"The amount of bleeding is very large. The fetus has already shown signs of miscarriage. I'm afraid it can't be preserved. Are you going to shed now or choose to protect it?"
When I was lying on the operating table, the doctor asked me, the medical equipment was still in my body, cold. My head was blank and my body was shaking uncontrollably.
I didn't expect that I was pregnant, without warning.
It turns out that a stream of blood between the legs is my child, or just a fetus. There were chilly howls in my ears. This is my fragmented child. He is asking why I don't protect him.
"Do you think clearly? It's too late. "
The doctor's words brought me back to my mind, and my eyes were whirling with tears. She said it was too late? Does that mean my baby is going to die?
I didn't know that his existence was about to disappear. I felt like a murderer, killing his chance to stay in the world.
I am so sad, tears in the eye can not flow out. Two years ago, I also faced such a struggle, but the mood was completely different. That time, I had no choice but to leave the child, and this time, he wanted to leave me.
"Doctor, I want to keep him!"
I don't care. I want the baby. I have to. No matter how much resentment and hatred exist between Qin Mofei and me, the child is innocent. Besides, he may not be able to keep it. I want to stay for one day.
I didn't know I was pregnant, otherwise I would be careful. I always thought it was too much pressure that led to physiological disorder, but who knows is a poor little life came.
The doctor frowned, and then he buried himself in me for a while, and the cold machine moved about in my body as if to divide my child.
My tears, which I had endured for a long time, finally rolled out. My body trembled badly. I was afraid that he would disappear like this, because I had a lot of blood on the way.
"Don't you have the idea that you can't have violent sex in the first three months of pregnancy? Now this is a very difficult matter. The child will bleed as soon as he is in bed. The possibility of keeping it is very small. Do you think you can get rid of it? "
The doctor looked down on me. I shook my head and insisted on keeping the baby. This is a small life, but I will try my best to keep it.
"That first hit bed to hit drip, observe two days to see the situation, if not continue bleeding, it may still be able to hold."
"Doctor, please help me. I'll be careful next time."
She frowned and sighed, and asked the assistant to help me with my body. When I was pushed out of the operating room, Qin Chien was still outside, nervous.
The doctor thought he was the man who hurt me. He gave him a disgusting look, sent me to the ward and began to educate him.
"Don't you know, as a man, that your wife is pregnant? Can't you do strenuous exercise in the first three months of pregnancy? Just for a moment, look at the present, children are not necessarily able to keep
“…… Yes, I'm sorry. I know I was wrong Qin Chien didn't break the doctor's misunderstanding. He was red faced and nodded his head. He was submissive.
"She wants to stay in bed and recuperate. You'd better make some fish soup and chicken soup to make up for her. If there is still a lot of bleeding in these two days, she may have to undergo surgery to shed it."
"I see. Thank you, doctor."
"Well, you men, you only care about your own comfort and don't care about women and children!"
The doctor left with a sad face, and the nurse gave me a drip and left. Qin and I were left in the whole ward, looking at each other.
He stood by the bed looking at me for a long time without saying a word. And I don't know what to say. There's nothing to say about such an embarrassing and embarrassing thing.
For a long time, he left the chair and sat down beside my bed, sighed heavily, "happy face, is it because of my phone call? Did he hurt you? "
“…… No, third brother, don't tell him that I'm pregnant. This child may not be able to survive. I don't want him to know
“…… Are you still in love with him? "
I shook my head. "I just don't want to make a fuss."
Qin Mofei now began to fight with me for children, such a person, where to give my child to be a father. I would rather raise them alone, tired or bitter, it is a kind of happiness. There's no need for me to push my child into the fire pit because of the chaos in the big family.
Qin Chien's look is very heavy, staring at me, but it may not be looking at me, because his eyes are very free.
Is he looking at others through me? Like Qin Mofei, he regarded me as a substitute for others.
It suddenly dawned on me that his kindness to me might be just because I was very similar to his old friend. And that old friend, perhaps is Qin Mofei's unforgettable Shang Ying.
Shang Yan said that Qin Mofei just replaced me because I was very similar to Shang Ying in all aspects. It turns out that I am so sad that I have such a rich material life because I am like their old friends.
"Third brother, you go back and have a rest. I want to be alone." I think the night is deep, and I don't want to trouble Qin Chi En any more. In other words, it will embarrass me that he remembers his old friends here.He came to his senses and sighed, "I will accompany you. You will be afraid in the hospital alone."
"I'm not afraid. I'm used to it. You'd better go."
“…… What's up? Angry? "
"No, I just think you'd better cherish the memory of your old friends rather than look at others' shadows in me, so that you can not only honor the dead, but also respect the living, don't you?"
“…… I'm sorry, Huanyan. I don't mean that. You are very similar to her, but... "
I interrupted him. "Don't apologize. It's human nature. If I meet someone like my dead dad on the road, I'll certainly see more. Thank you for your concern for me these days. I'm very moved
"Happy face, I really don't have..."
"I'm tired and want to be quiet."
I interrupted him again and laughed at him innocently. I could see the embarrassment on his face, so I guessed right. He helped me and took care of me just because I was like that old man, not how attractive I was.
I don't need these nihilistic concerns now. If people live a little more, they will be happier. Otherwise, I will be greedy for the tenderness and concern that do not belong to me, and once lost, it will be unacceptable.
Qin Chien finally left under my insistence. I was lying alone in the hospital bed. I felt that the end of the world was coming ahead of time.
I called sister-in-law Zhang and said that the company might have to work overtime these two days, so I would not go back to rest and let them take good care of my mother and Xiao Fan.
I flip through the few phones on my mobile phone, trying to find someone to talk to, but I don't know who to look for.
I am very lonely and afraid, because I am in danger of miscarriage at any time. I am also afraid that Qin Mofei and his son will take advantage of me to rob my Xiaofan. What should I do?
I didn't close my eyes this night, and the whole person was in a state of panic. I'm really afraid that the baby in my stomach will disappear when I close my eyes, so I'm always nervous.
The rain did not stop at night, but it began to rain more in the morning. The nurse began to examine me at more than seven o'clock. Finally, the doctor told me that my condition was not very good, but the bleeding was under control.
I took a breath of relief and was about to have a rest when Mary suddenly called me to ask about the deal.
I hesitated to get through. "Mary, what's up?"
"Qin Huan, how are you getting ready? Is the money in place? "
It turns out that she is more anxious than me, so I guess the news is only I want to know. It's just that I don't want to know anything about Qin Mofei now, so I'm not interested in the news, so I told her I didn't want it.
She was stunned and then said, "do you really want to know the love history of Qin Mofei in the past? It may be a good inspiration for you
"Come on, I don't want to be in a big family. Why do I know so much? And you want so much money. "
"I can have less money, but I only know the news. If I leave Mordor, it will be difficult for you to know. What's more, the Golden Gate family is far more than you think. I heard that Mr. Qin is robbing your child. Don't you want to have a corresponding strategy? "
“…… You are very well informed. "
How can this guy know everything? Mr. Qin didn't make a big fuss about robbing children. Where did she know?
Because of her words, I am a bit ready to move. The so-called "know yourself and know your enemy will win a hundred battles". If I know the details of the Qin family, it will also be convenient for me to arrange strategies.
So I stopped and said, "well, Mary, I can make a total of 500000 yuan in my hands. If you want to tell me, don't forget it. I'll make my own decisions about the Qin family and I don't have to worry about it."
"Half a million? Are you too mean? "
"That's all I have. If you want to promise, come and see me at Maria hospital. I'm in room 5 on the second floor of the inpatient department."
When I finished, I hung up. In fact, I can make up enough for 500000 yuan. I can't do more. I'm very clear about Mary's behavior. At most one of her ten words is true.
The reason why I want to know the news is that I have heard some fragmentary things from Qin Yu and Shang Yan. If I stroke them again, I will not be hard to know what happened between Qin Mofei and Shang Ying.
Women are gossipy, and I'm no exception.
I hung up the phone for about ten minutes, and Mary came in a hurry, still with Chen Qing. I can't wait for her to look like this. I wonder if she has done something. She is eager to take the money and run away.
"Are you sick?" She was puzzled to see me lying.
"There's a little problem. You are in such a hurry that I really doubt whether you have done anything against the law and are collecting money to run away. "
I tease way, pick eyebrow light aim at her face, discover her eyes some twinkle. I'm not really right, are you? Is she really in trouble?
"Mary, listen to a Fei. The devil doesn't know what happened these two days. It's very strict about immigration. It's not so easy for you to go to America?""I'll go back to the countryside for a while, and then go after the new year."
"Oh, that's good. Tell me the news. I'll transfer the money to you directly. Don't lie to me with false news, or I won't give you any money. "
"Of course, it won't be false news. It will surprise you. Qin Huan, do you know Shang Ying? It's Qin Mofei's wife before. She actually... "
"Happy face!"
Mary did not finish, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, Qin Chi En came in with a heat preservation bucket, I saw his face and its haze.