"Is your husband here?" The doctor pulled out a wad of toilet paper, handed it to me, and stopped examining it.
"There's an emergency at his company. I came alone." I saw that there was something wrong with the doctor's expression, and my heart immediately tensed up. "Child …" Are you alright? "
"Go to the bathroom and pee again. When you get back, I'll do a Yin Chao." The doctor said, "Next," and I went out, not saying anything more.
When I came out of room B, tears were streaming down my face. I was panicking and had to ask others about the restroom.
When I was in the bathroom, I wondered if I should give Lin Yufan a call, but then I realized that his place must have been a mess. The giant signboard fell and smashed several people, but I didn't know if he was dead or alive.
I'll call him when I'm sure.
As I was walking out, a large group of people suddenly swarmed me. I didn't know who hit me, but my body tilted and my feet missed me. I rolled down the stairs with a 'gulu gulu' sound …
Although I was hit hard, I looked up and saw the figure of a man quickly running away.
I can confirm that it was the man who hit me, but I can't see anything but his slight build, khaki pants, and light gray T-shirt.
"Lady, are you alright? "Oh my, why is there blood all over my pants?!" Someone exclaimed.
By that time I had been helped to my feet, but at the sound of that, my feet gave way and I almost fell again.
"I... "I'm pregnant, send me to the doctor …" As I spoke, I felt a heart-wrenching pain in my stomach!
Pain came in waves, but what was worse than pain was my mood. Really, I couldn't even say what I was feeling anymore.
The doctor looked at me with a frown and sighed. "I was looking at your B-ultrasound seriously just now. How should I put it? Your fetus stopped developing half a month ago, and with your fall, your pregnancy sac will probably be damaged."
My blood is still flowing …
The doctor glanced at me and stood up nervously. "Your child won't be able to be saved. Hurry up and perform the surgery, otherwise the adults will be in danger!"
How I wish the world could give me a miracle!
Back then when Xu Ziyin split his legs, I had hoped that it was just a dream, but the truth told me that it was real.
Now, I wish I had a healthy fetus in my womb, but the sticky blood on my legs tells me that this is a cruel fact.
I leaned on the table and looked at the doctor, almost despairingly. "Can't you keep the baby, Doctor?"
But the doctor shook his head firmly. "No, the fetus stopped growing at ten weeks of gestation, and perhaps the womb has already festered and stank in your belly. If you drag it out any longer, you might cause massive bleeding, which will not only endanger your life, but you'll never be a mother again."
"How could that be? How could he die in his womb? I've always been fine! " Even though my head felt dizzy, I still hoped that I would be able to survive. There was a glimmer of hope in my despair.
"All right? It's not red? " the doctor asked me.
"Nope." I answered firmly.
"What about the early pregnancy?" The doctor looked at me and continued.
It occurred to me that my early pregnancy reaction had really stopped after almost two weeks.
I shook my head sadly. "No, it's been about two weeks."
"Yes, it was at that time that the fetus died in the womb, and you didn't realize it. Now you have fallen again, so you must be operated on immediately." "We'll arrange for the best doctor for you. You don't have to be nervous, cooperate with the doctor, have the operation done right away, and when you recover, you should have a chance of getting pregnant."
I could not hear any other meaning in the doctor's words.
I had to have surgery now, because my womb was still bleeding slowly.
I took the list and struggled to pay the fees. On the way, I took out my phone to call Lin Yufan, but his phone was turned off.
I wanted to call Zhao Duo and ask her to come and stay with me, but when I thought about how she had just had an abortion and was still recovering, and my mother, who was already so old, could only worry about me.
Finally, I sent Lin Yufan a message: Call me back when you turn on your phone.
The doctor quickly arranged for me to enter the operating room.
"Are you ready? I'm going to take anesthetic. " A doctor with a syringe came over.
My heart is dead.
He had long since become numb to it.
I looked at the doctor and nodded.
The doctor slowly injected the anesthetic into my body, but my tears flowed out slowly like an impregnable anesthetic, and after a while I lost consciousness …
When he woke up, everything was white.
I was lying in the ward when the nurse came to extract the fluid. "The surgery was completed and the fluid had been drained. You can go home and rest, or you can live here. These few days, I have to find time every single day to pour some liquid to help dispel the flames. "
"Then... "My child …" I looked at the nurse, unable to tell if I was dreaming or real.
"Child? You mean the organizations? It's all been cleaned up. " The nurse left with the tray.
My tears gushed out.
My child, you come so quietly, and you go so quietly.
I was alone in the room.
I don't think I can lie here anymore. Lying here I would think of my lost child, of the life of my child gone just like that.
As for Lin Yufan, he still did not know about this matter. Even until now, he still had not called.
I got up and put on my shoes and walked out with difficulty, leaning on the wall. I didn't notice that the needle I'd given him was dripping blood, and it landed on my white leather sandals like a bunch of sad little flowers.
"Eight o'clock?"
I heard a sound and immediately went into the elevator, but she reached out and grabbed my arm.
"It's really you. Why did you come to the hospital?" Lin Yufan's mother looked at me with a somewhat astonished expression.
"Ah …" Auntie, why are you here? " I looked at her and managed a smile.
"Ah, no, this is our hospital. Let me take a look. Didn't Yufan tell you? " Lin Yufan's mother said naturally.
"Oh …" I nodded. Maybe Lin Yufan felt that his family business was too big, and didn't want to burden me with it?
"Your expression doesn't look good …" Mother Lin looked at me and asked, puzzled.
At that moment, a nurse who was performing an abortion came over and saw me. "You just finished your operation. You need to rest."
"What operation?" Lin Yufan's mother asked.
"Abortion surgery. Oh, Lady Lin, you've come? " The nurse answered, nodded to Mother Lin, and left.
"Eight o'clock, you had an abortion, how can you not have anyone to accompany you? You youngsters are simply disobedient. If you don't take your body seriously, you'll feel uncomfortable when you become old … "Listen to me, hurry up and come home with me!" As Lin Yufan's mother spoke, she grabbed my hand and let me go with her.