Chapter 90

I am also angry, angry Qin Mofei warned me in public, treat me as a mole ant. So I don't want to go back. I'd rather listen to Qin Chi En talking about his life in his own dark way. He is a very humorous person.

"At that time, I invited those people to eat and drink with their living expenses, so I basically had a very moist life for the first half of the month, and then I ate pickled vegetables in the second half, just the Fuling mustard in Chongqing."

When he talked about his mistake of making bad friends in junior high school, I couldn't help laughing because Ruan Feng was once a big eater like Shang Yan. In the end, he got angry and had a fight with him. But later, the four of us actually became the best friends. Life is so incredible.

Qin Chi En said that he fell in love with a girl in his class, but he was embarrassed to express his love for a girl in his class, so he deliberately played around with other boys in front of the girl, and was eventually reported and criticized by the girl.

I couldn't help laughing and asked, "who is your true love? Third brother, are you married

He was stunned and his smile froze in his face. Then he took the beer and took a sip, but he choked and coughed for a long time. I don't know if he looks a little strange. It's privacy.

After a long silence, he said to me, "I once loved a woman, but I missed it."

"If you miss it, you won't look for it? You're crazy, too. By the way, how old are you this year? Shall I introduce one to you? "

"Fuck you. I'm 37 years old this year, and I don't have the impulse to get married." He pretended that he didn't like it, but I saw that his eyes were a little dim. Maybe there was an unknown secret.

I patted him on the shoulder and said, "well, you want to get married. Tell me, I have a lot of resources, all of them are charming."

"You'd better worry about yourself. Look, your boyfriend called again? Shall I take you back? " He pointed to my mobile phone and Qin Mofei called again.

I still didn't pick it up. At first, I didn't want to answer it because I was angry, but now I dare not. I'm like a child who has done something wrong. I hide where I am safe.

"I don't want to go home." I glanced at Qin Chi En and said, "third brother, otherwise you go back first. I'm sitting here. I'm not drunk. I'm just in a bad mood."

"Fool, how can I leave you here alone so late? Since you're going to be a child who doesn't go home, I'll take you somewhere and make sure you like it. "

"This All right

And Qin Chi En together will have a very relaxed feeling, no matter he is pretending to be or he is really so easy-going, in short, very close.

He took me to the Bund in the south of the moat. The place is full of bright neon. It's hot summer now. Many seasonal flowers are blooming on the riverbank. They are really beautiful.

It would be a very romantic thing to come and see the scenery with the people I love. Unfortunately, I didn't because Qin Mofei would not allow me to find a lover.

"Beautiful, happy face? It's the last place for the beholder to see. There is a stool over there. Let's go and sit down. Don't walk so many roads as soon as your leg injury is healed

"Well!"

Qin Chien's thoughtfulness moved me. After so long, he still remembered that I had leg injury. As we sat under the flashing neon lights, we had the illusion of swimming among the flowers.

But I am very unhappy in my heart, maybe wait for a while, maybe tomorrow, meet me may be stormy, I know Qin Mofei will not let me go.

Qin Chien's look at this time is just like me. His eyes are full of sadness under the flat light mirror. He seems to think of someone when he sees the scenery.

"Third brother, what's the matter with you?" I couldn't help asking.

"It's OK. I suddenly think of an old friend who once accompanied her to see the neon lights."

“…… Do you love that old friend very much

"Yes, but it's too late. She's been gone for many years."

"Don't think so much about it. There's a long way to go."

I am also very depressed now, can't find a better words to comfort him, he listened to it and rubbed my hair at will, and then turned his head to look at the sparkling river, his free eyes seemed to be in memory of his old friend.

We sat here for more than two o'clock before returning. He drove me out of the villa area and went back. When I got back to the villa, Wang Ma was still watching TV in the living room. When she saw me back, she rushed to meet me.

"Miss, you're back at last."

"Wang Ma, my mother, are they all asleep?"

"Well, she's been waiting for you for a long time and she hasn't come back. Did you drink, miss? The young master is still upstairs. Be careful when you go up later. He may be a little unhappy

“…… Why did he come? " I was scared. Didn't my mother drive him out?

"I don't know. He doesn't look very good. He's a loner, but he's really nice. You can just follow him."Follow him? If you follow him and you can be safe, why do I hide from him? I think it would be nice if he didn't tear me apart.

I know that Qin Mofei is very difficult to control his emotions when he is angry, so he doesn't have to bump into the muzzle of a gun. If he accidentally kills me, what about my mother and Xiao Fan? I remember the last time he pinched me to vomit blood.

I came to the garden, curled up on the bench, remembering the series of events that happened last night, and sighed. I don't know how to go to work tomorrow. I'm so ridiculous and pathetic.

I don't know if Qin Mofei is sleeping or awake, or secretly watching me. I'm afraid to go back to my bedroom. I'm afraid of him.

There are a lot of mosquitoes in the garden, buzzing around me. For the first time, I feel that this kind of sound is not so disgusting. At least there are so many mosquitoes with me, which is much better than the terrible Qin Mofei.

Wang Ma brought me a coat and advised me to go back to the house. I didn't go back.

In fact, this is not my real home, so I can't just drive Qin Mofei away. Even if he has given me the house, I still feel like I'm under the fence. Because of this, I am like a stray dog and I dare not go in here.

For the first time, I had a kind of desolation, the endless indifference of the people around me, the covetous Qin family and my more and more confused mother, these are the things I am very afraid of.

What should I do?

Am I going to pray for Qin Mofei to let me go or just hide from him? I can't tell what I am. When I am in love, he wants to knead me into his body, but when he is angry, he hates not to strangle me.

"Wow..."

All of a sudden, a baby cry pulled all my free thoughts back. It was Xiao Fan who cried. I got up suddenly, but I saw a dark figure standing behind me. I didn't know how long I had stood.

Under the night, his eyes are as sharp as a cold sword.

I was so scared that I stepped back a few steps. My legs were so soft that I couldn't stand still. "Murphy, don't kill me. We have something to say..."

Greedy life is my instinct, so I did not wait for him to speak. I feel that at this time I am the most cowardly and humble servant in the eyes of the king, and he can make me disappear in smoke and ashes.

He took a step towards me, and I stepped back in horror, and if it hadn't been for the chair, I would have fallen on my knees. His face appeared in the dim light. It was not the anger I thought it was, but the astonishment and sadness.

"Are you so afraid of me?"

I'm afraid. How can I? I almost died in your hands last time, don't you know?

I looked at him with tearful eyes, full of resentment, but could not say a word. He came up to me, looked down at me, stretched out his hand slowly through my hair, and I shivered uncontrollably, for fear that his hand would slip and pinch my neck.

"Afraid I'll kill you? So avoid me? "

I nodded in silence and stepped back warily. If he didn't want to kill me, why did he nearly crush me last time? Did he know that I vomited blood? The bruise on the throat how many days to disperse?

"Huanyan, what have I done to make you have this illusion? I never wanted to kill a woman, especially a woman who gave birth to me. "

“…… You, aren't you angry? "

I burst into tears in an instant, full of grievances like the tide. Did he forget how he threatened me? Forget that he almost strangled me? He told me all the time that he could easily kill me?

And I can't say a word of these words. He is still a beast in my eyes. I can't resist when he wants to eat people.

"I'm sorry, my attitude is too bad."

For a long time, he hugged me with a long sigh, and I suddenly cried more sad, and could not stop. He actually apologized to me. Didn't he always feel that he was right? He couldn't be wrong. Even if he was wrong, it was the fault of others.

What do you think of people when they yell and apologize? Think of these, I am more and more aggrieved, buried in his arms cry can not help themselves. If he is a little gentle, I will not feed mosquitoes here in the middle of the night. I have been bitten a lot.

"All right, stop crying and go inside."

He brushed away the tears on my face and led me to the villa. Naturally, I am not hypocritical, because this place is not a good place to hide. There are many mosquitoes.

Wang Ma has been standing at the gate and watching. She is also a little relieved to see this scene. She tells me with a smile that she is going to cook preserved eggs and lean meat porridge in the morning, make some steamed stuffed buns, and ask me what kind of side dishes I want to eat.

"Wang Ma, don't call her tomorrow, let her sleep more." Qin Mofei said softly.

I looked back at the bright sky. Maybe I can't sleep for a while. Do I have to go to work at dawn?

I thought Qin Mofei would not be angry with me because of sex, but it is not. He didn't move me all the time, just put his arms around me to sleep, but I knew he wasn't asleep, and I heard him moaning all the time.

I was relieved, so I fell into a sleepless sleep. At noon, I was awakened by a rush of phone calls.I picked up my mobile phone and saw that it was Chen Huaqing who had been beaten by Shang Yan. I was suddenly shocked and had no sleep.