"Are you better at eight?" Following the sound of the door, I saw Lin Yufan's mother come in with a bowl of soup in her hand and a kind expression on her face.
I looked at her and thought about what Gu Yifei had said just now. I thought about what had happened so far, and I felt indescribably upset in my heart.
At this moment, Lin Yufan pushed open the door and entered.
"8 o'clock, the chicken soup is ready. You can get up and have a drink." Lin Yufan's mother looked at Lin Yufan and walked in front of me with the chicken soup. She placed it on the bedside table.
The fragrance of chicken soup wafted over.
But at that moment, I just wanted to cry.
"Yofi, what are you doing here?" Lin Jianni stuck her head in from the door and called Gu Yifei.
"Let me take a look at 8 o'clock …" Gu Yifei glanced at Lin Yufan as he spoke, then slipped away as if he had stepped on a pulley.
"I want to go to the mall to buy something. Are you going?" Lin Jianni asked Gu Yifei, and the two of them disappeared at the same time.
"Drink the chicken soup while it's still hot." As Lin Yufan's mother spoke, she personally delivered the chicken soup to me.
Out of politeness, I took a sip from my spoon.
"Chicken soup?" What happened to our baby?! " Lin Yufan looked at me and frowned.
I burst into tears and dripped them into the bowl.
Lin Yufan's mother looked at him and said, "Sigh, I thought you said you were pregnant at eight because you wanted me to agree to your marriage. Who knew you were pregnant …"
As Lin Yufan's mother spoke, she was interrupted by him. He asked me with bloodshot eyes, "What happened to our baby? Tell me, what happened to our baby?"
I couldn't hold it in any longer, so I put down the bowl and covered my face as I cried …
Lin Yufan's mother sighed and turned to leave.
After a few minutes, Lin Yufan came to the bedside. I felt him sit beside me. He stretched out his arms to hug me, but then stopped.
"Eight o'clock, tell me, what's going on?" Lin Yufan spoke with a bitter and dry voice, like a desert lacking water.
I told him the whole story. Lin Yufan was silent for a long time before he sighed and said, "Eight o'clock, don't be sad. My heart is very chaotic, I want to be alone for a while. I'll come see you later."
"Yes." I looked at Lin Yufan and helplessly nodded my head in infinite sorrow. At this moment, I wished that he could stay by my side. My child was gone. I felt so lonely.
But his red eyes and dry voice told me that he was as sad as I was.
Since he wanted some peace and quiet, then let him be.
Lin Yufan walked out in a daze. I've never seen him like this. My heart felt as if it were being crushed on a pile of sand. The pain was so intense that I couldn't breathe.
"Forest..." Yufan. " Just as he reached the door and was about to disappear, I called out to him.
Lin Yufan stood still, his head lowered in silence.
"I... I just wanted to ask you, did you lose your child, between us … Is it time to end it? " When I asked this question, my heart and eyes were filled with tears. Lin Yufan would only need to turn his head to see my face filled with tears.
But in the end, he didn't turn around and just replied with a hoarse voice, "Do you think so?"
I bit my lip so hard I wouldn't cry. Because, between Lin Yufan and me, no matter what the reason was, I was the one who borrowed money from him in the first place, pretended to go to his bed, rented out his hotel, caused a ruckus at his wedding and got pregnant … In the end, he didn't avoid a miscarriage. He agreed to marry me and had always been fighting with his mother for it.
As for me, in the future, I would definitely be at a disadvantage.
His mother and sister … Almost everyone thought that I was in Lin Yufan, so the decision was left to him, not to me.
I shouted in my heart, "I don't want to leave you, but while we were together, I unconsciously fell in love with you!" But I couldn't say, didn't that mean I was sticking to Lin Yufan again?
Give him that right.
My heart thumped like a drum, but my words were especially calm. "I will listen to you, I respect your choice. "No matter what you choose, I will respect your decision …"
I still wanted to say something, but it seemed that if my words continued, Lin Yufan would not leave.
But my voice, in the end, is out of control.
I could not reveal my desire to marry him, as his mother would be more and more convinced that I was going to marry into a rich family.
Lin Yufan seemed to shake his head, but he did not move. His voice was still hoarse as he said, "Alright, I will think it over and tell you the answer."
Hearing him say that, I felt that he was about to reject me.
Although I had fallen in love with him in the course of our relationship, it was not necessarily so for him.
He ended his marriage with Gu Yifei because of my appearance, because I was pregnant, because I was pregnant, and because of his kindness, he agreed to marry me. Now, with his child gone, how could he still keep me by his side?
Having been together with Lin Yufan for so long, I had long understood his temperament. Although he doesn't talk much to outsiders and looks cold, he is very warm to his family and those he cares about.
Including me, because of his child, for so long, he has been really good to me.
It's just that now the child is gone, and the bond between us is really going to break.
I was lying in bed. My body was already weak and I was in a bad mood, so I spent the whole day in bed, half asleep. Except for Mrs Liu, who told me to drink all kinds of nutritious soup.
How I longed for Lin Yufan to give me a call and tell me that he also fell in love with me. His choice was for us to continue being together, just like before.
That way, I would be unable to control my emotions and would tearfully tell him that I was still young, that I could have children, and that I could have as many children as you like.
However, Lin Yufan's phone still hadn't called him throughout the entire day. On the contrary, it was around 9 PM when his phone rang.
It was Lin Yufan!
He told me he was flying to G City to deal with the billboard crash, because the other person was a foreigner, and they had already filed a suit at the International Court of Justice, bringing the company to the International Court of Justice.
I know this is tricky, let alone an international lawsuit.
I wish Lin Yufan would say something more gentle to me after this, but he told me that the plane was about to take off and he was going to turn it off.
I held the phone and listened to the blind sound inside, feeling lost.
I lay in bed, unable to sleep. I miss him. I miss the tender days when he was with me. I miss the frown and smile when he was with me. I miss the smell and smell of him.
I know that when a woman misses a man, she can't just call. Since the other party has you in his heart, he will naturally call you. If the other party doesn't have you in his heart, then no matter what you do is wrong.
I know, Lin Yufan is on the plane right now, so his phone is definitely off.