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Radix Coriariae

My name is Ye Fuluo, but my father doesn't like to call me that. He said that my name is Fuluo and it has nothing to do with the surname 'Ye'.

I know my surname is Ye. When I was five years old, I was my father's grandmother. After my grandmother passed away, one of my cousins, who could also be called my uncle's elder, came to pay his respects to me. Grandmother, tell me, my surname is Ye.

That time, not only had he come himself, but he had brought his wife, his nephew, and his son with him.

He also has the surname Ye. He said that my father is actually his Cousin and my mother is his mother's niece.

I still know that this uncle of mine is the second son of His Majesty, one of the generals of the court right now.

The other outstanding military general was my cousin, who visited me more than my cousin had.

After finding out about this news, combined with the things that I normally hear, I pieced together my father's identity and also found out about my own background.

I know that my mother died when I was born, but I didn't know that the incident was so scary. If it wasn't for my mother's insistence, I might not have been born.

Even though my Aunt Cui Hua had always told me that my father loved me.

Of course, I doubt it.

Until I grew up one year, and grew to be more and more unlike my father, one day, my mysterious Third Uncle Duke brought my Third Uncle's grandma to visit me.

Speaking of my Duke of Third Uncle, he is truly powerful and mysterious.

It's been said that a few years ago, His Majesty wanted to give him a promotion, but who knew that he actually took a long leave of absence. The reason for that is because my Third Uncle wanted to have children.

After that, my wife from Third Uncle gave birth to my first concubine, Mr. Third Uncle said that his mother was old and wanted to support his mother, who was also my mother's grandmother, to retire to a place called Xiahe Village.

Afterwards, my Duke of Third Uncle left the imperial court, and lived in the Xiahe Village with my grandma Third Uncle and their family.

It was said that my mother had lived there for nearly a decade.

Third Uncle is very gentle, she likes me a lot, she told me, I look like my mother.

When I knew this, it was because it was too … After my grandmother passed away, my father no longer had any qualms. He had already lived by my mother's grave for five years.

At that time, I really wanted to go find my father, but Third Uncle told me that I was only ten years old and still too young.

I asked Third Uncle Grandma, what kind of girl is outstanding, was he like my Aunt Yuanxi?

"Hmm? Your little aunt Yuanxi has been pampered by your Third Uncle and is even more pampered than your other two little uncles. "

I know the two little uncles that Third Uncle's wife mentioned. The two little uncles that are younger than me but older than me, are the two sons of Third Uncle's grandma.

I was very curious about my mother's matter. Aunt Cui Hua would tell me some things, but she always told me about my mother and father. I wanted to know about my mother when she was young.

"Third Uncle Nanny, when my mother was my age, what did she look like?"

I looked at Third Uncle Nanny. After asking her that question, I looked at her in anticipation, waiting for her reply.

Originally, I thought that Third Uncle would know, but after he heard what I said, he shook his head at me and said, "When Third Uncle got to know your mother, she was already eighteen years old. If you want to know about the matters regarding your mother when she was young, you can ask your Third Uncle Duke, or, when you grow up, ask your father. "

Thinking about how he was only gentle to Third Uncle's grandma and wasn't really close to anyone else, I decisively decided to ask my father about it when I grew up.

I've waited for three years just like that.

When I was thirteen years old, my aunt, who lived in Beijing, wrote me a letter asking me to stay in Beijing for two years.

I understand what my aunt means. I am thirteen years old, and a girl my age should consider marriage.

The day he went to find my dad was the day the Violet Vine Flower won.

I did not ask Aunt Cui Hua to accompany me. I walked up a mountain my father had bought, step by step, alone.

There are now four tombs on this mountain. In addition to my mother, there is also my Grandmaster. Grandmother and the other two of my children are too. Grandmother.

Un, they are me, too. Grandmother's sticker. Mama, they taught me when I was young.

I looked up the hill full of wisteria, step by step, to my mother's grave.

I first arranged the offerings in the bamboo basket in my hand and kowtowed to my mother. Then I walked to the door of the house that was made of wood and straw and was next to the grave.

"Dad, I'm here."

I haven't seen my father in years. I think I've grown up and learned to be strong.

However, the next moment, when I saw my father, I couldn't help but cry out loud.

My father is old.

I raised my hand in panic to wipe away my tears, but my father froze as he looked at me.

I could see his nervousness. After staring at me for a while, he suddenly smiled and said, "I've long heard that you look like your mother. I didn't expect you to look so much like her."

I can hear that my father is very happy.

Maybe it's because I look like my mother, but my father is in a very good mood today, and he says whatever I ask him.

He told me many stories about my mother when she was young. At the same time, he also told me stories about them.

I could hear that my father's heart was filled with my mother, and I was envious of their feelings, but at the same time, I was also unhappy.

Since you like my mother so much, why don't you like me?

I asked at the same time.

He stared at me for a long time before he finally shook his head and said, "I didn't expect that your mother's personality would be different from that of an aunt. It seems that your character would be more like that of your great-aunt." After saying this, my father hesitated for a moment before continuing, "At that time, when your mother was about to go, she noticed that I wanted to follow her. However, she stopped me and told me to raise you. "

"Fuluo, it was actually your mother who insisted on having you. If I had a choice, I might have gotten the doctor to ignore you and directly cure your mother of the poison first." But I know that if I did, even if your mother survived, she would hate me. Because she said she loved me, that's why she loved our children. "

"Fuluo, father knows that I have not cared about you for so many years. It is father's fault." If it wasn't for the fact that you were born at that time and your great-grandmother was still alive, father really might have died. "

"Fuluo, Father sent away many people in his life, including Father, Mother, Wife and Grandmother. Back then, Father thought he was very strong, but only on that day did Father know that Father was not strong and was just an ordinary person. "

"Fuluo, father is not a qualified father, but your mother is a qualified mother. She loved you very much. She had been looking forward to your birth every day, thinking about what you would be like. Now that you have to leave this place, you might not be able to return in the future, but I do not regret it. "

Father's words were very messy and many times. At that time, I didn't understand what he said and only felt that one of his words was correct. He wasn't a qualified father.

That day, I stayed on the mountain for the night, and the next day, I kowtowed to my mother before leaving.

He also left the place where I grew up and headed towards the capital.

When I arrived at the capital, I was conferred the title of princess, Princess Fuluo.

I was brought up by my aunt herself. She taught me a lot of things, and she raised me as her own granddaughter. When I was about to get married, my second cousin gave her a granddaughter.

From that day on, my great-aunt had a new heart and liver. After getting married, I slowly understood the meaning of what my father said to me that day.

Perhaps on the day my mother passed away, my father had already died. What lived on this earth was only his shell.

Regardless of whether it was your parents or your child, they could only accompany you for a short period of time. The only thing that could truly accompany you for your entire life was your other half, your lover.

The moment I understood, I suddenly felt that my father was very pitiful.

At that moment, I suddenly wanted to go back and see him.

However, I didn't expect that the time we would return was the time that my father and I would part ways.

I brought a child and a woman to kneel beside my father's bed. I wanted my father to look at me, at his grandson and granddaughter, but my father's eyes were staring at the wisteria flowers in his hands.

Just when I thought that my father wouldn't look at me anymore, he suddenly put down the withering Violet Vine Flower and looked at me.

"Fuluo, your mother waited for me for twenty years. I haven't been with you for twenty years, but I know everything about you. Father is also afraid, afraid that if I get too close to you, you will suddenly walk in front of Father. It's great now that you have a husband and children who love you dearly. This way, your father won't have any regrets and can go find your mother. "

"Fuluo, your mother waited for me for 20 years. I don't want her to wait any longer." "If we continue to wait any longer, I'm afraid she will despise me for being too old and won't wait for me any longer."

"Fuluo, dad has let you down for the rest of my life. In the next life, dad will repay you in the future."

After hearing what my father said, I couldn't hold it in anymore. With a tearful voice, I asked him, "Then what about your next life?"

"Next life?" Father paused for a moment before seriously looking at me and said, "In the next life, Father will obviously want to be together with your mother. I will owe her this life, so in the next life, Father will have to compensate your mother."

After hearing my father speak so earnestly, I couldn't hold it in anymore and threw myself onto his body, wailing loudly.

Then I felt my father pat me on the back, like when I was a kid and couldn't sleep at night, one little tap at a time.

Originally, I planned to bring my husband and children to accompany my father through my twentieth birthday, but on this day, I sent my father off.

From this day forth, my parents will be leaving this world.

Later, I would occasionally hear about my great-aunt's favorite granddaughter.

Mother likes the wisteria flowers, the flowery language is for the love of birth, for the love of death.

At that moment, my body stiffened, then relaxed.

I think that after this lifetime, my parents will definitely be together happily in the next life.

Just as my father whispered before he died, may the next life, you and I, ashen head, love each other for life.

Yan Ye (Ye Yan) vs Xu Yanzhu

Violet Vine Flower, born for love, died for love.

May the afterlife, you and I, white head, love for life.

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