Life is so beautiful that our room is filled with laughter.
I stayed in the hospital for a total of ten days. In these ten days, besides taking care of me, Lin Yufan had also given me the most delicious food, the best treatment, and whatever else I could think of, he helped me do it.
These laughs, like everything looks so wonderful, as if my life after that "suffering," and since then flowers have bloomed.
But would life really be like this?
In these ten days, I gradually realized that it wasn't just me, but Lin Yufan as well, who wasn't talking about those sad memories.
He never brought up those sad memories, other than the one his mother had mentioned. He lightly interrupted her and she never brought it up again.
I knew that this time I was going through a lot of menstrual bleeding and the situation was very bad. The doctor had already told me that it was not easy to get pregnant, but, in the future, we can talk about it later.
Now, ten days later, I was going to leave the hospital again. After I left the hospital, I thought about facing his mother and sister, and Gu Yifei, He Jia, and Xu Ziyin … My head felt like it was going to explode.
However, reality is reality. How can you not face it? If you don't face it, do those realities cease to exist?
Lin Yufan still wanted me to stay for a few more days, so I was worried that it wouldn't be as convenient as this place when I went back. I said that I had enough living here, so I didn't want to look at this white environment anymore.
I took advantage of the time he had to go through the discharge procedures to find my attending physician. Yes, I couldn't hold it in any longer.
"Hello doctor, you're the one who treated me this time, right?" I looked at the attending physician, mustered up my courage and asked straightforwardly.
"Ugh …" That's right … Your body is more important right now, so don't ask about anything else. "
"Doctor, I know that my husband told me before that he wouldn't let me know anything that would affect my thoughts, but the more you don't tell me, the more I will let my thoughts run wild, and this will be more harmful to my recovery, don't you think? Doctor, you might as well tell me. I know the truth, and I'll stop thinking about it. "
The doctor looked at me thoughtfully for a moment, sighed, and said, "When you came to the hospital, it was very bad. It was probably because of the cold. "We first rescued you, and at the same time we guaranteed your safety, we gave you a clean operation because we found a large amount of blood clot in your room …"
"Then... Can I get pregnant again? " I asked the doctor, but there was a thousand pounds in my heart.
"This... Although your body is in a bad condition, according to the situation at that time, if the blood doesn't stop flowing, I should have removed your uterus. But Boss Lin insisted on not taking it, so we did our best to preserve your uterus. "Let's see how good one's luck is." The doctor sighed softly. "We'll do our best, you know."
The ground under my feet seemed to have started to crack, and I instantly felt like I was about to rise into the air.
"Madam, are you alright?" The doctor nervously gave me a hand, and I realized that I had sneaked out to ask about the situation. I grabbed onto the hem of my skirt and shook my head, "It's okay, I'm going back."
I groggily returned to the ward. Lin Yufan was still not back, so I lay on the bed by myself.
I thought about all these things that had happened around me, about my last miscarriage, about my mother's death, about my being sold to Henan, about my big blood loss … Tears rolled down his face.
Although I didn't want to resent his mother, because she was Lin Yufan's own mother. However, Gu Yifei had already told me clearly that my mother's death was directly related to his mother, and they were on such good terms.
I feel that although the police haven't found out anything about my accident, Lin Yufan is still doggedly investigating this matter. However, I know in my heart that this matter has something to do with Lin Yufan's mother and Gu Yifei.
What should I do next?
I feel that I can't be bullied like this anymore. I want to retaliate, I want to take revenge, for the sake of the fetus that died in my stomach, for the sake of my own mother, for the sake of me being framed time and time again …
Grandma, are you my mother-in-law or my enemy?
But, I … What should he do next?
From the doctor's tone, I could already tell that I wouldn't be able to get pregnant in the future. It was because they wanted to remove the uterus, but it was Lin Yufan who risked his life to protect it.
Forget it, just leave the future to fate.
It's not a disaster, it's a disaster that I can't avoid. Haven't I had a lot of things to do in the past few years? Nothing was impossible.
I comforted myself, but my heart was heavy as lead.
However, he was completely empty. He felt completely empty inside, so empty that it felt like he was about to float.
I went to the bathroom to wash my face. When I came out, Lin Yufan had returned.
"Hey, husband! "Is it all OK?" I looked at Lin Yufan and let myself smile. Although I knew that my smiling face couldn't help but think, to Lin Yufan who had just finished his discharge surgery and was about to take me back, he still couldn't see anything.
"It's all settled. Let's go." He took out a hat and put it on my head. He looked at me, not at ease, and then wrapped one of my cotton pajamas around my neck. He smiled, "Although it doesn't look like it, it won't be blown by the wind."
Lin Yufan makes me feel very warm, but my heart is a thousand times.
As I lowered my head to pull at the brim of my hat, I secretly wiped my eyes dry.
When we got in the car, I stretched my back and said, "Aiya, this is great. I'm finally going home!"
Lin Yufan looked at me, hooked his index finger and scratched my nose, then started the engine and drove.
"Hubby, we're going home. Did you tell mom and dad about me leaving the hospital?" I looked at Lin Yufan and casually asked.
"Yes." Lin Yufan's hand was on the steering wheel; it was white, slender, and clearly defined. One could see that he was slightly exerting some strength.
"Then that's good, we can eat the sweet and delicious food at home again! Didn't our mother say that a new chef would be replaced? I pretended to be cheerful as if I had swallowed a bitter gourd.
I thought about the day I died. It was only because I was shopping at the mall with Lin Jiayi that she started a fight with me. I didn't want to go home, so it ended up happening again.
That day, my mother-in-law and Gu Yifei were at the beauty salon, and Lin Jianni knew that I hadn't come home.
I thought back to those days when I was kidnapped, when my phone was first taken away by the "bad guys", and I lost contact with them for a few days, and then Lin Yufan bought me a new phone. But because I was in the hospital, Lin Yufan was worried that it would affect my rest, and he also wouldn't let me open my phone. I was worried about Xun Mei and Xu Ziyin, and Lin Yufan told me that he had already arranged for someone else to go, so I could be at ease.
I didn't want to impose these things on Lin Yufan, even though I was thinking about those things, but I didn't say it.
"I want to eat the Apricot Blossom Meal, I want to eat the steamed bass, and I still want to eat …" I deliberately said those words to pull my thoughts back from those annoying thoughts.
At this moment, Lin Yufan stopped at the side of the road.
He unbuckled his seat belt and reached out and took me in his arms!