Chapter 59

After dinner, Ruan Feng took a small Mu excuse to go. I also want to go, but Shang Yan is looking at me covetously. My legs and feet are not convenient, so I have to shrink in my seat and talk like something.

In fact, I am not afraid of Shang Yan, but that they despise me after they know what happened to me in the past four years. I don't have many friends in my life, so I cherish this feeling and I can't lose them.

But now, I guess they all know something. After all, Xue Baoxin's "women in that place" is really daydream.

If Shang Yan asked about this, how can I answer it? If he doesn't ask, how can this embarrassing situation be resolved?

At present, the sun is strong outside, Qin Mofei won't come to meet me for a while, so Shang Yan and I still have to confront for a while. I don't like this kind of atmosphere and feel oppressed.

"Let's go!"

For a long time, Shang Yan opened his mouth, handed me the crutch beside the wall, and then took me with his body. I instinctively want to refuse, his eyes a cold, I dare not say what, after all, I was just Qin Mofei holding off the car, I refuse his words may have words.

He carried me all the way from upstairs to the parking lot downstairs without breathing. After getting on the bus, he did not immediately drive, but called Uncle Cheng. I think he's blushing. Maybe he's drunk again.

"Huanyan, do you know Xue Baoxin?" He turned to look at me, his eyes a little confused, "what is the relationship between you and Qin Mofei? Did you really work in Chengye group in the past four years? "

Shang Yan really smelled a strange smell. I was speechless by him. Should I tell the truth? After I said it, didn't even have to be a friend at least? Since then, there is no Shen Huanyan in the group of four?

I can't say, I can't lose them.

"Tell me! Tell me. " He suddenly grabbed my shoulder and yelled, his eyes aching. He must have guessed the truth. He has.

I was speechless. I looked at him in horror and cried.

I really want to say, but I'm afraid of losing them. My friends in my life are so little. Losing them is like cutting off my flesh.

"Huanyan, why are you crying?" Shang Yan was flustered and quickly reached out his hand to wipe my tears, but I couldn't stop crying, crying like a tearful child. "Don't cry, I don't ask, I don't ask."

His panic made me more and more ashamed, and I couldn't help it any longer. I threw myself into his arms and began to wail. I wanted to cry out all the grievances that I had repressed over the years, and wanted to return to what I had been like. If there is regret medicine in this world, I will take it even if I give half of my life.

"Happy face, don't cry. I'm sorry, I won't ask these questions again."

Shang Yan held me tightly and whispered. However, the more tolerant he was, the more sad I was and the more I couldn't stop crying. It was like the first time that I cried and confessed without fear. I felt a knife in my heart.

"No matter what happened in the past, let's not think about it, OK? The future is the most important. "

Shang Yan held my face in his hand and hooked off the tears on my face with his fingertips. Seeing his tenderness, I was in a trance for a time. How could he be so tolerant?

When I was in a daze, he bowed his head and kissed me, naturally as if it should be.

I forgot to push him away. I didn't know how to push him until his soft tongue intruded into my teeth. I tried to push him away, but he deepened the kiss and didn't let me shrink back.

His taste of kissing me is different from that of Qin Mofei. One is tender and the other is passionate. I am ashamed to find that I don't hate him kissing me.

Shang Yan let me go for a long time. I turned my head in a hurry and looked out of the window. I gasped carefully. My face was hot and hot. I was really too much, too shameless, I should have pushed him away.

"Huanyan, I don't care about the relationship between you and Qin Mofei, but would you please leave him? He's not for you. " Shang Yan pulled my shoulder and said to me seriously.

I naturally know that Qin Mofei is not suitable for me, but it is not easy for me to leave. Unless he doesn't want me, but even if he doesn't want me, I don't have the right to love others, otherwise he will kill me. I believe he is not alarmist. ALFY said that he didn't like people betraying him.

I can't tell Shang Yan about these things, even if he has already guessed the relationship between me and Qin Mofei, I have to treat him as he doesn't know. Poke open this layer of paper, I only left unbearable and embarrassed.

I sniffed and looked at him. "Shangyan, can you let uncle Cheng take me to Jiangfeng building?"

“…… Good

Shang Yan hesitated and nodded. I was relieved. After arriving at Jiangfeng building, I will send a message to Qin Mofei and ask him to pick me up. I hope everything will be calm, otherwise I may collapse.

Uncle Cheng arrived soon, and Shang Yan didn't force me to keep me. He directly asked him to drive to Jiangfeng building. I escaped and got off the train, but I couldn't walk fast. Shang Yan got off the bus and carried me to the downstairs where I was.

"What floor?" He asked me.

"Otherwise you go back first, I will go up by myself.""What floor?" He accentuated his tone.

Awed by his haze, I surrender, chat up a way, "eighth floor."

Shang Yan sent me upstairs. I was about to open the door to let him sit down, but I suddenly remembered that there were still milk bottles and milk powder in the room, so I stopped. I buried my head standing at the door, do not know how to say, the heart is very chaotic.

"Go in. I'll go first and call you later."

Shang Yan didn't insist on going into the house. I think he may have misunderstood me. He was afraid of what he would do to me, so he simply left. I didn't explain anything. I watched him enter the house after he left. The room was really chaotic.

I didn't rush to clean up the room, lying on the sofa looking at the ceiling, my head was still blank.

I had a kiss with Shang Yan, and it felt like blasphemy and blasphemy. After all, his feelings for me were so pure. In fact, I can say no to him, but I don't, and I'm really mean.

I was just thinking, the phone suddenly rang, it was Qin language. She went abroad some time ago, but she has not been in touch with her all the time. She will find me and I don't know what's going on, so I'm connected.

"Where are you, sister-in-law?"

"I'm in the house of Jiangfeng building. Have you returned home?"

"I just came home and wanted to see you. Wait for me. I'll be right here."

The tone of Qin language is very anxious, not so simple as to see me. So I picked up the milk powder on the tea table and waited for her to come quietly at home.

About half an hour later, there was a knock outside the door. I got up and went to open the door. I saw Qin Yu clutching at the door dejectedly.

"How can you look like that?"

I let her in and sat back on the sofa and asked her to pour her own water. She went to the sofa in front of me and sat down. She leaned back on the sofa and looked at me without speaking. She was dumb.

"What's the matter?" I asked again.

"Sister in law, there are two bad news. Do you want to hear worse or not so bad?"

“…… Is it about me? Just talk about it one by one. If it doesn't matter, don't say it. "

I'm not a fussy person, especially when it comes to the Qin family, I don't want to listen.

What's more, I've been holding on to what Chen Jiu said. He said that the man was the eldest of the Qin family. Although the credibility is not high, it may not be groundless, so I instinctively evade everything of the Qin family.

Qin Yu sighed and said, "my father is trying to find a wife for my brother. He has found many famous ladies to break my brother's psychological defense line."

"Isn't that a good thing? It's reasonable for him to open branches and scatter leaves for your Qin family. "

I don't think it's bad news. In any case, Qin Mofei and I are just in the dew, and we will be separated in the end. Whether he is married or not has nothing to do with me.

Qin Yu was stunned and said, "are you not angry? What would you do if my brother married someone else

I couldn't help laughing. "You silly girl, it's impossible for me and your brother. Didn't I say that I'm just his friend. Maybe he will change soon."

“…… So you put yourself so low. " Qin language wrung eyebrow way.

I shrugged my shoulders to show approval. I didn't put myself very low, but I was so low. I'm not used to seeing a woman in the morning.

Qin Yu stopped and said, "the second thing, I saw a picture of you on the Internet. The photo was widely spread. Do you want to have a look?"

"Yes?"

She took out her iPad and flipped to a picture. It was the picture of me leading a hundred girls to the enchanting color. I don't know who took it. The angle is very clear, showing my face vividly and vividly.

I was flustered. I grabbed the iPad, zoomed in and out of the picture and looked back and forth many times, "where did you find this?"

"On the Internet, the title is terrible. It's" the bullying force of big night club public relations ". The comments below are very hot, and even mention some bad things." Qin Yu accosted me and said, "but don't worry, my brother won't pay attention to these anyway."

Not so good? What's that?

I quickly got up and went to the bedroom. I turned on the computer and searched the engine for the title of Qin Yu. It was so overwhelming that I ordered a hot forum to look in. Besides that photo, there was a picture of me and Mary drinking together.

The comments at the bottom of the photo have reached hundreds of thousands, each of which is similar in content and exposes me. Although I'm a public relations manager in a nightclub, I do dirty and dirty business in private. I not only do it myself, but also let the girls do it.

What's more, I also mentioned the thing that I despised most at that time, that is, having nose and eyes. These comments are obviously deliberately made by someone, so they are very inflammatory. Many people scold me with the posts, which is particularly ugly.

Some people have posted the place where I work, in addition to the golden emperor, there are also charming colors. There are also some information about my regular clients. They say that they have skin and meat relationship with me in private, so I have a good time in the nightclub.I see these dense posts, the whole person is confused, now the network is so developed, and there are not a few people who know me.

But this is not the point. The key is Shang Yan and Xiao Mu. What do they do when they see it? The illusion that I had been trying to maintain was broken.

I looked at the overwhelming post in horror, and felt that the sky had collapsed.