It could be seen that Lin Yufan especially liked his little niece. Not only did he give her a red packet worth six hundred and sixty thousand yuan, he even occasionally approached her, reached out his hand to touch her little hand, and gently stroked her little face with his fingers.
Every time this happened, my heart felt like it had been stabbed with a knife.
I pretended not to see, and came out of the room alone.
Aware of my sadness, Lin Yufan chased after me from behind. He either drove me around in his car or dragged me into the garden.
"Yufan, I know you like children." I looked at Lin Yufan and said sadly.
"I don't like it that much either. It's just that it's so novel to see a newborn life form. But compared to others, I think it would be better for the Dink tribe. The world of the two is warm and quiet. For a couple who truly have a good relationship, there is no need to rely on their children to maintain it. " Lin Yufan embraced me, but I felt especially warm, and his words made me feel less self-reproachful.
It's just that I still want to cry.
"Yufan, if I can't have children in this life, you …" I couldn't go on, and tears came uncontrollably out of my eyes.
"What nonsense are you talking about? Why do you always like to be sad for no reason? I think you are about to become a sensitive poet." As Lin Yufan spoke, he extended his hand to wipe away the tears on my face.
Grandma saw her granddaughter and was so happy that she couldn't stop smiling. It seemed that her resentment towards me had lessened a little.
"Yufan, look, I'm almost 60 years old. The reason I asked you to study abroad is so that I can give you the entire company's business. As for the other hospitals, you can manage them as well."
"Dad, that won't do. You have such a strong body, why are you handing these over to me? You should be busy, it's good for your body and brain, you don't know how many people are at home, your body is not as agile as before, and some people even have brain atrophy! " Lin Yufan looked at his father and tactfully refused.
"The Lin Family's company and hospital will be transferred to you sooner or later. I, on the other hand, want to step down and wait for me to carry my grandson! " As the eunuch spoke, he caressed the little granddaughter's cheeks with his fingers. "Oh human, what are you talking about at your age? I think it's better to be kind to your granddaughter, doo doo doo …" As his father-in-law spoke, he began to tease his little granddaughter.
For some reason, after Lin had given birth to the baby, it seemed as if all her attention had been focused on me, as if I should have given birth to the grandson at once, but I thought about secretly asking the doctor about it in the hospital.
The doctor had told me clearly that there was almost no chance of me getting pregnant.
As I listened to them, I felt an indescribable sadness. Despite Lin Yufan's repeated attempts to comfort me, as a woman, as a married woman, my natural desire to be a mother was too much for me, especially when I saw people my own age being a mother.
In the evening, when I returned home with Lin Yufan, he held me in his arms as he always did. The two of them sat on the sofa and watched TV.
"Jenny said she wanted me to give my niece a name. What kind of name would that be?" Lin Yufan embraced me and said excitedly, "Eight o'clock, you think about it too."
"Yes." "Yes," I agreed, but I didn't think about it because I knew that if I thought of a name, Lin Yufan would definitely tell Lin Jiani that your sister-in-law had given the child one.
I know my place in my mother-in-law's heart. Lin Jianni and her mother are in the same boat.
Manny, Yu Yan, Xiang Yi …" Qianxue... Which name would you say is nice at eight? " Lin Yufan seriously thought for a moment, and after a while, he said a few more words. Before I could say anything, he shook his head, "No, I still feel that it's a bit tacky. "In the book, 'Tao Tao, music to the end of the innocent' is called Tao Zhen,"
Lin Yufan was extremely happy that he had come up with such a pleasant and unworldly name.
"Xu Tao Zhen, hmm, this name is really not bad. It's so grand and extraordinary!" I looked at Lin Yufan and sincerely praised him.
"Hmm, what's important is the meaning. Forget the troubles of life, approach the true nature, and live a happy life!" As Lin Yufan spoke, he could not help but hug me tighter, "Wife, when we have children in the future, I will give you a better name!"
But after saying this, he seemed to regret it a little, "Hehe, I'm saying that if there's a chance, if there isn't, then it's better this way. To speak the truth, compared to a family with children, I think the world of the two is more suitable for me."
As Lin Yufan said this, the nurse, in order to cover up her accidental slip of tongue, quickly shifted her attention and used all her strength to carry me onto his lap. Without waiting for me to speak, a big hand slipped into her shirt, and when I reacted, Lin Yufan stood up and directly carried me to the bathroom.
In the bathroom, Lin Yufan gave me a bath as usual. As he washed me, he started to be dishonest again.
"My wife, before this, I had considered that your health wasn't good. Every time I did this with you, I was worried that you would get pregnant, worried that your body wouldn't be able to take it. As for me, I've gathered enough energy! " As Lin Yufan spoke, he looked at me with a mischievous smile, "In the future I won't consider any safe days, we can do whatever we want. We can't bear a baby, and we won't be discouraged. Can we just let nature take its course?" As Lin Yufan spoke, he wrapped a towel around me and carried me into the bedroom.
I know what he's thinking, but with my body, can I still get pregnant … The rims of his eyes could not help but turn red, but he managed to hold it in.
"Yes." I looked at him and nodded.
I felt like I was suppressing something. After suppressing it for so long, at this moment, I suddenly felt like I wanted to relax. I hugged Lin Yufan and cooperated with him with everything I had …