"I thought about it before." "But now, I don't want to think about it any more. Xiaoran, maybe the fact that my mother died is too big. Now, I don't want to think about those future. No matter how real he is, as long as there is truth. "
Of course, what she said was the truth, but Zhuang Xiaoran didn't think so. If she really can not care, why does she need to be like this now? "Sweetie, you know, I haven't had a serious sleep for nearly a month..." She laughed bitterly. "It's sad to say that I lived in your former house for nearly a month, but no one found me. If you didn't come back all night, they would look for you like crazy, but I disappeared for a month, and no one paid attention to me. Whether it's the banker or the one in my family. "
Originally comforted Tang Tiantian, but now she says it. Zhuang Xiaoran thinks that her situation may not be as good as Tang Tiantian. After all, she has at least someone who hurts, someone loves, and she has nothing.
She never wanted to think like that, let alone say it, which was very pretentious, but now, it is a fact.
She used to feel that there was food, shelter and support, even if there was no love, it was nothing, anyway, she was happy.
Lovely on a person to understand that she likes those, not all. People in this life, always have to really love one, just count.
However, the person she fell in love with did not love her at all.
Tang Tiantian is silent.
She could feel how depressed Zhuang Xiaoran was, but she didn't know how to persuade her.
Just like she said, she has pain after all, which is different from Zhuang Xiaoran.
"Or Early to give up this does not belong to their own feelings? " She suggested. Although I know it's a bit excessive. Zhuang Xiaoran of course understood her meaning, and was not angry, but said faintly: "I can give up. I won't be like this now. I want to find a peace of mind for myself. If he has found me during this period of time, even if I break up. But now, I have no reason to cheat myself.
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What do you cheat yourself about? Tang Tiantian didn't ask.
On the return flight, she thought that if Jian Shaodong appeared at the airport, she would believe that Jane Shaodong had got the Tang family for her. If she didn't show up, her agreement with Mr. Lin was still there, and she would marry the mentally retarded Lin family directly.
She never said anything about it.
Now think about it. Fortunately, she won the bet at that time. Otherwise, she may be the same as Zhuang Xiaoran. She is unwilling to give up and can't convince herself.
"Sweetie, after a while, if he still doesn't come to me, I'd like to ask you a favor." Zhuang Xiaoran suddenly looked at Tang Tiantian seriously and said.
Tang Tiantian didn't understand, but she nodded in silence with the eyes of her identification. Although she doesn't know what else Zhuang Xiaoran can do now, since she is a good friend, she can help her at last chance.
"Miss, have dinner!" Aunt's voice rang out the door.
Two spirits are not very good people to take a look, "or go to eat, after dinner and continue to talk."
Tang Tiantian nods silently.
Yes, after dinner to continue talking, she is very sleepy today, but she did not plan to sleep today. After her mother's absence, she actually had a lot of things to say to others, but she had no chance and no one.
In front of Jane Shaodong, she always has much reservation. After all, he is a man.
They got up, didn't change clothes and went downstairs in their pajamas.
this pajamas like as two peas in the same style, a little pink, a light green, exactly the same style.
Tang Tiantian and Zhuang Xiaoran are similar in temperament, especially when wearing the same clothes.
The aunt looked at it and said with a smile, "the two ladies are really like sisters."
Tang Tiantian turned her head and looked at it. "It's really like it."
Zhuang Xiaoran didn't say anything. He laughed and pulled away his chair and sat down.
My aunt is probably thinking that Tang Tiantian is not in a good mood and has a bad appetite recently. The things prepared are relatively light. Of course, also because of the guest relationship, in the light meal, or add a few other.
A meal is a feast for both the host and the guest. The aunt looked at the nearly cleaned up dishes, and she was pleased to smile. She drove the two people who wanted to help back to bed to have a rest.
"In fact, I don't have to help. I just want to try this ordinary day."
Zhuang Xiaoran has been admitted to her identity since she was a child, and the Zhuang family is not as harsh on her as Tang Tiantian. At least, the cost of living is a lot.
So, her life is better from small to big. It's not a family thing, but it's not.
"I know, but when I can enjoy the happiness, I will feel comfortable. After all, I don't know when it will be. " Tang Tiantian said lightly.
She suddenly thought of Tang's mother. Tang Tiantian knew that she must have something she wanted to do that she didn't finish, and she had no chance to live her life.In her mind, mother should be a lady, live a lady's life, nothing to drink afternoon tea, play cards
Zhuang Xiaoran did not know what to think of, suddenly changed the topic and said: "have you not been live broadcast for quite a long time?"
"Well." Although I don't know what she meant, "before that thing was too big, I suspended the live broadcast, and later, it was not available."
Recently, she has been extremely busy. If Zhuang Xiaoran hadn't mentioned it, she might not have remembered the live broadcast.
Zhuang Xiaoran said: "then live it, I will accompany you."
Tang Tiantian thought of what, seriously asked: "do you want to tell Cheng Shaochen I'm OK in this way?"
"Where are you like this now?" Zhuang Xiaoran rolled her eyes. "Do you know how popular you are recently? What Jane Shaodong did outside, now everyone knows you are his man. "
Tang Tiantian couldn't help asking, "what did he do?"
Zhuang Xiaoran looked at her in surprise: "aren't you? You don't know anything about such a big thing? "
"I've just returned home and I'm not in the mood to pay attention to this." Tang Tiantian naturally said, "besides, before this, I didn't want to take care of those."
Zhuang Xiaoran shook his head, as if he didn't know what to say. Finally, her appointee sighed and summed it up in the simplest and most straightforward sentence: "what do you think the Tang family is? He is an outsider. Even if you have a public relationship with him, it is very difficult to get the Tang family. What's more, you have never said anything in foreign countries before. " Yes, she never said, never said the relationship between Jane Shaodong and her, nor did she show what he could do for her.
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