I think Qin Mofei protects me every time because he likes me. I even wondered what he liked about me. But at this time I realized that I should only be the plaything in his hand, even if I didn't want to play, it belonged to him.
He said this and went back to the study, I turned back to the living room, all of a sudden, to the extreme. I'm really stupid. Why should I kick his door provocatively just now? I take myself seriously.
I dare not go to sleep, so curled up on the sofa in the living room in a daze, the head of my heart pulled out cool.
I have a feeling of falling from heaven to hell in an instant. I'm so scared. I want to go home, but I don't dare. I know that if Qin Mofei wants to kill me, it's really Kung Fu between his hands.
It turned out that I was not climbing a big tree, but holding a god of death that might kill me at any time. When he is gentle, he makes people confused. When he is cold, he is disillusioned, but when he is cruel, he makes people die.
What should I do?
The night was so heavy that I curled up on the sofa and waited for a long time. Qin Mofei didn't mean to come out. I'm so sleepy, but I don't know if I can go to sleep.
I am afraid of him, because he is a God, and I am a mole ant.
I just leaned against the sofa and dozed off vaguely. It seemed that someone was touching my face. I opened my eyes slightly and saw Qin Mofei's face close at hand. I was scared to get up, and all the dozing was gone.
I looked at him in horror, and I was at a loss, "I didn't mean to fall asleep. I was just a little tired. I..."
"Fool, what a fool!" The next second, he kissing me affectionately on the brow, picked me up and walked into the bedroom, put me gently on the bed, "if you are tired, go to sleep first, I still have some things to deal with."
"Well, then I'll take a bath."
I knew he was a cleanliness freak and didn't want to get his bed dirty. He got up and walked to the bathroom. He was stunned and followed me, and hugged me gently from behind.
"Then I'll wash it with you."
Then he neatly took off my clothes, and soon stripped off his noble suit. So, mandarin ducks were playing in the water
Even though I was afraid of Qin Mofei, my body could not resist it. When he leaned against me in sweat, I unconsciously got into his arms and soon fell asleep.
When I was sleepy, I could hear him say "I'm sorry" in my ear, but I was confused and didn't know if I was dreaming.
I woke up early in the morning, and I couldn't sleep around six.
I Miss Xiao Fan today to do surgery, inexplicably nervous in the heart. Qin Mofei is still sleeping, his hand is still on my towering, and occasionally he pinches it unconsciously.
I turned to look at his sleeping face secretly, at this time his face no longer angry, really beautiful. Although I have a knot in my heart, I still indulge in his face. It's so perfect.
I watched him for a long time. Before he woke up, I was ready to get up and make some breakfast to ease the atmosphere of yesterday.
I gently took his hand to get out of his arms, but I accidentally saw a large bruise on the skin of his wrist.
When did he get hurt?
I pulled up his arm and looked at it carefully. There was a blood spot on it, which was a bit like capillary bleeding caused by excessive bleeding. No wonder he looked pale yesterday. Could it be that he had drawn blood? But what did he draw blood for?
It took me a long time to get out of bed. When I went to the kitchen to have a look, there was rice, vegetables and so on. After thinking about it, I planned to cook some porridge to clear my intestines and stomach.
After I put the rice into the pot, watching Qin Mofei still sleeping, I didn't wake him up and tidied up the hall.
I didn't take a close look at the suite yesterday. Today, I found a lot of homemade things in it.
For example, the decoration made by roll paper cylinder is very exquisite. Even the most striking picture on the wall is painted on it, and then it is directly assembled into a picture frame with a few pieces of wood. It is so creative.
I went around and found a small photo frame on the shelf of the cabinet. There was a picture of three people on it. One was Qin Mofei, the other was the girl I saw when I picked up the plane. The other was a woman in her forties. Her eyebrows were similar to Qin Mofei.
I guess this woman should be Qin Mofei's mother. What about this girl? I looked at it for a while and then put it back. As soon as I turned around, I saw Qin Mofei standing leaning against the bedroom door, looking at me without expression.
I panicked again. I didn't know what to say, so I stood by the cupboard, like a child who did something wrong. In fact, I hate this feeling very much. I'm afraid and embarrassed, and I feel inferior.
He came and picked up the photo frame, looked at it and put it back. Then he looked up at me and said, "happy face, are you curious about my personal life?"
"No, it's not. I just saw that the decoration of the living room is very beautiful, so I wanted to have a look at it. I accidentally saw this picture frame. I didn't want to explore what you mean, and I never wanted to get involved in your life. "
I'm afraid that he will misunderstand me, because he has been in his villa to look for a plan book. I don't want him to think that I am a very dirty and idle woman."I really..."
"In the picture, one is my mother and the other is my sister Qin Yu. My mother has been dead for many years, and my sister is five minutes younger than me." He stopped, gently pinched my face, "the girl you are jealous of is my twin sister!"
"I, I'm not jealous." I blushed, my heart suddenly relaxed a lot, and then said, "but she looks so small."
"You mean I'm old?"
"That's not what they mean."
"How old do you think I am?" He looked at me, his face was not so cold.
I thought for a while and thought, "should not be more than 30?"
"Do you remember my birthday on the 27th and 19th August? I want two presents for my birthday. Don't forget my sister. She went to see you on purpose yesterday. I didn't expect you to be so gullible. "
“……”
I was speechless. The girl went to the airport to see me. Did she pretend to be too similar? I didn't look me in the eye at all. What's more, how would she know I was there?
"Are you not afraid that she will despise you when she knows that I exist?"
"What's your theory? Why do you want me to be happy
"I..."
Well, no matter whether he has a deeper meaning or not, I am very happy, very happy. No wonder he came into my car yesterday. It turns out Oh! At that time, I cried with snivel and tears. It was really humiliating.
Because of Qin Mofei's words, I opened my heart knot that I couldn't let go last night. I was like a moth fighting a fire, and I had lost my mind.
After breakfast, Qin Mofei accompanied me to the hospital, waiting for Xiaofan to do surgery.
Dr. Zhang and they have made a plan for the operation and moved the time to 10 a.m. because Xiao Fan is quiet during this period.
Xiao Fan has been in the hospital for more than a month, and his flesh body is too thin to speak. I watched him quietly lying there outside the isolation room. I wish it was me who could not lie there.
Qin Mofei watched for a long time, suddenly reached out and rubbed my hair. "Happy face, is it bitter when giving birth to a baby?"
"No pain. When you decide to leave him, you don't feel bitter. He is an angel."
I think that if it was not for Xiao Fan's existence, I might not have realized so much heartache, and I would not have done so many things against my will for him.
I think of those things after the event, although some disrespectful, but did not regret leaving Xiaofan. What I worry about most now is that he will hate me when he grows up. He not only has a mother who wanders around the night, but also has a dirty and idle father.
Qin Mofei sighed and held me in my arms. I felt that his mood was heavier than mine, and his eyebrows never relaxed.
I took his hand on my waist and glanced back at him. "Murphy, do you like children very much?"
"Like it!" He nodded and then added, "but it depends on who gave birth to it, and I like it very much."
“……”
I was speechless, the tip of my nose suddenly sour. He is such a person. When he is gentle, he is more gentle and considerate than anyone else. I hope that he will always be so tender and considerate in the years I accompany him, but it may be my wishful thinking.
Nurse Li quickly pushed Xiao Fan out of the ward, and we followed him in a hurry. Seeing him pushed into the operating room, Dr. Zhang and two assistant doctors also went in.
When the operating room door slowly closed, I suddenly had a kind of creepy fear, turned and subconsciously jumped into Qin Mofei's arms. He put his arm around me and gently comforted me, but I found that his body was shaking more than I did.
"It's OK, Xiaofan will be OK."
He murmured, his black and white star eyes were full of fear. I was stunned by his reaction. Did he love his wife and his dog to such a degree? I didn't think he liked me enough yesterday.
But I don't care about this. I look forward to the door of the operating room and count the time slowly.
After this transplantation, if Xiao Fan does not have rejection, it will prove that he is OK, but if there is rejection, he may not survive, so I am very afraid.
"Happy face, Xiao Fan must be ok?"
Qin Mofei waited for a while and couldn't help it. He held my face and asked nervously. I was frightened by his appearance, and my heart, which had just slowed down a little, was lifted up again. I couldn't help but tear my eyes.
"If he has something to do, then I will not live." I choked.
"It's going to be OK. He's going to be fine." He wiped the tears on my face, and held me in his arms, "happy face, I regret not meeting you earlier. If you meet earlier, you can help."
He made me speechless again. Even if he met me early, I was also a woman of the world. He was just his woman to follow him. In fact, the situation is the same. So I didn't respond to him. I turned my head and looked at the closed door of the operating room. I was so nervous that I couldn't relax for a moment.We waited outside for more than three hours before the door of the operating room opened. Dr. Zhang was the first to come out of the room, took off his mask and slowly breathed a breath.
Qin Mofei rushed up and grabbed his clothes and asked, "is the baby OK? Is he all right now