When I finished, I walked away, feeling very sad. Because Shang Yan is a person I care about very much, which is equivalent to the existence of my relatives. He actually said that I was playing at night. How much does he think I am?
I think, in the eyes of him and many people who know my details, I am the kind of woman who meets and sends me away. I am a woman with a jade arm and a pillow for thousands of people.
Because women in the dust all come to make money in this way. Beauty and body are tools to make money. Even if you set up a memorial archway for yourself, others will not recognize it. Instead, they will think that it is "building a memorial archway as well as a whore".
Now I finally understand that no matter what other people say and don't care about my past, they do mind subconsciously. Maybe they don't think so, but what they say or do unconsciously proves this.
When I came back to the company, I was in a bad mood. Seeing that it was time for work, I packed up my things and went back to my suite, but I didn't report to SUA.
Qin Mofei has not come back, I shut myself in the study, began to search the network of those who attack my posts. Actually no, the post was completely deleted.
At the same time, I saw a large number of black articles for me. In fact, I'm a top student in the design department of C University, and I'm also a big figure in the school. Some people even put up the picture of my scholarship and the winning record of taking part in the new concept design when I was in school.
The pusher level of white washing is good. He has weakened my black history by avoiding the heavy ones. The emphasis is that I have a feud and someone wants to deal with me deliberately. And this is also mixed with Xue Peiyao's apology speech, which is full of her endless confession.
With Xibai's article and her apology, I suddenly became a poor victim. Those melon eating people began to sympathize with me and expressed their endless sympathy to me.
I think it's ridiculous. It's so damn funny.
The reason why chivalrous people don't care about violence is that they don't care about the truth.
At this time, I was very indifferent. Those rumors didn't knock me down at all, so the turning of God didn't surprise me much.
I turned off the video, nestled in my chair and recalled Shang Yan's words, word by word, sharper than the cyber violence I had seen before.
The so-called deep love, hate cut, I think Shang Yan really liked me, so he said that. He has been unable to face such a completely different me, because it is beyond his imagination. Maybe he can't let go of my black history in his whole life.
I restrained myself from thinking about it again. I took out the record book and began to sort out the data. However, my mind was not concentrated at all. As soon as I finished the form, I gave up and got up to prepare some porridge for Qin Mofei to eat.
I had just put rice under the pot, the mobile phone suddenly rang, I quickly wiped my hands and ran to the study to pick up the mobile phone, it was actually Shang Yan calling, I hesitated to connect.
"Huanyan, I'm sorry, my words are too heavy today. In fact, I don't mean that, I mean..."
"It doesn't matter. I know everything."
"Listen to me, happy face, please leave him, will you? He's not for you, really not for you. How about being obedient? I can take care of your mother and son, as long as you are happy, OK? I don't care what you've been through. As long as it's you, I can accept everything
Has he figured it out?
I was stunned. It was false to say that he was not moved. I knew Shang Yan would not tell lies. He called me at this time, and he should have made ideological struggle.
I just said "I'm sorry" and then hung up. If he calls again, I'll cut it off. Since you can't afford it, you have to stay away from it. Otherwise, he and I will be hurt, and Qin Mofei will also be injured.
I turned around and continued to look for ingredients to cook, but my heart couldn't calm down for a long time. Shang Yan asked me to leave Qin Mofei, but he didn't tell me what it was?
I have no doubt that he said to accept my words and my children's words, but I have self-knowledge and will not destroy his pure to me.
I put away my worries and made three dishes, a lotus root and spare ribs soup, a braised pork, and a fried vegetables.
As soon as the last vegetables were served, there was a knock at the door. I ran over and opened the door. However, Qin Mofei was not standing outside the door, but a man with somewhat similar eyebrows. His face was still full of childishness.
His clothes are very punk, and he also wears a diamond earring on his ears. His unrestrained half shaved head sets off his original handsome face very strangely. To be honest, I really can't appreciate the so-called non mainstream beauty.
"Are you Shen Huanyan, the woman of Qin Mofei?" He looked up and down at me and asked.
I blush, nod also is not, do not nod also is not, chat up to ask a sentence, "is excuse me you?"
"Didn't he tell you he had a brother? My name is Qin shaoou. "
As he said this, he pushed his way in, walked slowly around the room, and then looked at the dishes I cooked. It was like a senior official's inspection.In the legend of Qin desert, I didn't expect that this was my brother. I have a kind of instinctive fear of his sudden appearance, not because of his non mainstream dress, but because of the invisible relationship between Qin Mofei and me.
Qin shaoou pulled out his chair and sat down. He scooped up the spare ribs soup and took a sip. "How long have you lived with my brother?"
“……”
Live with your sister!
I didn't pay attention to this guy. In fact, Qin Mofei and I didn't live together, because the nature of cohabitation was different. Of course, I won't say that I'm just his friend.
I stood awkwardly at the table, like a waiter, watching him eat my stewed ribs piece by piece. He just ate my spareribs and braised pork until he stopped, wiped his mouth and turned to look at me.
"I heard you already work in our company? My brother gives you a high salary, isn't it
"Salary?"
Qin shaoou didn't mention it. I still forgot that I didn't write the salary item in all the procedures handled by the company today. I actually ignored this most important item.
He pauses and says, "did my brother give you his card?"
"Mr. Qin, what are you going to do? Would you please speak up? " I thought he was going to ask something, so he was on guard.
He laughed. "In fact, it's nothing. I just came to ask my brother for money. My father has limited my card. Now I have no money and I'm very poor. My brother, he never has a golden house, you must be special, so he is very generous to you? "
I can see the ruffian look on his face, and I finally understand why every time Qin Mofei chokes Mr. Qin, he will use his little son as an example. It seems that this is a spoiled rich second generation, and he can't take care of that kind of life.
But I didn't have Qin Mofei's permission and didn't dare to give him the card. I thought for a moment, "I don't have his card. If you need it, I have more than 1000 cash to use for emergency."
"More than a thousand dollars?" He suddenly glared at me as if he were looking at an alien, "Damn, more than a thousand yuan is not enough for my young master to wipe my ass. is that ok? Take out the card quickly. I don't have time to talk to you
"But I really don't have money. I'm..."
"Shen Huanyan, I've given you enough face. If you don't want to face, don't blame me for being rude. Don't think you are Qin Mofei's woman. I'm afraid of you. Tell you, I don't pay attention to him. "
Qin shaoou stood up and looked at me with his hands. He didn't look too bad, but I hated him because he was so disgusting.
I ignored him, turned into the bedroom and directly locked the door. Then I picked up my mobile phone and dialed Qin Mofei's phone. He waited for a long time to connect. There seemed to be a strong sense of rhythm in the music. I've been in a nightclub for a few years. I'm so familiar with the music. Is he in a nightclub?
"Murphy, your brother is here. He says he wants a card. I don't know how to deal with him." I'm a little upset.
Qin shaoou has already scolded and kicked the door at the moment, kicking the door clang. I'm actually a little scared, because this guy is the kind of Desperado who wants money but doesn't want to live.
Qin Mofei there suddenly quiet down, after a meeting, his voice, "happy face, there is a check in the safe in the bedroom, you give it to him, the password of the safe is your birthday and Xiaofan's birthday."
“……”
I am inexplicably moved, the point of displeasure in my heart suddenly disappeared. I opened the safe and found a lot of information in it. So I turned through the check layer by layer, but I accidentally found a picture of a portly woman holding his arm and smiling happily.
I was stunned immediately. Is it true that Xiaomu said that there was a pregnant woman who committed suicide for him?
I looked at it for a long time, put it back, picked up the check, opened the door, and immediately kicked me in the face. I quickly turned to avoid the foot and handed the check.
"I just called your brother and he asked me to give it to you."
"Hum!" Qin shaoou sneered and took back his feet. He took the check and flipped it. "It's interesting. You remember. I'm going to be angry if you shut me out like this in the future."
"Mr. Qin is a rich man. Don't worry about people like me."
"Shen Huanyan, I'll give you a wake-up call for your money. My father and mother won't let you into the Qin family's door, and my brother won't marry you, because he doesn't love you."
"Thank you for reminding me. I'll keep it in mind."
"Ha ha!"
Qin shaoou left with a sneer, but I was stuck in my throat. First, because of the photo, but because of what he said. Although I knew my identity very well, I couldn't help feeling sad.
Women are like this, in should not be moved on the body of the heart, will always worry about gain and loss.
I lay down on the sofa in great depression, feeling all my strength drained. In fact, I want to be happy every day, but I have so many contradictions around me, which makes me very unhappy.Qin shaoou left for less than ten minutes. Qin Mofei came back with a file bag in his hand. I glanced at him and lazily went over to pick up his bag.
"Murphy, you're back."
"What's the matter? Is shaoou bullying you He asked, seeing that I was not in the right mood.
I shook my head. "No, I just saw a picture when I took the check. I was a little confused."