Finally, the picture is that the ECG monitoring becomes a straight line, and at the same time, there is a sharp sound.
The last word I heard was the voice of Bai Qing Ting's name, which she quickly held up after she ran over.
Then the world was silent, and she could not see or hear anything.
……
Tang Tiantian thinks that the number of times she faints during this period is a little more.
I live here for a long time. When I wake up, I don't know where I am. Can go to wake up every time, she is used to see Tang mother first.
But now
Tang Tiantian looked at the closed door of her room and lay there for a long time without moving.
"Miss Tang, are you awake?" With a pen and paper is recording what the nurse looked down to see her open eyes, with a little surprise asked.
Tang Tiantian didn't respond.
The nurse saw that she didn't respond, so she went to the side in doubt and wanted to check her condition.
Tang Tiantian opened it with an impatient wave of hand and then glared at her: "go out!"
The nurse didn't say anything. Maybe she was told. She went out of the room directly and took the door.
At that moment, Tang Tiantian could see clearly that the door of the mother's room facing the door was open, while Tang's mother, who had been lying in that room for nearly a month, was no longer there.
A bed is clean and the quilts are stacked neatly. Bai Qingting is talking with a person I don't know.
Tang Tiantian closed her eyes powerlessly, raised a hand to cover her eyes, and her tears fell silent.
The sound of opening and closing the door seemed to attract the attention of the pure Pavilion. Through the door, he could hear the voice of his indistinct inquiry.
Then he knocked at the door.
"Miss Tang..."
Tang Tiantian didn't answer.
Bai Qingting reached out and opened the door.
Tang Tiantian heard the sound, in the moment before the door opened, covered her head with a quilt.
The white Pavilion approached, but there was no sound. But Tang Tiantian knows very well that he is here.
She bit her lip and made no noise. Can keep exerting force, gradually, bite out blood.
The taste of fishy sweet is scattered between the lips and teeth, bitter and astringent, and Pain.
Pain to can not help, pain to gradually out of the sound, pain to cry out.
Crying is a very powerless thing, no matter how tolerant the person, as long as the first cry, will be more and more loud, and how can not stop themselves.
Tang Tiantian can't stop now, although she knows that there are others in her room.
Bai Qingting listened quietly and did not speak or leave.
After a long time, the cry in the quilt gradually subsided, and he quietly walked out of the room.
Tang Tiantian opened the quilt, got out of bed and walked out of the room.
"Where is my mother?"
There was no emotion in her voice. The marks on her face were obvious, but no one dared to say anything.
"Miss Tang, I'll show you." Bai Qingting was the first to lead the way. She did not look back or look at her.
Just because everything he has now is explained by Jane Shaodong one by one.
"If she cries, don't look at her or comfort her. What she wants to do, just cooperate with her."
In a few words, Bai Qingting understands the importance of Tang Tiantian in Jian Shaodong's heart.
This is the longest way. It's only a few hundred meters away, but it's too long to walk in the front of the Qingting pavilion or Tang Tiantian in the back.
It's because the people behind him put pressure on him.
And Tang Tiantian
The most uncomfortable part of the hospital was the morgue, where she thought her mother would be. But when passing through the morgue gate, the white pure Pavilion did not take her in, but went straight by.
Push open a door not far away, Bai Qingting stands at the door, motioning her to pass.
The open room, a soul bed, Tang mother so lifeless lying on it.
On the bloodless face, with the expression of pain. Tang Tiantian knew that when she left, although she had given her last words, she did not feel relieved.
She didn't leave with comfort.
White Pavilion closed the door, but not locked, left a little seam, looking inside Tang Tiantian.
Tang Tiantian was in a bad mood. The doctor even used sedatives when she was in a coma.
Tang Tiantian lies on the side, looking at Tang's mother: "Mom, I didn't cry, you see, I'm very strong."
Her voice was weak and her expression was a smile worse than crying.
"You don't mean what you say I told you not to leave me alone
She looked up without saying a word. After a long time, he suddenly stood up and made up the bed again.
"Mom, don't worry. I'll take it back to the Tang family. No matter who it is, don't try to touch our family's things
She wakes up for so long, only this sentence, steady with firm, as if with unshakable power.……
Out of the room, she did not see the pure Pavilion, directly along the road, back to their own living in the suite for nearly a month, without saying a word to pack things.
"Miss Tang, are you going back home?" Bai Qingting asked tentatively.
As if she didn't hear, Tang kept her hands moving, but at the same time, she said, "help me arrange it. I'm going to hold a funeral for my mother."
"Well Would you like your husband to come over? "
"No, I think I will go home with my mother's ashes alone." Tang Tiantian sniffed, "my mother has only one family member. This funeral, I want to finish quietly, has nothing to do with anyone."
She is very insistent, pure Pavilion light way: "good, I go to do immediately."
She faintly should a, put the thing that packed up on the bed, back against the wall, decadent sat down.
No one can accept so much in such a short time and recover from the pain of losing a loved one. Neither did she.
She knew that she was like a walking corpse. No thought, just looking for things that can be done mechanically. It seems that if you don't do something, you can't control everything about your mother.
She was scared.
She always thought that she was brave enough to get along with people like Jian Shaodong. She could fight with Xie Huilin and Tang Jennie for such a long time. She could calmly say those words to Zhou Xiaowei. She thought she had nothing to do.
But there are still things she can't do.
Can not do strong, also can not do indifferent.
Mother is always the most important person in her life, no matter what doubts she has had, and no matter what she has concealed. If a man dies like a lamp, everything should be over.
However, now she understood that the end is beautiful, and there is no way to end, is the family, is the pain, is uncomfortable.
Mom left, completely left.
She has been ill for so long and suffered for so long. Is she relieved from the pain when she left? She doesn't know.
All she knew was, right now, she was miserable.
When my mother was sick and lying alone in the hospital, did she have this feeling?
What if there were two nurses, even if there were doctors and nurses? She understood now that when she was miserable, she didn't want anything.
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