Lin Yufan?
Am I dreaming? Or did I get drunk?
"Why are you here?" As he spoke, Lin Yufan extended his hand and grabbed my arm.
I immediately understood that I was not dreaming, nor was I imagining things. The path of enemies was narrow, and I met Lin Yufan here.
"You drank?!" Lin Yufan did not wait for me to reply. He frowned and asked me another question.
"It's none of your business!" I stubbornly tried to struggle free from his grasp, but the result was that my grip tightened as I struggled. Lin Yufan pulled me into an empty room opposite the door.
"J City is so big, why would I meet you here?" Lin Yufan grabbed my hand. His glasses were filled with a mysterious luster. "Could it be that you have deliberately followed me when you heard I was coming here?"
"I just found out about Lin Yufan. You still have the habit of thinking too much." I looked at Lin Yufan and said without showing any signs of weakness.
"Are you really that happy? "Don't tell me that the grief you felt when you parted that day was all an act!" Lin Yufan looked at me with eyes that seemed to be spewing fire.
He was wearing a white shirt and looked even thinner, his beard was unshaven, his face was messy, and his eyes were bloodshot. Even so, he looked haggard and unkempt.
"Aren't you happy? Didn't you come here to drink with me? " I looked at Lin Yufan and asked in return.
"I'm asking you, do you still have the heart?!" Lin Yufan pinched my wrist, as if he was going to squeeze my bones until they turned soft.
"You're hurting me …" As I said this, I couldn't help but pull my hand out, but Lin Yufan held it even tighter.
"I hurt you …" Lin Yufan repeated my words, and something else seemed to float in his eyes …
It was a familiar smell!
Suddenly, a long-suppressed yearning, like the spring grass, met the spring rain suddenly, out of the ground!
No! He's going to marry Gu Yifei, and I … What is it?
As I thought about it, Lin Yufan turned around and locked the door.
"You …" I looked at him and backed away.
The air around us was thick with alcohol, including both of us.
Lin Yufan no longer said anything. He actually stretched out his hand and placed me on the long sofa with a hug. Then, his entire body heavily pressed down …
Lin Yufan kissed me. I wanted to push him away, but I felt weak all over.
The sofa was one of those leather sofas. I was pressed down by Lin Yufan. Just as I said the word "cool", Lin Yufan took off his shirt and threw himself under me …
I hugged him. The suppressed longing in my heart surged. I originally wanted to reject him, but when my body came into contact with his skin, the world in front of me disappeared in an instant.
At this moment, Lin Yufan is the only person in my world.
I feel like we never talked about breaking up at all. That chapter was like a chapter in a novel, the movie series never appeared at all, and I seem to have always been like this, by his side...
It was exceptionally beautiful!
We had done everything in the dark, and we were familiar with each other's bodies, so there was no awkwardness about it.
"Eight o'clock in the Willow. You shouldn't have done this." Lin Yufan laid on top of me, breathing heavily as he spoke.
"Beer - which room?" The voice of the waiter in the hallway brought me back to reality.
I pushed Lin Yufan away, silently tidying my clothes, and shook my head. I wanted to say, "It's not like that," but Lin Yufan continued.
"At least you should feel guilty."
"Why should I feel guilty?" I turned my head to look at Lin Yufan, who was sitting on the sofa with his head bowed and his clothes on. Although I couldn't see his face in the darkness, I could see a rough outline of him and knew every detail about him.
"Guilt for deceiving me." Lin Yufan's voice was as sad as a twisted fried dough twist. Looking at him sitting there, reeking of alcohol and looking depressed, my heart felt unspeakably soft. It was as soft as warm sugar and had long melted into a mess.
Now, if he tells me to go with him, I won't hesitate to go with him.
"Yufan, where are you?" Gu Yifei's voice came from the corridor.
The voice brought me back to reality.
"Have you seen Lin Yufan?"
"Sister-in-law, Brother Yufan can't leave you. He'll be back soon."
The jeers in the corridor pricked my eardrums like needles.
My heart instantly turned cold.
Lin Yufan stood up and seemed to hesitate for a moment before hugging me again. His embrace made me feel extremely reluctant.
His hand caressed my cheek, and his movements were unusually gentle.
I opened my mouth and bit down on his wrist …
There was a taste of blood in my mouth, but Lin Yufan held it in and didn't make a sound.
Lin Yufan was silent for a moment, then released my shoulder. He turned around dejectedly, opened the door, and went out.
Leaving me with a tall, upright, decadent, and desolate back.
I don't know how he explained it to Gu Yifei, but when I opened the door and left, they were already gone.
I went to settle the bill and went back alone.
I went to the hospital. Although my mother couldn't understand what I was saying, I still felt a little warm around her.
Perhaps the only warmth left in the world was my mother's.
I drank so much that I didn't have the energy to wash up. I fell asleep on the cot next to my mother.
In my dreams, I dreamt of my father, who had died many years ago, of Liu Ruyi, of Lin Yufan's mother holding a cold knife and giving me a cold smile, and of Gu Yifei coming to me with a big belly.
"Eight o'clock, I am the one who is truly pregnant with Yufan. Your deception is really laughable …"
Lin Yufan stood at the side and looked at me with that kind of expression.
"I don't, I don't …" I explained anxiously.
"Then tell me, where is the child?" Lin Yufan anxiously asked me the same question.
I looked down, but my stomach was empty, a transparent, empty shell...
I was startled and jolted awake.
Ordinary dreams, I rarely remember, but this time I remember every scene clearly.
Lin Yufan, there's a misunderstanding between us, why can't you see through it?