Chapter 125

I got through almost instantaneously, but there was no sound in it, not even breathing. I cautiously called out "desert fly", but there was no response, silence made me afraid.

What's wrong with him? Why doesn't he say a word?

In my mind, there are many possibilities that he doesn't speak: maybe the person on the other end of the phone is not him, or he accidentally presses down the phone, or maybe he gets through the phone but doesn't know what to say.

I didn't dare to hang up because I had been looking forward to the call for almost half a month, even if he said a word or made a sound.

"Murphy..."

After waiting for a long time, I called out with a cry. I'm aggrieved and sad. Even if he wanted me to leave, he would at least tell me clearly, but he didn't say a word, which made me feel that I was so redundant.

"Miss Shen, this is Shang Ying. Murphy has a rest first."

The mute voice on the phone made me feel ashamed. If it was not him, he would disdain to call me. I hastily rolled to the face of tears to wipe, the face suddenly hot.

"Miss Shang, are you calling me for anything?"

"It's OK, but when I accidentally played with his mobile phone, I saw the number marked" nightclub woman ". I thought it was very strange and called. I didn't expect it was you."

Nightclub woman? He said I was a nightclub woman? But is it really the case? So I was just like this in his eyes?

I felt as if I had been slapped hard by Shang Ying, which made me dizzy. I do not know how to respond, hang up the phone, shame, not hang up, even more humiliating.

"Hehe, are you the design director of the company? Is it the girl who ate with Murphy last time? He is a real guy. He made such a remark, which made me misunderstood. "

"I'm sorry."

These three words seem to be blurted out, I don't know why I want to apologize, because I made her misunderstood? It turned out that I felt inferior to her instinctively and felt that I was wrong.

I covered my mouth and let tears roll like broken beads, but I didn't know what to do. I'm still listening to Shang Ying's friendly words, like a thousand arrows through my heart.

"I heard you were my brother's classmate? It's really nice to meet you. When we come back from our holiday, we can have dinner together

She talked about it as if she was talking about her family. She didn't mention me and Qin Mofei, but I knew she meant it. She told me in this way that they were on holiday and they were having a good time together.

I turned down her invitation and said I was very busy recently and I'm afraid I don't have time to eat together.

She said with a smile, "it doesn't matter. There will always be time to meet. Then I'll show you my son. He's very good. Murphy likes him very much. Today we are playing in Disneyland. They are both crazy. "

"Have a good time, Miss Shang. Do you have anything else? I have a contract to sign, so... "

I can't listen to any more. I understand all her hints. She's demonstrating with me. It's hard for Mary to understand. She's going to die.

Sure enough, I was beaten black and blue before I died. She used a very calm attitude to let me understand how ridiculous and redundant my existence is. She didn't say a dirty word, but it was more real than slapping me hard.

In fact, my personality is not weak, but because of my identity, my black history, I have to restrain myself. I don't want to say anything drastic to a woman who comes back from the dead. Maybe she is more pitiful than me.

We are all fighting against each other for a man, which I find very humiliating. If a man really loves a woman, why fight?

After hanging up the phone, I tore up the picture of Qin Mofei and Shang Ying's mother and son, packed up my things and went downstairs. Also did not eat, directly drove to the Jinsha Yipin villa area, I feel depressed when the work efficiency is particularly high.

When I came in, I saw that Du Nanxing was forcing Feiqi to drink bone soup. Although Fei Qi looked disgusted, he still couldn't resist. He drank a large bowl of bone soup. After drinking it, he belched and said that he was fat and ugly.

Du Nanxing continued, "I think it's OK to look good."

Feiqi's lips were slightly raised, and a shallow pear whirlpool appeared on his face. The happy look made my eyes fall off. I coughed a little, but they didn't care about me at all, so they chatted upstairs,

when I got upstairs, I saw a draft of the planning plan on Fei Qi's desk, which contained the project quotation and budget. He made it very detailed, but it was all handwritten, slightly disordered.

"Huanyan, put this plan into the computer for filing, and send a copy to the e-mail address of Mofei after verifying the data." He called to me downstairs.

"Ah

Fortunately, I have something to do. I can put the sad mood aside for the time being.

Data entry takes a lot of time. I was busy until after seven o'clock. After filing, I sent an email to Qin Mofei, and then copied a copy of it in the U disk. I was ready to go home to study his plan. I had better be too busy to think about feelings.When I left, Fei Qi and Du Nanxing went out together. They called him, locked the door and left. There are intelligent password locks in this villa, and the security is very strong. I'm not worried.

Outside the sky is still very haze, gusts of cold wind from my side whistling, I shiver. As if this year's winter came earlier than ever, or my world has become winter.

On the way home, I remembered Shang Ying's words. She said that Qin Mofei liked her children. What about my children? I stroked my flat abdomen, and my eyes became sour again.

Do I want to keep this child? An unexpected child, he is doomed to be a tragedy. If I insist on giving birth to him, will he hate me later?

But at the thought of having such a lovely baby as Xiao Fan, my heart was cut like a knife. I'd rather die myself than let the baby die, but I'm afraid that he will be despised and abused.

I have no idea. Shang Ying's appearance has completely destroyed all my expectations. I once swore that I could raise a child without Qin Mofei, but that's the premise that I love him, and I will.

But now, he has given all his tenderness to another woman. Why should I be so stupid as to give birth to his child? But the baby is not wrong, because Qin Mofei doesn't love me, he has to die? No, it's cruel?

I was struggling in this love hate interweaving, and unwittingly drove to the downstairs of rich bar. Qin Chien is the only one who knows that I am pregnant. Should I talk to him, but what advice can he give me?

I thought about it or forget it. I was ready to turn around and leave. As soon as I made a turn, I saw Qin Chi En coming under the escort of his bodyguard. He seemed to have seen me, and took a quick step or two.

"Happy face!"

"Hello, third brother." I'm a little embarrassed.

"Come on, why don't you go up and sit down?"

"I..."

"Let's go and have a seat in my office. I've just returned home this afternoon and I'm going to see you." He opened the door for me directly, but I got out of the car and asked the bodyguard to help me park.

The wildness of a bar is very similar to that of a nightclub, so I have a wonderful sense of familiarity when I come to a place like this. So I didn't go to Qin Chien's office. I sat by the bar and watched the crazy men and women dancing on the dance floor, thinking that I had been like this.

Qin Chien asked the bartender to make me a low alcohol cocktail. He ordered a whisky himself and accompanied me to watch the dancing.

"Huanyan, you seem very unhappy. What's the matter?" He picked up his glass and touched me.

I took a sip and turned to look at him. "Third brother, do you know Shang Ying is still alive? She has come back. "

“…… Well He sighed and gave a bitter smile. He picked up his glass and took another sip. "I didn't think she was alive, or that I wasn't the one she came back for."

It seems that he is also hurt by love. I know that he is deeply in love with Shang Ying. He is more than Qin Mofei. However, they are very happy now, but we can only be so sad.

I leaned against the bar and sipped the cocktail. Although it didn't taste like wine, everyone was drunk if the wine was not drunk. The more I drank, the more sad I felt. I was full of resentment that Qin Mofei abandoned me.

"Third brother, they are together now."

"Well!"

"Do you think I want this child? He doesn't know his existence, even if he knows, he may not like it. I think the baby is very pitiful I said, eyes sour again, quickly took a deep breath, let the bartender get me another cocktail.

Qin Chien gently rubbed my hair and said, "be born. If you are under pressure, I will help you raise children. After all, the children are not wrong."

"Third brother..."

I couldn't control my tears and rolled down the floor, which made me very embarrassed. A man who didn't want to do was willing to raise a child for me, but the father of the child was lingering in other people's gentle countryside. I was really speechless.

Qin Chi'en put his hand over my face and wiped away my endless tears with his finger belly. He was very gentle. "Happy face, everyone's destiny is under his own control. Even if he is a child who is despised by others, he can grow into a pillar."

I sobbed and shook my head. "Children who are not blessed will suffer."

"I am a child who is not blessed!" He gave a cold smile, and then said, "when my mother was pregnant with me, that person was already in her twilight years, so she insisted that there was a man outside my mother. From her pregnancy to giving birth to me, he never appeared."

The "man" in his mouth should be Lord Qin, but I didn't expect that he had not been admitted by Qin family since he was conceived. No wonder he hated the Qin family. If it was me, I'm afraid it would be better.

"He didn't think of me until he was dying. He put me in the Qin family tree and gave me such a name. After decades of gambling, my mother left on the day he died

There was a faint tear in his eyes when he mentioned the little lady. I didn't expect him to have such a tortuous life experience. It's estimated that Lord Qin was very sorry when he died. After all, among his many sons, he was the strongest, and even Mr. Qin couldn't compare with him."Third brother, do you still hate the Qin family?"

"Of course I hate it!" He nodded without hesitation. "If they were not so cruel, how could my mother die early? She left in her forties. Even now, I'm afraid they don't regard me as the real Qin family. But then again, I'm still doing well. I never miss what I want. "

I have nothing to say. Among thousands of people, it is rare to be able to look like Qin Chien. I can't predict the future of children, so I'm afraid of it.

"Happy face, every child has the right to live, understand?" He said again.

"I know that, third brother."

"Murphy is not a man you can control. You'd better leave him early. The last time he asked you to put on Xiaoying's clothes, I knew that he never let her go. "

"Pa"

my hand trembled when I heard it, and my bag suddenly fell off and the contents of it were scattered all over the floor. Qin Chien quickly squatted down to help me pick it up, but I was completely confused. The cloak was actually Shang Ying's clothes. He actually