. With Cheng Nan here in my dream, I can still relax a little. I dialed the number.

Cheng Nan quickly picked up the phone and asked excitedly: "Where are Lingtong, Lingtong?"

"In bed!" Cheng Nan and I joked, "I just woke up and saw you calling so many times."

"Ah?" How can you sleep? Dreamscape has held such an important meeting here. Aren't you worried that something might go wrong? "

"What are you worried about?" With you around, what do I have to worry about? Say it! What is it? And then I have to go on for a while. "

"I submit!" Cheng Nan said excitedly: "You are the most magnanimous boss I have ever seen. Let me tell you, yesterday the various large media outlets all very tactfully introduced our membership system, one card was hard to get and everyone was already deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, the people who came to apply for membership cards were queuing up, I don't know how to do it anymore, without your permission, I did not dare agree to their request for a card."

"What's so difficult about that?" You don't know how to handle it? "Brother Nan, you really disappoint me. If we just casually give someone a card at this time, then all our promotions would be useless."

"No …" Let me finish speaking. I will reject those who come to pay for the card, but there will also be a group of people with status, such as the district governor who wants to take our diamond card. This is not a small status, I don't know what to do with people like this, it's not good to just directly reject them, will it affect us? If we don't refuse, we can't slap ourselves in the face and if we don't implement the membership system, it will be very difficult to deal with. "

"Deal with him!" Instinctively, I took out cigarette s from the pockets of my pants by the bed and put them in my mouth, "I will have Jiang Xinyao bring along a few beauties with exceptional temperament to receive them. After meeting such people, she will bring them to the private box and explain our membership card system to them calmly, then guide them on how to make a membership card, that will be our recommendation system. So far, we have already given out fifty gold membership cards, as long as these fifty people automatically upgrade themselves to platinum cards, then his gold card can be given to anyone beside him as a recommendation card. You will tell those princesses to guide the tycoons like this, make them pay for the promotion of the gold card members, and after upgrading the gold card members to platinum, say something nice, didn't they just give it to him? In addition to an additional system, a platinum membership card has a recommendation quota for each quarter, can recommend a friend to join us and handle the gold card. And diamond members get a recommendation every month... Can you understand what I mean by that? "

"Yes!" Cheng Nan said with incomparable admiration: "Lingtong, you really have a solution. If you can think of it in one move, then the price of our membership cards will get higher and higher, and the number of members will continue to increase, not losing our place in the hearts of the audience."

"Yes!" "That's the meaning, there are still 50 gold cards at the place of the Han Hai Group tomorrow, and the souvenir of the meeting is to gift this batch of membership cards to the media, to let them know who's holding the cards. At that time, when they wait at home, someone will come to them and ask them for it and offer the money to upgrade them to a platinum card. Then, this batch of people will come over with their gold cards …"

"I understand. I will make the arrangements now. About that …" Lingtong, you still want to sleep? Did you really not come to the fate of your dreams to take a look? "

"What's so good about it?" "It's not like I have a seat at the meeting, let's leave it at that for now. I won't be going over today."

"There are arrangements for your speech at the end of the exchange, Lingtong, you should prepare ahead of time …"

"No need. When I went to college to write novels to cheat, I got a daily update of 10,000 words. I can sit in front of my computer and touch the keyboard to find out what I want to write. Tomorrow, before the conference starts, prepare a keyboard for me to put on the table so that I can feel something when I touch the keyboard."

Probably Cheng Nan who was on the other side of the phone was wiping his sweat!

After hanging up, I went to find a lighter. When the lighter's "ka ka" sound echoed in my ears, I remembered that Zhang Yushi was beside me, so I decisively stuffed the cigarette back into the cigarette box.

Zhang Yushi blinked his big eyes and asked: "Why aren't you smoking anymore?"

"You don't like the smell of smoke. Besides, you won't die if you smoke less. You might die a little later …"

Zhang Yushi leaned on my side with incomparable comfort and said to me, "Do you know, Xiaofan? The reason why I have never agreed to let him be my girlfriend is because he doesn't value me, and so I took into account the matter of him smoking. He never restrains herself in front of me, even a little, and I can feel that he cares about me, but he doesn't at all, he isn't like you, and will always consider my feelings. This is what's better than him. "

Is that so? Is this all I have that's better than him? Huang Xianzhe was just an idiot rich second generation, his head had been kicked by a donkey … Not just kicked! I think I got kicked in the first half by a bunch of donkeys on the football field...

I brought Zhang Yushi's clothes into the blanket and blew her nose. "Wait, when the clothes are warm, you can wear it again. I will go get a pot of boiling water from the boss and wash your face in some warm water, otherwise you will cry out loudly from the cold."

"One pot is not enough, I want two …" "Three will do too …"

I pulled on my jeans and went out naked, letting my body bathe in the sun. It was a comfortable feeling, a little cool, but it didn't affect my movements. The boss of the Nongarone was actually quite generous, she pointed to a row of canteens filled with boiling water and told me to take them whenever I wanted.

I carried two in one hand and left while carrying them. After washing up, the Arbutin was so hungry that she cried out. I asked Zhang Yushi what was going on? Zhang Yushi laughed and told me that Arbutin is hungry.

I'm not hungry! It was hungry! There was no justice.

It had already been spoiled badly by Zhang Yushi. It basically did not eat dog food, but only ate meat, and even cooked meat.

After breakfast … Zhang Yushi wanted to ride a horse and look for the feeling she once had. I asked Zhang Yushi if she was still going to lead the horse down the mountain. We drove the Land Rover up, and even if we went down, we would still have to climb up.

Zhang Yushi rolled her eyes and said, "Yes! "I just want to find out what I used to feel like. Let's take the cable car back down the mountain …" Okay, she won. She'll rent a horse first.

The moment I stepped out of Nongarone, Wen Ya immediately called me. I didn't even have time to answer before my phone was cut off, and very quickly, she sent me a message, telling me to quickly call her back. It seems to be an urgent matter.