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"Zhao Duo, do you know that if you don't let me go, my heart will explode? Do you know what I want to do? I want to jump down from this building! Zhao Duo, I beg you, please take me with you. I'm in too much pain! " Clutching my chest, I looked at Zhao Duo and couldn't help but tremble slightly.

"Well, we'll have to steal it and not let the nurses see it. "Also, you can only drink one glass of red wine. Beer is too much and white wine is too stimulating, so you can't even drink it." Zhao Duo made three promises to me.

I promised her, and she took me there.

When I got to the bar, I couldn't help myself. I had a glass of red wine first, then I asked Zhao Duo to let me have a second, then a third, and before I knew it, Zhao Duo had more, too. We drank beer, white wine, and in the end, I could barely stand up.

Zhao Duo supported me as the two of them staggered out.

By then, it was almost closed, because the bar was empty.

Zhao Duo and I weren't the last to leave the bar, and we were close enough. The moment we pushed open the door, we both fell to the ground at the same time.

Just as my knees went down and my body fell down powerlessly, a big hand grabbed my arm and lifted me up!

Lin Yufan.

I thought that my eyes were blurry, that I missed Lin Yufan too much, and that I was hallucinating.

I rubbed my eyes and looked up at him again. It really was Lin Yufan's familiar face.

"Yufan …" I called Yufan and fell limply into his embrace. Lin Yufan reached out and scooped me up, and then I laid down in a warm embrace.

Zhao Duo seemed to be holding onto one of Lin Yufan's arms, and just like that, we struggled to get on the car.

Although I was drunk, I knew in my heart that it was because my body was too weak. However, I still had some thoughts.

I fell into Lin Yufan's arms. Lin Yufan had one arm around me as he drove the car with the other.

"Today …" Isn't it marriage? Now Is... When, should … It's a bougainvillea... Why did you come out by yourself, why did you come to the bar... "You came here because you knew I was here and because you still loved me, didn't you?" I opened my mouth, and I said so much in a staccato, staccato voice.

"Eight o'clock, I hate you!" As Lin Yufan said this, I couldn't help but raise my head. Borrowing the faint moonlight outside the window, I saw that Lin Yufan was crying.

"I hate me too." As I looked at Lin Yufan, I couldn't help but recall those two contracts.

"I hate you. I hate myself. I hate you for making me love you. I hate myself for loving you despite knowing I can't!" As Lin Yufan spoke, he suddenly swerved the car to the side and stopped.

Before I could understand what was going on, Lin Yufan was already in my arms!

He hugged me and kissed me almost crazily...

Soon, I tasted salt.

I know the tears are salty, so are they mine or his?

Without a care in the world, I hugged and kissed Lin Yufan without a care in the world. Both of my hands wished that I could sink them into his flesh …

Zhao Duo seemed to be in a daze as she watched from behind. Not a single sound was made.

It was as if Lin Yufan and I had entered the world of two people.

How good! No one disturbed us. There were only the two of us in the entire world — Lin Yufan and I.

At this moment, Lin Yufan's phone suddenly rang. I looked up in fear.

Under the moonlight, Lin Yufan's face was deathly pale.

"Yufan, you went to find Liu Eight, right?" Gu Yifei's voice trembled.

Lin Yufan answered the call without saying a word.

"Yufan, come back …" Will you come back? Today is our wedding night, Lin Yufan, I'll be waiting for you at the door, I'll wait for you … "Until you show up!" Gu Yifei's voice trembled with an indescribable panic.

Lin Yufan slowly put down the phone.

"Yufan …" I looked at Lin Yufan and slowly grabbed his arm.

Lin Yufan was silent. He slowly let go of me.

"Yufan —" I looked at Lin Yufan with unspeakable despair in my eyes.

I wanted him to stay, and I didn't know why, but I wanted him to stay. I feel like my world doesn't even exist anymore, leaving Lin Yufan alone in this world.

Lin Yufan was silent for a long time. Then, he slowly pulled his arm back.

"Yufan …" I felt a sudden sense of parting, but when I looked at him, there was nothing in me.

"We're at the hospital. "Let's get out of the car." Lin Yufan looked at me and spoke with some difficulty. Then, he looked forward with a boundless gaze.

Zhao Duo seemed to understand something as she pulled my hand and opened the car door.

I didn't have any strength left in me. Zhao Duo slightly exerted her strength and I got off the car with her.

Lin Yufan's car slowly drove away in front of us.

My memory went blank. I can't remember how Zhao Duo and I got back to the hospital.

He only remembered that when he woke up, Zhao Duo was also lying on the other bed, having an IV drip.

The nurse told us that we had drunk a great deal and that we were both drunk when we got back.

Just like that, Lin Yufan disappeared from my world.

He didn't answer the call, nor did he reply to any messages.

I gradually understood that Lin Yufan went to the bar alone that night and accidentally saw me and Zhao Duo.

He didn't want to change his mind, but he didn't like Yofi and didn't want to spend his wedding night with her. Twenty-one people went to the bar in silence and met me there.

He sent me back, and there was no after.

In a bad mood, I stayed in the hospital for another ten days or so. By the time I left the hospital, it was autumn.

Suddenly, the autumn, the sky, as if suddenly, but my heart is still walking at a low level.

I know, Lin Yufan and I are really finished.

It was like a dream that brought me so much happiness and hurt me so much at the same time. When he woke up from his dream, he was already covered in wounds.

Reality could not be changed. The only thing that could change was himself.

Since I have no fate with Lin Yufan, then I can only put myself into the work, let the work take up my time.

I put all my energy into running the restaurant, and the restaurant really had a new start. The number of customers who came to eat increased significantly, and the efficiency of the restaurant increased day by day.

At the end of the month, he had earned more than thirty thousand in addition to the fees and the contract fees.

The good business in the restaurant made my mood a little better, but I still had a bottom line in my heart that I could not touch. I could not hear the words "Lin Yufan", but whenever these three words appeared in my mind or in my ears, my heart felt as if it was being cut open.